The Empowered Principal® Podcast Angela Kelly | How to Handle Parent Emotions Around Classroom Placements

Are you dreading the inevitable parent requests to change their child’s classroom assignment? As a school leader, these conversations can feel like a minefield – challenging your expertise, creating extra work, and putting you on the defensive. But what if there were a way to approach these requests that felt like a win-win for everyone involved?

A conversation with a parent about a classroom assignment change doesn’t have to be contentious, anxiety-ridden, or reflect negatively on you as a principal. It’s not about your expertise, professionalism, or ability to make decisions. It’s about a parent who wants the best for their child, and in this episode, you’ll learn how to respond to these requests with intention rather than reaction.

Join me this week to learn how to handle even the most challenging class assignment requests with confidence and grace. You’ll hear practical strategies for getting to the root of a parent’s concerns, the importance of validating their emotions without giving in to demands, and my top tips for finding creative solutions that work for everyone.

 

The next round of The Empowered Principal® Collaborative starts Wednesday, September 4th 2024! This is the time to decide: do you want to lead your school for the rest of the year as you are right now, or take your leadership skills to the next level? Join us today to become a member of the only certified life and leadership coaching program for school leaders in the country by clicking here.

 

What You’ll Learn From this Episode:

  • Why parents often make class assignment change requests and what emotions may be driving them.
  • How to regulate your own thoughts and emotions when a parent approaches you with a request.
  • The importance of validating the parent’s feelings and perspective, even if you disagree with their request.
  • How to ask questions that will uncover the real issue behind the request.
  • Why setting a 30-day trial period can ease parent anxiety while maintaining appropriate boundaries.
  • Tips for communicating your decision in a way that maintains a positive relationship with the parent.
  • How to look for win-win solutions that give both the student and teacher a chance to be successful.

 

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Hello empowered principals. Welcome to episode 349. 

Welcome to The Empowered Principal® Podcast, a not so typical educational resource that will teach you how to gain control of your career and get emotionally fit to lead your school and your life with joy by refining your most powerful tool, your mind. Here’s your host certified life coach Angela Kelly Robeck. 

Well, hello, my Empowered Principals. Happy Tuesday. Welcome to the podcast. Hey, I am actually recording this in place of another podcast episode I had because this came up in a conversation with a client and I wanted it to go on the podcast immediately in real time because this is a topic that comes up for almost every school leader at the beginning of the year. So we’re going to put it here in 349 beginning of September and the topic is this class assignment requests.

So some of you have already started school and you’ve already been through this but some of you have not or some of you are in the middle of it right now and I want to ensure that you have some tools and strategies for the moment and the situation in which a parent or a family member comes and says, hey, I would like to select my class. I would like my child to have X teacher. I would like you to move my child out of this classroom and into that classroom, you know what I’m talking about. Parents who want to request their child’s class assignment.

This typically happens in elementary school, but I suppose, I have not taught middle and high school, I do suppose it happens there from time to time when a student comes home and says, I don’t like my teacher, or I want a different math teacher, or I don’t like this, you know, whatever. I don’t like this teacher, I want a different teacher. So it can happen probably at any level. So most likely you’re going to experience this at some point if you haven’t already. So let’s talk about it.

Let’s say a parent requests a certain teacher or asks for their child to be reassigned to a different teacher. Now the first thing that’s going to happen in your brain is you’re going to have thoughts and opinions about the request. And sometimes your brain is like, you know what, that’s a valid request. They stated what they wanted, why they wanted the impact of the request, why they think it’s reasonable and you’re on board. That might happen. Most of the time not, but it might happen. If it does, that’s amazing. It’s a win-win right off the bat.

Most of the time, principals feel somewhat offended by the request or annoyed by the request. Two, they’re going to have to have a conversation. Three, it impacts a lot of people. Four, there’s a lot of moving parts. And five, you might feel personally offended. I was talking with a client, and she said, hey, I don’t feel respected. I don’t feel that they’re respecting my authority, my professionalism, my expertise. I’m doing the best I can. There’s no perfect placements. They’re just trying to get their way. They’re telling me how to do the job. They think they know what’s best.

Those are very common feelings. Those are very common thoughts, I should say. They generate emotion. If you’re thinking you’re not respected, you might be a little offended or that they’re not appreciating your professional opinion. You might just be annoyed if you think they’re trying to get their way, they’re trying to bully you, they’re trying to tell you how to do your job. Maybe it makes you feel a little incompetent or a little indignant that they think you are incompetent. You might feel defensive, right? Notice this.

When a parent or a family member asks for a request to reassign their child or to put them in a particular teacher’s room, you might have some personal opinion about that. That’s your right as a human on the planet. You’re going to have thoughts. It’s okay. But the key here is to not react to those thoughts without being aware of those thoughts. So when somebody asks you for a class assignment change, you need to check in with yourself first.

Now, obviously, if it’s happening in real time, if they like approach you, they’re at the Lemonade Social looking at the class list and they’re like, I want my class change. They’re going to do that. You’re going to breathe deeply. You might want to have a plan ahead of time to say like, we’re not going to change anything in this moment. If you’d like to send me an email or make an appointment with the secretary, get on my calendar, we’ll have a conversation. don’t feel pressured.

In real time, when they’re coming to you and you do have the time, you can take a deep breath and you can sit with them and just hear them out and say, hey, I’m willing to hear you out. Tell me everything. What’s coming up for you? How are you feeling? What is your concern? What is your worry? Why are you feeling this way? You’re just going to ask them a bunch of questions to gain information. You want to get into their steer cycle. You want to understand What are they thinking? What are their emotions? What is it they’re worried about? What are their fears? what is the outcome that they’re trying to create. You just take it all in, okay? But first of all, you want to notice your thoughts.

So if you have the opportunity to self-coach before you meet with this person, this is ideal. If not, you’re just going to take the information in and tell them you’re going to contemplate it and you’re going to get back to them within 24 hours. You thank them for sharing everything with you. You need to look at numbers. You need to think about how this impacts, there’s a lot of moving parts, and you’ll get back to them in 24 hours. You do that to give yourself time and space to process your own thoughts and feelings about it, okay?

So when somebody’s asking you this and you’re feeling offended or defensive, it’s probably because it’s feeling like some form of attack on your character or your professional opinion or an attack on your level of knowledge or expertise or even your positional authority. So it’s okay if you feel resistant, just notice that. We don’t want to use that energy to retaliate or to react to that parent.

What you want to do is notice how you’re feeling. Notice the urge to want to dig your heels in. This is the way it’s going to be because I said so. Kind of authoritative or authoritarian, whatever it’s called. The strict kind of like because I’m the boss and that’s how it goes and because I said so. Notice if you’re feeling that way.

Now, you probably aren’t not going to want to give in. You’re going to want to prove your authority or your expert position or opinion on this. But if you make decisions and communicate to the parent, to the family, from this mindset and energy, oftentimes what happens is now we’re in a tug of war. We’ve gone into battle. They don’t get what they want. They’re going to go to the superintendent and they’re going to work their way up so that they can get what they want because you’ve locked in with them. you’ve engaged in battle.

It becomes a win-lose or a lose-win. Somebody’s going to win, somebody’s going to lose. It becomes a competition versus trying to see the land of and. What they’re trying to do when they don’t feel heard or they don’t feel seen or they don’t feel validated or acknowledged is that they’re going to try and get those feelings from somebody. If it’s not you, they’re going to go up the chain. They’re going to go to the superintendent. They’re going to want to talk to your boss. They’re going to want to get what they want even deeper than before.

They’re going to make a bigger scene. They’re going to go to the school board, the local paper, the blogs, whatever, Facebook. They’re going to find their validation somewhere else if they don’t feel validated from you. I’m saying this ahead of time if you haven’t had this experience yet because the goal here is to understand the emotion, the energy fueling the request. It’s not as much about the request as it is about what’s fueling the request. The fuel may be valid. It might not be appropriate. We don’t know yet until we have a conversation with them.

But what you need to know is when somebody comes to you and says, I want a classroom change, I want assignment change, there’s a reason that that parent is requesting this. Your goal is to neutralize what you’re making it mean about you and sit down and ask them so you can understand how to approach them. We don’t know how to approach them, and we don’t want to assume that we know, oh, they’re just trying to get their way, or they’re just trying to tell me how to do my job, or they think they know better than me, or they just listen to gossip and hear that teacher, and then all of a sudden nobody wants the teacher.

Well, now we have a teacher’s feelings involved here, too. There’s a student, there’s a family, there’s a teacher, there’s you. And it also impacts, if you’re moving numbers around, now it’s impacting the whole grade level or the whole department depending on what level you’re leading, okay?

So what happens is when people’s emotions don’t get validated, not the request but the emotions, they will seek out a way to get those feelings acknowledged, validated, vented out. It oftentimes can turn into a very big problem. People will turn little problems into big problems because their emotional regulation has not been reconciled.

Now I get it. In a perfect world, adults would learn and know, because we would have taught them in schools, how to emotionally regulate and how to tune into their emotions and understand what they’re asking for and why and where it’s coming from and the fuel and is this a projection of themselves? Of course, we would want every human to be in their personal power, in personal development, getting this. But because we don’t teach it in our schools, you coming here to this podcast, I’m teaching it to you now as an adult.

So our job is to first regulate ourselves emotionally and neutralize the situation by looking at what are we making this mean about ourselves? What are we making the request mean about them? What are we making it mean about the teachers that are involved here, about the student? You got to clarify, what am I making this mean? How am I interpreting this request? Is it firing me up? Does it not bother me at all? Am I curious as to what’s going on with the family? Do I understand already? Do I have some perspective? Do I need to talk to the teachers about what’s going on?

What are you making this situation mean about you, about them, about the greater good here? You’ve got to clarify your own thoughts and opinions first. Why do you think they’re asking for this? Notice what comes up for you. And then you want to think about, let’s look at this from the perspective of the student, the teacher, and the parent. Why might they be asking? If we put our emotions aside just for a minute, what’s going on for this parent? Why do we think they’re asking? Or does the teacher have any information? Or what’s going on with the student?

Maybe the student has a 504 or an IEP and there is a specific conversation that needs to be had in one of those meetings. There is always a reason a parent is asking. Our first step can be to get curious and explore with that parent why the request. And when they meet with you, they’re going to feel very, very validated as to their reasons. Their reasons feel very true for them and it seems like the only response. You can let them have that opinion for a while as you’re taking it all in.

But I also want you to think about the idea that this isn’t a reflection on you as a leader. It’s a conversation to get curious about what’s coming up for them, what’s coming up for their student. And if it is feedback about your leadership, now we’re getting into a conversation around receiving feedback. And if maybe we did oversight something, maybe we agreed at the end of the year, this child wasn’t going to be placed with that child, but we missed that. And they’re together in the same class and we need to rectify it. No problem. It doesn’t mean you’re a bad leader. It means you’re a human who just had an oversight, not a problem.

Maybe we agreed that this child needs a particular style of teacher, or we had agreed this child was going to be in that teacher’s class. And sometimes it just happens. We can’t remember every little detail, every conversation we had last year. So it might be valid. The request might be simple. But when you’re coming from the place of they’re thinking X about me, or they’re judging me, they’re criticizing me, what happens is you do the flip. You also get into judgment and criticism.

You want to dig your heels in because you think they’re digging their heels in. Notice the energy, okay? So instead of responding with reaction, emotional burst of energy, you want to respond with intention. We want to look for the win-win, win-win here. Because oftentimes it feels like it’s an all or none. Either you have to hold firm or you have to give in. It feels like just give in, let them have what they want, make my life easier, they get what they want, but now everybody’s going to demand that, and I can’t possibly get everybody’s requests in, or I have to hold firm and then weather the storm and it escalates up.

It feels like those are the only two options. The empowered principle approach here is where is the win-win? Where might this be a win-win? We have to find out what they want, why they want it, what’s the emotion, how are they feeling, what is their concern? and consider the request from the lens of the parent. What might they be thinking? What might they be feeling? What do they want below the surface of the request? It’s basically they want to feel certainty. They want to be assured. They want to feel like they’re a good parent. They want to feel like they’re in the best placement possible for their child. They’re advocating for their child.

You want to consider what else the request might mean. Can you separate yourself from the request completely? If the request had nothing to do with you, what else would be going on for these people? And is there a win-win here? Sometimes, the best decision to make is to do the change and to have a rationale as to why. Other times, the easiest thing to do is to say, hey, let’s try this. Let’s try it for 30 days, and if it doesn’t work out, we’ll discuss a change of placement.

If it’s truly not working out, this teacher truly isn’t providing the service your child needs, if you’re truly unsatisfied, if the child’s distressed, at any time in these 30 days, we’re going to try it for 30 days. I’m going to observe. We’re going to check in each week, see how it’s going, and after 30 days, if it’s still not a fit, let’s talk about a placement change.

Oftentimes what happens, people are anxious because they hear rumors. about a teacher, or they’re like, I’ve heard that teacher’s mean, or that teacher’s no good, or I had a conflict with that teacher, that teacher’s terrible at, you know, parent communication. They’ll hear something from one person and extract that to mean it’s going to be a horrible year for them, for the kid, for everybody. And so they come to you in a panic.

When we give it a go, if there’s no valid reason, if there’s nothing you can really ground yourself in, and you have strong parameters about a not-appropriate request for a change in placement. You can say, let’s give it 30 days. Let’s try it. I’ll check in with your kiddo. I’ll be in there observing. If I see anything, I’m going to let you know. Let’s do a weekly check-in. If something comes up, you call me. We will be in touch. I want you to be reassured. I’m hearing you.

And we also want to give students an opportunity to try a new environment. Let’s see how it goes. we’ll do it with support, and we will give your student every opportunity to be successful, because the goal is for your child to be successful in any environment, to know how to understand and adapt and advocate, and if there truly is anything harmful going on in a classroom, I want to know as soon as possible. I will be in there monitoring. Let’s check on it for 30 days. Can we give it 30 days? How would that feel for you? What would you need to feel reassured that your student’s in good hands?

I want this to be a win-win. I want your student to be happy. I want you to be reassured that they’re safe, that they’re going to learn, that it’s going to be a great year. What will help you with that? Can we allow 30 days and see what they say? This question is typically so much deeper than what you see on the surface. It’s more about a parent’s insecurities, a parent’s fears, a parent’s anxiety, a parent’s worry. A lot of times it’s playground talk between the parents or now Facebook talk. They’re talking coffee shop talk, talking about teachers, but we want to be respectful of the teacher, the student, and give that child the opportunity to be successful, that teacher to be successful.

What would it look like if it was an amazing fit? What if this is the best fit for your child? We won’t know unless we give it 30 days to try it out. How are you feeling about that? So a conversation with a parent about a classroom placement change doesn’t have to be contentious. It doesn’t have to be anxiety-ridden. It doesn’t have to mean anything about you as a school leader, your capacity to lead, your ability to make decisions. It’s not about your expertise or professionalism. It’s about a parent who’s worried about having the best of the best for their kiddo.

When we can talk from human to human, especially if you’re a parent, you can relate as a parent advocating for your child, wanting the best for them. But what the parent wants in most cases is reassurance. I want to be reassured that this is the best place, the right place, and they want to know that they have some kind of an out if it truly is not a good environment for their student. And that’s where the win-win comes in. Let’s give it a try. Let’s assume and give positive intention and give this child an opportunity to thrive. Give the teacher the opportunity to be successful. And if we need to have a conversation with the teacher or with the student or all together, let’s do it as a team. Let’s make this decision as a team. How does that feel for you? Can you get on board with that?

So again, when you’re working with a parent, you want to look below the surface. You want to focus on how they’re feeling and how they want to feel. You want to give the teacher and the student an opportunity for success. We can’t know unless we try, but the parent needs to be reassured they’re going to be okay, they have a voice, they’re validated, it’s acknowledged, we’re hearing you, and let’s give this a go. Or you might just decide not to. You have to work with individuals, which is why it’s important to have parameters.

But in the end, you want to look for the win-win for them, for you, for the greater good of the student, the teacher, and your school at large. This is about a policy, this is about having a plan and a practice in place, but treating students and teachers and parents as individuals and having a conversation on an individual basis, it’s not a flat one-size-fits-all because there’s different reasons, there’s different emotions, there’s different fears, different outcomes and expectations. You want to get into that individual conversation to see what the next best move is.

So I wish you an amazing start to the new year. Happy New Year! Happy September! And if you’re brand new to the podcast, welcome to the podcast and congratulations! on your school leadership experience. I hope you find this podcast to be extremely helpful. If you do, give us five-star rating, give us a little comment. The more we get five-star ratings, the more we get comments, the more the algorithm allows more people to find us. I’m here to serve you in any way that I can. And as these topics come up, it is my honor, my pleasure to give you as much free coaching as you can.

And of course, you’re always invited into the Empowered Principal Collaborative. Have an amazing week. Happy New Year. I’ll talk to you soon. Take good care. Bye.

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Are you ready to step into your full empowerment as a school leader? The Empowered Principal® isn’t just another podcast or coaching program—it’s a movement to transform your experience as a principal and the experiences of your teachers, students, and entire school community.

Today, I share my journey from feeling completely powerless in my early years as a principal to founding a program that helps school leaders reconnect with their personal power. The truth is, the current education system leaves most principals feeling burned out, overwhelmed, and unfulfilled. But it doesn’t have to be this way.

Join me this week to discover how expanding your mind to what’s possible and rewriting the script of who you are as a leader can create a magical experience beyond what you ever thought was realistic or attainable. If you’re ready to love both your career and your life, this episode is for you.

 

The next round of The Empowered Principal® Collaborative starts Wednesday, September 4th 2024! This is the time to decide: do you want to lead your school for the rest of the year as you are right now, or take your leadership skills to the next level? Join us today to become a member of the only certified life and leadership coaching program for school leaders in the country by clicking here.

 

What You’ll Learn From this Episode:

  • Why the most overlooked component of school leadership is also the most crucial for your success and fulfillment.
  • How your beliefs about schools, leadership, and people become self-fulfilling prophecies that shape your experience.
  • The reason I founded The Empowered Principal® and how it empowers you to reclaim your personal power as a leader.
  • Why the current educational economy of overwork and burnout isn’t the only option.
  • How identifying your own limiting beliefs can radically change the trajectory of what’s possible for your school, your life, and your future.

 

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Hello empowered principals. Welcome to episode 348. 

Welcome to The Empowered Principal® Podcast, a not so typical educational resource that will teach you how to gain control of your career and get emotionally fit to lead your school and your life with joy by refining your most powerful tool, your mind. Here’s your host certified life coach Angela Kelly Robeck. 

Well, hello, my Empowered Leaders. Happy Tuesday and Happy New Year. We are back at it. Brand new school year. Summer was amazing and it’s time to gear up. Buckle up, Buttercups, because on this podcast episode, I want to make a declaration. I’m going to make a declaration. Are you ready? Here we go. The Empowered Principal Program is not a cute little podcast. It’s not just a coaching program. The Empowered Principal Brand, the program, the coaching, the mentorship, the content, all of it, isn’t just another self-help or professional development program. It is about creating a movement in education. It is about creating a movement in education. A movement that enhances and improves the quality of the experience that you have as a school leader. A movement that enhances and improves the quality of the experience your teachers have as teachers. It’s a movement that enhances and improves the quality of the experience your students have as students. It’s a movement that enhances and improves the quality of the experience your families and members of your school community have through the experience of being members of this community.

The creation of the Empowered Principal was not born simply from the desire to help other leaders learn the skill set of leadership, and although I definitely include leadership skills in my programs because it is a necessary component, and in all honesty, it’s what we think, especially as new school leaders, it’s what we think we need to do. Yes, you need skill set. Of course you do. But in addition to skills, there is a component to school leadership that is overlooked, and it is the most important part. It’s the part that feels like it makes or breaks you as a school leader. And in my experience, what I have witnessed in myself and others is that this component is how one defines themself as a leader. It’s what makes somebody think they are a good leader or a bad leader, an exceptional leader or an average leader. It’s what develops their influence and their impact and creates their legacy as a school leader. It’s what determines whether they enjoy the job or they spin out in frustration, confusion, doubt, overwhelm, misery. And it’s the part that gets overlooked because we’re so stuck in the weeds that we cannot see.

The part that is overlooked is our belief systems around schools, education as an institution, leadership, relationships, culture, learning, teaching, what we think about people in general, what we think about our bosses, our parents, our students, things like what we think about their motivation, their behaviors, if they have drive, if they have grit, if they have compassion, if they have understanding. We have a lot of opinions about ourselves and the humans that we work with and those opinions and those belief systems about people, about institutions, about past practices, about relationships, about what it means to be a leader, how we define all of these things. All of those belief systems become the experience that you have as a school leader. What you believe is true, you filter it through the lens, and that becomes the truth. It becomes the experience.

So, for example, if you believe the job is too big, too hard, too demanding, too overwhelming, and just too much, that is the experience that you have. When you believe that teachers are stressed out, when they’re maxed out, when they’re burned out, when they’re checked out, this impacts the way we interact with them, the way we approach them. We view them as disempowered. We view them as overwhelmed. We view them as incapable of handling their stress and their workload or we make assumptions that they’re checked out or burned out or maxed out and we try to comfort them and coddle them. We disempower them when we see them disempowered. The goal is not to come in and save the day for your teachers. They have power, personal power, but when we believe that they don’t, we treat them as though they don’t, which creates the result and the experience of them feeling like they don’t. We actually reinforce those thoughts. It impacts the way we lead our schools.

And when we look at students and we believe they’re not engaged or they’re not interested or they’re not trying hard enough or they’re not focused or they’re not behaving or they’re not caring. I’ve been hearing post-pandemic it’s a different kind of student. And I’m not saying it’s not. But when we believe those thoughts and we look for evidence to prove post-pandemic behaviors true, we’ll find them because we have the lens on. When we believe that they’re not engaged and they’re not caring and they’re not trying and not focused, all of those things, it influences our decisions and actions around instructional leadership and behavior management. When we focus on what isn’t working, we feel at a loss as leaders. We collect all of the things. There’s a whole laundry list. This isn’t working. That’s not working. This teacher’s not doing their job. This student’s not trying hard enough. Those parents don’t care. The superintendent’s not listening. Nobody’s communicating.

When we’re looking at all the things that aren’t working, and we’re collecting them and piling them up inside of our minds, that impacts how we lead. And when we feel there’s a laundry list 10 miles long of everything that’s not working, how are we going to lead people through that? We don’t feel like we have the power to lead, and we don’t. We don’t have the power to control other people when all we’re doing is looking at what they’re doing as not working. And then what we try to do when they’re not doing it right, and we have a whole list of reasons as to the things they’re not doing right, we try to get them to do what we want them to do or what we think they need to do for us, for the superintendent, for the school board, for the test scores, for their colleagues. And in that attempt, we feel powerless in our ability to lead because we cannot control other people’s behaviors, we can’t control their thoughts, we can’t control their behaviors. And when we try to, we feel defeated and powerless. And our ability to positively influence and inspire people into creating an impact that we mutually desire to create is lost in the attempt to force and control.

And then when we feel powerless as leaders, imagine, on a scale of 1 to 10, how much power do you feel you have? How much influence, agency, control, autonomy do you feel that you actually have? Most leaders are not saying 10.

They’re saying under 5. When we feel powerless, we look to things outside of us, either to blame or to help us in a desperate attempt to try and leverage some leadership technique outside of us to gain back control of the situation. So we’re either blaming, it’s the district’s fault, it’s the teacher’s fault, it’s the student’s fault, it’s the parent’s fault, it’s COVID, it’s the system, it’s the institution, it’s out of my hands. We either do that and sit helpless, or we look for something outside of us. Maybe it’s this platform. Maybe it’s that curriculum. Maybe it’s these kind of teachers. Maybe we need that sparkly, shiny new object. Maybe we need to go to this conference. And we look out of desperation for solutions.

Because what we want is to feel good about our school, about our staff, our students, ourselves as leaders, the district, we want to be proud of the district we work in. We want to be proud of our school. We want to feel proud of our students and proud of our teachers. We want to love what we do, how we do it, who we work with, and we want to feel we’re making an impact and that we’re helping people. So we search for solutions outside of ourselves when we feel powerless. If the belief or the core thought you have is that I don’t have the power, then the power must be out there somewhere externally. So we get busy, we search, we read books, we go to conferences, we get on Facebook and we go into the groups and we pose questions for other people, we listen to podcasts like this one, we’re looking and seeking wisdom and information outside of ourselves.

And what this program does, what the Empowered Principal program does, is it invites you back into your personal power, into your leadership power, into the agency that you do have. It asks you, what do you think? What do you believe? What do you feel? What decisions and actions can you take? What do you want to experience? What if you did have full control, then what? If you couldn’t look outside of yourself for the answers, then what? The very institution we work in teaches us from a very young age that the answers and the knowledge and the wisdom and the guidance is all external. Teachers are in charge. Principals are in charge. The curriculum companies, whatever they say in their books, they’re in charge. The testing companies, they’re in charge. The politicians who make laws and write standards and create these structures, they’re in charge. So we have to do what they say. We have to believe what they believe. We have to do it their way. That’s not empowerment.

Let me tell you a story. My first few years in school leadership, I felt completely powerless. I want you to take a moment right now, as you’re listening to my words, to my voice to this podcast, take a moment to feel how powerlessness feels in your body. Think of a time when you felt completely helpless, completely powerless, almost like destitute. Notice the vibration, the energy in your body. Notice how believing that you are powerless, it impacts your energy immediately. It zaps it right out of you. It erodes your confidence, your determination, your momentum. Notice how it influences your decisions and your actions. It just sucks the very life out of you. Notice how disempowerment questions your very purpose, your vision, your mission, and the point of it all.

This is where I was. I would sit in my office and cry because I had no idea what to do, how to do it, where to tap into any form of power other than the will of my staff, the will of everything outside of me, my secretaries, my instructional coach, my bosses at the district level. I was told to take charge, but I didn’t feel I had the power to. And when you feel powerless, particularly when you’re in a position where you are expected to have some level of power, it leaves you in a total bind. It was the most constricted and helpless feeling I ever had. It was horrible. It’s a terrible feeling to lack agency in a position that is supposed to have more agency. I can remember a moment when I said to myself, I actually feel less autonomy as a principal than I ever did as a teacher. And I can imagine that some of you feel the exact same way.

In a classroom, I’m the person running the show. I’m the adult. I designed my classroom physically the way it worked for me and put systems in place that worked for me and that worked for students and worked for my families. I had agency over that classroom. And if something didn’t work for my kids or my families or myself, I listened to their perspective and we worked together to iron it out and create a win-win. I had agency to make it work. So the reason I founded the Empowered Principal Program was to show principals how to tap back into their personal empowerment. I kept thinking to myself, I was in so much pain, I almost quit so many times, I can feel it right now, the desperation, the angst to want to figure this out, to desire being a great principal, but feeling like I had no way to get there. And I told myself, gosh, there has to be a solution to this. There have to be principals out there somewhere who feel agency, who feel empowered, who feel like they’re really good at what they’re doing, who aren’t overworking, who love their jobs. There has to be somebody in the world out there who’s doing it and loving it, but not at the expense of themselves or their personal lives or costing them relationships, costing their marriages, costing relationships with their kids or their families or their friends.

Time after time after time, I talk with clients and they say, I don’t have time to go out with friends. I don’t even have time for myself, let alone going out with friends. I work. I come home. I take care of my family. I work. I fall asleep. And I do that five to six days a week. And then I pass out on Saturdays only to get up and work on Sundays because I’m worried about Monday. And I do that week after week, month after month.

I hold my breath until I get to the break, sleeping through the break, or getting sick over the break because I’m so depleted, waiting for that summer, relishing in the summer, but not planning the summer so it kind of just slips away, and then we get to this time of year, the end of August, and we’re like, what the heck? Where did summer go? Now I’ve got to do this all over again? And it’s like you just sink back to the bottom of the ocean and you don’t get to breathe for the next 10 months.

The reason I founded this program is for you to know there is a way to tap back into your personal empowerment, your own empowerment, and to teach you how to stop looking for others to grant you permission to feel empowered, to stop waiting for the approval of others to wave their little magic wand and to grant you access to feeling good someday about yourself as a leader.

When you accomplish something, you finally someday get to feel amazing about your work and your life and feel proud of your school and love the people you serve and work with and to enjoy the actual journey of the school leadership experience. We think it’s out there in front of us. Someday I’ll be good. Someday it’ll be enough. Someday people will approve of me. Someday my life will be balanced. When does that day come? It can only come when we decide it’s here right now, it’s available to us today, this school year.

The Empowered Principal experience, in my opinion, is its very own economy, its own form of currency. There is nothing else like it, to my knowledge, in the world. We don’t have to agree that the current educational economy, meaning the current framework, the current systems, the current approach, the current experience we’re having, which, when I view it, seems very top down, driven by testing and curriculum companies who lobby for legislation that increase their profits, we’re very focused on test scores, and that’s run by politicians, most of whom have never been educators, who are writing laws, writing policies, expecting us to behave in a certain way, to lead in a certain way, to keep them in their power, to keep education in their power, to keep lobbyists in power so that curriculum and testing companies can make billions of dollars, which they do. They’re running the show here right now.

And you know, who’s feeling the burn right now are institutions of higher education, colleges, universities. They’re seeing the breakdown because kids are saying, hey, you used to be the institution of knowledge. You were the gatekeeper. You decided who got in, who didn’t get in. How? Test scores. We can go in a whole other topic. I won’t dive down into that, but you get what I’m saying. And now kids are saying, look, I don’t have to go to college to live a great life, to contribute to the world, to be successful. I know I need to know enough to get online, to have a vision, to have a mission and to sell a product or service in a way that makes me contribute in the way I want to contribute, not in the way you teach me I have to contribute.

The current experience we are having, the current economy, the current currency that we’re having, which is overworking, overscheduling, overexerting, burnout, feeling miserable, just playing the game, chasing the, whatever they call it, chasing the moving cheese, whatever that book is called. It never ends. We’re trying to find the end of the rainbow only to have the rainbow move. You know how it goes. This isn’t the only possible experience. It cannot be. We just need to look through different lenses. We need to put on the lens of empowerment and try it on and see what happens.

The reason the Empowered Principal Program does not agree that this is the only experience available to us is because it does not feel good to most school leaders. There are school leaders who have figured this out on their own. They love what they do. They do it really well. And if they are in their empowerment, great. I’m so happy for them. I could wish nothing more for them. But for the majority of us who are in belief systems that have us limiting our potential, limiting possibilities, limiting our enjoyment, limiting our lives, and putting work before play every single time? Putting work before rest? Putting work before our health? Our physical health? Our mental health? Our emotional health? Putting work before relationships? Putting work before pleasure and joy and experiences outside of work? I can’t fathom that that’s the only option on the platter for us.

The reason I know that is because it doesn’t feel good.

It doesn’t feel good, and it’s not working. It’s not working for school leaders. It’s not working for teachers. It’s not working for support staff. It’s not working for students. If the current economy of education was flowing with success and abundance and progress, if kids were confident as students, if they were learning, if they enjoyed coming to school, if teachers felt happy and confident and balanced and effective. If parents were in support of and appreciating their school and appreciating the staff, if district leaders were in harmony with the site-level workers and the work being done at the site levels, if top-down, lobbyist-driven, test score-focused and politician-led schools were working for all of us, if this system, if this current structure was working, then we wouldn’t have to question it. We wouldn’t have to adjust our approach. It would be working. How do we know we’d feel amazing? But in my experience, this is not the case. It wasn’t the case for me as a school leader, and it’s not the case for the hundreds of school leaders I have been working with over the last eight years.

In this program, we create the school leadership experience we didn’t believe was possible to experience. We start to throw out what others told us to do, told us what to expect, told us what to believe, told us what to think, told us what was possible, the cage that we are in. We rewrite our own job description. We rewrite the script of who we are and what we prioritize when we work, where we focus our energy and attention, how we show up, and why we do this work. Because the way we develop the skillset of a leader is by developing the mindset of the leader. The way we gain the skills of leadership is through the process of developing our minds as leaders. Expanding what we think, expanding what we believe, and what we value, and what we trust, and what we know, and what we feel. Your emotions are the guide. If it’s working, you’ll know because it feels good. If it’s not working, you’ll know, because it doesn’t feel good. It’s as simple as that, and yet we deny it, we decline it, we resist it, we avoid it, we ignore it.

Once you understand how your mind creates your experience, how your mind creates energy and momentum, how your mind determines what you can accomplish, you will create an entirely new economy. Empowered principals experience school leadership in such an evolved way that it’s a world of its own. It’s a frequency beyond any past school leadership experience. And to those on the outside of it, they look and they say, that’s not realistic. That’s completely unattainable. But for my clients who’ve tapped into the energy of it, it feels magical and almost too good to be true.

Empowered principals get more done and have so much free time on their hands, they almost feel a little bit guilty that they’re not always in constant motion. Because, right, we go back to those old thoughts, it’s what their mind and body used to believe was the good principal experience. You better look busy, you better be busy, because good principals are very busy. They’re always in motion, they’re always running around, they’re always living on the edge, right? That’s not true, it’s not the case. You create an experience so powerful that it takes your mind and your body time to normalize the improved experience.

I have a client who finished her second year of her principalship this past summer, and she had created so much flow that she felt her job had become too easy, too simple, too much time. Can you imagine? She had to get used to the new economy that she had created for herself. She created so much time in her work week that it felt awkward to her at first. Her mind wondered what would people think if she wasn’t more visible on her campus, if she wasn’t running around scurried and super busy and a little discombobulated. She worried that they would think that she wasn’t getting other things done or doing enough, except that she was. She was keeping up. She was keeping up with her emails, her deadlines, her appointments, her meetings, her paperwork, her observations, all the behavior management. She mastered her mind around her thoughts about her time, productivity, planning, and creating balance for herself, which then created balance at her school. It’s a well-oiled machine. Her mind shifts, the belief shifts, are what allowed her to be more decisive, to slow her actions down long enough to actually plan with intention, to be a valuable planner, and to prepare herself to select her priorities and to learn how to say no to things that weren’t the top priority. She delegated tasks that she used to believe she had to do all by herself, and she held conversations that used to make her feel unsure and afraid.

I have another client who spends more time having fun, and I’m talking about during the school year, not just over the Summer of Fun challenge that we just had. This principal, she is the poster child of Summer of Fun, Fall of Fun, Winter of Fun, Spring of Fun. She has more fun during her year than I could ever have imagined back when I was a principal.

She blew my mind. She runs an incredible school, and she travels, she explores, she exercises, she relaxes. She lives her life both at school and outside of school to the fullest. A shout out to Rebecca, and a shout out to Erin. You guys know I’m talking about you, right? Not to mention, I’ve got Amy, Jenna, Erica, Pamela, Lisa, there’s so many names, there’s so many people. I wish I could name you all, but I’ve worked with a lot of people in the last few years. I’ve got Jason. I’ve got Nate, Chris. There’s so many people. So many people who live amazing lives because of this program. And I want you to have this. It’s possible. I want you to love your career so much because you love your life so much. Because you feel fulfilled.

Fulfillment is not about raising test scores, having a healthy school culture, getting your work done on time, your observations done on time, or implementing some kind of program at your school. Those are lovely things. You can be successful in your job and not fulfilled in your life.

I want you to be fulfilled, to be happy with yourself, your staff, your students, your school, and your personal life. I want you to be so tuned in to your internal compass that you know what you want and what you don’t, what you need, and what you need to do to get what you need. To expand what you think is possible for yourself and to imagine experiencing that amazingness. And not just to stop at imagining it and seeing it in your mind and feeling that it feels good to imagine it. It feels just as good, actually. But I want you to bring it into existence. To plan for it. To plan on it happening and to design it with intention so that it can happen, that you are living that life. You’re not just imagining it, you’re actually living it.

I realized something this morning, and it’s so powerful that I had to record this podcast in the energy of this moment. While I was on my morning walk, I want to share something with you. I have been on an extremely personal journey this past year, and it’s one that I’m going to share more about in the future, but I’m still working through it. It’s still a little tender, it’s a little raw, and I’m not to the other side yet. But it’s been a significant impact on my life. The impact has been so profound that my entire future has been rattled. It was truly a catalytic event. And the future that I imagined is not the future I’m going to have, it’s been shattered. And I’ve been working with my life coach to process the pain. The pain, the grief, the shock, the disbelief of the feels that come along with such an unexpected event, but we’ve also been doing something brilliant. We’ve been expanding my mind on what is possible for me, for my business, for my clients, for my life, for every aspect of my life, for every aspect of my business.

I promise you this, the experience that I have had personally, I now see it as an opportunity to expand and deepen my work with you as clients, to expand your lives. I have learned so much, I’ve grown so much, and at the deepest level, I see my empowerment. It’s been fun for me to see how I truly hold the pen that writes the story of my life, even when there are major plot twists in the story. I’m still the one who designs the script. I am the producer, the director, and the editor. So when life offers that plot twist, I’m the one who gets to edit it and then leverage that plot twist as an opportunity because I’m the main character. There are people in your life who are characters in your story. They have impact on you, but they’re not the main character. You are the main character. The story of your life is about you. What’s happening with the side characters, the B characters, you decide. You determine. What they do and say can impact you, but you can leverage it to your advantage, to create opportunity.

So I have spent a great deal of time imagining and pushing the limits of what I think is possible. And I noticed something. I noticed this morning, right when I was walking up the stairs to my new little place, and I thought, oh, I’m making decisions, actual decisions in my life, taking action in my life based on what I thought was possible. Not what I most desired to create in my life, but what I thought was possible to create. And the only reason that I had not been planning my future based on what I desired is because I really did not think that it was available to me, that it was even possible. I caught it. And it stopped me in my tracks. I was like, wow, the only reason that I’m planning this trajectory is because I don’t think that trajectory is available to me. And what’s so powerful is that just the awareness of the limiting belief is what breaks it down and allows you to expand into bigger possibilities.

So the moment I saw, oh my gosh, I was actually going to take all this action in my life because I was like, this is the limit of what I believe is possible for myself, my business, my future. So I’m going to go down this path because it feels, it feels true. It feels in alignment. It feels in reach. And then I had another thought. It’s like, but I actually like, this is going to be great, but what I want is that, and I don’t think I can have that. I don’t see how that’s possible. I just don’t see it. It’s too far out of reach for me. So I just didn’t even go there. I didn’t even plan it. But now, and this is something I’m going to teach in EPC, valuable planning, it’s going to be a course, a bonus course that I offer inside of the membership, I realized I can still take the path of possibility, predictability, basically. It’s like, I can predict that I can handle this trajectory, but I’m not going to close off the potentiality. There’s predictability, possibility, and then potentiality and I wasn’t even considering the potential of my life, the potential of my business. I was barely even playing with possibility. What if it were possible? I wasn’t even going there because I didn’t think it was possible. Do you see it? It’s so amazing when you catch a limiting thought because it changes the trajectory of what you think is possible.

So EPC is changing the way we approach school leadership. We discuss what brings about change, what generates momentum, what feels good. We use our internal compass. If it feels good, keep going, you’re on track. If it doesn’t feel good, let’s take a peek because something’s off track. Let’s compound what’s working and let’s review what’s not. To expand our influence and impact on our own lives and on others requires us to look at where we’re limiting ourselves without even realizing it.

I invite you into this program and into this work every single one of you. There is nothing holding you back.

There are three doubts. You don’t think you’re going to be able to come in and show up and do the work or you don’t think I have what it takes or you don’t think the program has what it takes or your belief in those are I want to do it I can do it. I believe in her. I believe in the program, but I have a fear. What if I invest time and it doesn’t work? What if I invest money and I don’t get my return on investment? We get so clingy with our money. It’s a form of currency. We get clingy with our money. We get clingy with our time and our energy and you should they are your top assets. They are your forms of currency that you use. Currency is an exchange of value. I give you my time for something in exchange for something valuable. In exchange I give you money and in exchange I get something valuable. I give you my energy. I get something in exchange for that energy. Notice. But it comes back to even if you’re afraid to pay for EPC, notice it. Because you’re thinking I’m not gonna show up and get what I came for or the program’s not gonna give me what I came for or the coach isn’t gonna give me what I came for. It still comes back to the belief triad. There’s the belief in you, the belief in me as your coach, and the belief in the program. Which one is it?

So, if you’re interested in this work, the doors of this round for EPC close in one week from today. This is your last opportunity. There will not be another podcast encouraging you, inspiring you. This is your last opportunity to get in for this round. If you are interested but you feel any form of resistance, you can coach yourself on it, or if you need more information or you want me to help you come to a clean decision, schedule a 15-minute Q&A call with me. I will speak with you directly, I will answer any questions you have, and I will coach you to a clean decision. I do not convince people to join the group. If you don’t want to be in, I don’t want you in, because it brings down the energy of the group. I want people who are inspired and encouraged and are hopeful and want their empowerment. That’s the filter. We only allow people in who are all in. If you’re all in and you’re ready to go but you have some questions or you need a little bit of coaching to come to a clean decision, schedule the call. The link is in the show notes. This is your last opportunity to start the year by stepping into your full empowerment.

Have an amazing week. I love you all. Take great care. Happy New Year. We’ll talk next week. I hope to see you in EPC. Bye.

Thanks for listening to this episode of The Empowered Principal® Podcast. If you enjoyed this episode and want to learn more, please visit angelakellycoaching.com where you can sign up for weekly updates and learn more about the tools that will help you become an emotionally fit school leader.

 

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The Empowered Principal® Podcast Angela Kelly | Valuable Planning

Are you tired of feeling stressed and overwhelmed when planning as a school leader? Do you ever wonder why planning makes you feel anxious, apathetic, or resentful? What if you could approach planning in a way that feels fun, meaningful, and highly valuable, instead of like a chore?

Planning is an essential element of leadership, but too often, we develop a negative relationship with the process. We set goals that feel constrictive, scary, or disconnected from what we truly want to create. But what if instead of planning from a place of fear and doubt, we planned as though we were guaranteed to succeed?

Join me this week as I share a powerful framework for valuable planning that will transform the way you lead. Explore the secrets to becoming a pro at creating experiences that delight your students, staff, and community. You’ll also discover the key difference between a goal and a plan, how to plan with purpose, and the importance of enjoying the creative planning process.

 

The next round of The Empowered Principal® Collaborative starts Wednesday, September 4th 2024! This is the time to decide: do you want to lead your school for the rest of the year as you are right now, or take your leadership skills to the next level? Join us today to become a member of the only certified life and leadership coaching program for school leaders in the country by clicking here.

 

What You’ll Learn From this Episode:

  • Why planning is the most valuable way you can spend your time as a school leader.
  • How to shift from setting goals to designing meaningful experiences.
  • The key difference between a goal and a plan.
  • How to plan as though you are guaranteed to succeed versus destined to fail.
  • Why enjoying the creative planning process leads to better results.
  • The secret to getting more done in less time through intentional planning.

 

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Hello empowered principals. Welcome to episode 347. 

Welcome to The Empowered Principal® Podcast, a not so typical educational resource that will teach you how to gain control of your career and get emotionally fit to lead your school and your life with joy by refining your most powerful tool, your mind. Here’s your host certified life coach Angela Kelly Robeck. 

Well, hello, my Empowered Leaders. Happy Tuesday and welcome to the podcast. Such an honor to be here with you guys today. I love this podcast so much and I’m so proud of it because it provides all of this amazing content free every single week right in your email box. So I’m so happy that you’re here. If you’re new to the program, welcome. And I love giving you all the best content on this podcast. It’s worth millions. And what I love about EPC is we go even deeper into these concepts.

So today I’m gonna dive right in, keep it short and sweet for you, and talk about valuable planning. You are in the thick of the beginning of the year and you are planning out your year. I work with school leaders on planning, and I think one of the things that happens is we greatly underestimate the value of taking time to plan. And I think that the way we define planning might look different, and some planning gets us results, and some planning isn’t giving us the results we want. So there’s productive planning and unproductive planning, but I wanna talk about valuable planning, what valuable planning looks like, the significance of planning and the outcomes of your planning.

So we are taught in education to set goals, very specific goals, and we put timestamps and dates on them, we write SMART goals, and we set all of these goals in education, but we don’t necessarily develop a plan for the goals. We write the goal, we put out some strategies, we hope they stick, we hope they work, and then we feel like they’re out of our control. I remember sitting in my office and filling in the blanks of the site improvement plan, but I had no idea if the plan was accurate, if it was strategic, if it was intentional, if it was going to work. I had no idea. I filled it out and I hoped it would work. I wanted it to work. I believed in the possibility of it working, but did I trust that we had a plan in place to execute the goal, to make the goal inevitable, to ensure that we could fulfill the strategies we listed out? No, in all transparency, I did not.

I filled out the site plan because, one, I had to. It was compliance. Two, I tried to make it meaningful, but you know how it goes. It’s a big document, it’s required, we have to present it to the school boards or whoever your governing board is. And then we go and we get into the weeds of the everydayness of being a school leader, and that plan sits there and we hope and pray that we’re doing right by the plan and doing right by kids and doing right by teachers, hoping that we make some gains for our goal, towards our goal, right? That’s typically how planning happens at a school.

So I’ve thought a lot about planning because it is the essential element of leadership. And when you’re writing a plan that you don’t really believe in, or you don’t feel connected to, or you’re not really sure if it’s gonna work, it makes you feel anxious or it feels like high pressure or high stakes and you’re afraid almost of this plan, no wonder we don’t like to plan. We don’t like to plan because setting goals and mapping them out, it feels constrictive. It feels scary. It feels like we’re going to be held accountable for all of those actions, like implementing all of those strategies, ensuring everybody is doing their job, basically controlling or forcing an outcome.

So goals, for me, it feels very constrictive, and it feels very high stakes, high pressure. It doesn’t feel good to write a goal that, one, I’m not super connected with or attached to, or even if I do have passion behind the goal and I believe in the goal, that I feel it’s attainable. If you have to write a goal that you don’t believe is attainable, then you’re not going to believe in that goal and the energy that you’re fueling to get to that goal, it’s never going to happen because you don’t believe that it’s possible in the first place.

So we feel like we’re on the hook. The minute we set a goal and we write out the strategies, we feel like now we’re on the hook and now we’re going to be held accountable to the goal. And if we don’t hit the goal, we fear some kind of negative consequence is going to happen, or we’re going to get our, you know, we’re going to get a talking to, or the board’s going to scold us, or we’re going to lose our job, like we worry about all these things. What I notice is that when we focus on goal creation, it creates a negative relationship with planning, with goal setting and planning. So, what we do is we set goals that are either not a stretch, we’re like, “I want to ensure we cross the goal. I want to make sure I get accolades for meeting the goal, so I’m going to make sure I set a goal that is 100% guaranteed attainable.” 

And we do that because it doesn’t require us to grow and stretch and evolve and transform ourselves or to get curious and try new ways and expand ourselves. So we set the bar low to ensure we hit the goal because hitting the goal is more important than the expansion, or we set a goal to please somebody else. The goal is really because the district wants it, or your superintendent wants it, or the school board wants it. So you set a goal, even though you don’t personally feel attached to the goal, there’s no connection, you don’t even believe the goal is possible to attain, you’re writing it for the sake of compliance and getting it done. 

But either way, whether it’s too little or too much, the goal becomes the enemy. And the reason I say that is because it’s the enemy in the sense of a too low bar stagnates us and the too high bar puts us, locks us into fear and pressure and forcing and trying to control external situations like other humans. Or we just are apathetic because we have no connection. We have no meaning. 

We don’t believe the goal is possible. So why would we put any effort into trying to hit the goal? And here’s what I want to identify. There’s a difference between a goal and a plan. So when you think about goal setting, people don’t like to goal set because it automatically makes them feel insufficient, insignificant, incapable.

It makes them feel insufficient in some way. Like here’s where you’re at and here’s the goal, but you’re not there. There’s a gap in your ability, so go figure it out. That doesn’t feel good. Or people don’t like planning and they resist the planning process because they don’t really see the value in it because we think like, well, the district’s always changing priorities or the plans are always changing or no one even follows the plan. I put so much work into the plan and nobody’s following it and the plan doesn’t even matter, so why put effort into it? Or if I plan, it’s gonna take time, it’s super tedious, all of those thoughts we have around planning.

And what I started to realize was, we don’t have a positive relationship with planning. So our planning isn’t valuable when we don’t see the value in the planning, when we don’t have a positive, healthy relationship with what planning is, what it actually is, and why we’re doing it. Now, there are people who say, I’ve worked with many clients who are like, “Ooh, I love to plan.” And what they mean by that is they love, like they put a two-hour block on their calendar and they get out their planners and their beautiful journals, or they get their computer out and they plan away. But what I see happening, the actual work that’s happening during the planning session, is that they love the idea of planning, like they like the big picture versus executing on the plan.

So they love the feeling of mapping it all out on the calendar, but they don’t necessarily love having to think through the details of all that’s required for that event or that goal or that task to be accomplished or to be completed. So it’s like, we like that 30,000 foot level where we’re planning out the big picture, but the devil’s in the details, right? And this is me, 100%. That’s how I know the leadership type or the planning type of person, because that was me. I love to get out the pretty journals and plan and map out my year from, you know, August through June. Let’s master calendar, map it all out.

But what I wasn’t doing was I wasn’t looking at those events. I was calendaring. I wasn’t planning. There’s a difference. One of the things we did was a Lemonade Social, so all the kinders would have a Lemonade Social to meet and greet their families for meeting, you know, our school for the first time. And so we did a little bit of extra TLC for our kinders, and then we had a big class posting party where we did pizzas and lemonade for the whole school. So everybody came and they found out who their teacher was and they got their class list and met their teacher and got the supply list and all of that. And then everybody got to pick a backpack because we were a school where we were gifted with backpacks.

So, but for those events to happen, you can put them on the calendar, but you’re no more closer to that event happening if you don’t plan it. What has to happen for the Lemonade Social to be executed with success? And how do we want this experience to feel for kinders and their families, for the grades one through five and their families? We’ve got to get work with Google and get those backpacks and get the pizza order and and we’ve got to get the lemonade order in, so I need to work with PTA. There are things that need to be planned out, okay?

So you can love the idea of this big picture planning and mapping out, but what I realized, mapping out is calendaring, it’s not planning. So whether you avoid the planning because you think it doesn’t matter, or you love the planning, but it’s 30,000 foot planning, the details of planning is where our brains will want to run out of the room. Have you ever had that experience where you put it on your calendar for like, Tuesday, nine o’clock, from nine to 11, I’m going to plan. And you’re so excited, and Monday night you’re like, “Ooh, I have two hours to plan, I’m so excited.” Then you get to Tuesday at nine o’clock, and the minute it comes time to plan, your brain starts to like, fidget, and all of a sudden you’re just checking your emails, or you’re going out of your office, you’re checking in with the office staff, or you’re like, “Ooh, I gotta talk to that teacher,” or you’re taking a moment to kinda check out the snack area, right? Your brain is like, “I don’t want to do this.”

And it finds sneaky little ways to distract yourself. I’ve watched my brain. I’m observing my own brain because it does this too. My brain does not want to sit down and plan because it’s like, “This is going to be tedious. This is going to be hard. It’s going to be uncomfortable. It’s going to take so much time. I’d rather be doing something else. This isn’t important,” blah, blah, blah, right? Your brain goes on and on with all the reasons. It’s like a little kid, it’s like, “I don’t want to do it.” So we listen to that, that immature part of our brain, and we tend to avoid that planning. And we’ll say, “Well, let me just put it on the calendar.”

And then I know there’s some big chunks, but what we’re doing is we’re putting the due dates and the vet dates, and then I’m planned. But calendaring isn’t a plan, it’s a calendar. So valuable planning is when you have a plan for your plans. So if your plan is to host the Lemonade Meet and Greet before the start of school, so that everybody has an opportunity to meet their new classroom teacher, you can put that event on the calendar, but I promise you it doesn’t happen if you don’t plan it. You’ve got to plan for that event and ensure that the details are in place for it to be a success.

Now, I realize that I’m preaching to the choir here, and it sounds like, of course we plan, but that’s what we do, we’re planners. And I know that you know you need to plan for the meet and greet or any event, I know that. You’re going to let teachers know, you’re going to let families know the date, the time, the location. You’re going to have to have someone buy the lemonade. You’re going to create the class rosters, campus maps. You know how to plan an event, okay? But then there’s planning, there’s the basics, the essentials, and then there’s valuable planning. This is one level deeper.

Valuable planning is planning based on the value you want to create and the experience that you want to provide. And what I mean by that is the emotional experience and the memory that it will create for those who are participating in the event. So valuable planning is like, “How am I planning to create value? What is the value that I am providing in this lemonade social meet and greet? What’s the value in it? What’s in it for teachers? What’s in it for kids? What’s in it for families? What’s in it for you?”

Now you’re looking at it and you’re actually planning based on how you want people to experience the event. You want parents to be satisfied. You want kids to be happy. You want teachers to feel connected. You want there to be a community experience. You want people to remember the Lemonade Social as the kickoff to school, as the first time they ever set foot on campus if they’re kindergartners, or the first time those parents that are brand new to your community ever set foot on your campus. You want them to have a positive first-time experience. You want the returning families to love coming back and be excited to meet you guys and talk about your summers and reconnect with their friends who they didn’t see because they’re, you know, PTA mom friends or whatever.

I want you to think about a wedding planner. Now, the entire goal of a wedding planner or an event planner of any kind is to help create an experience. It’s based on how the bride and the groom want to feel, how they want their guests and their families to feel about the wedding, to experience that wedding. They try to capture how they want to remember that wedding day.

An event planner does the same thing with any event. If it’s corporate planning, we don’t say wedding goal. They’re not setting goals. The goal is to walk down the aisle. The goal is to have flowers on the stage of the church. The goal is to have a musician. The goal is to throw rose petals. They say, “We’re planned for this. We’re mapping out a plan to execute exactly the experience that you want so that you can have the emotional memories that you desire.”

So there is a difference here. You can set goals. You can calendar those goals, but you also have to plan them with value. And in EPC, I’m going to teach you all how to plan and enjoy the process and the experience of planning, to get joy out of the actual planning itself, to create the experience and the memory. Remember when we planned this event, how fun it was to plan that event?

I want you to think about something that you love to plan, because what I want is for you to love the job of planning so you can enjoy your job. So think about things that you already love to plan. For some people, they love to plan vacation. Other people love to plan dinner parties. Some people love to plan celebrations, birthdays, weddings, baby showers, travel, your summer schedule. How much of you loved to plan your summer schedule? Way fun, right?

So I want you to think about what is the difference between planning those events that you love and then planning events and tasks at your school. My goal for you all, every single one of you who listen to this podcast, is to enjoy the process of planning. Planning and executing your plans is why you’re paid to be a school leader. Think about this. You do not get paid more money as a school leader because you work longer hours as a principal. Money is not an exchange of time. It’s an exchange of value. You get paid to create valuable plans and then execute on those plans.

If planning and executing your plan is how you as a school leader make that bread and butter, I want you to learn how to make the most of yourself as a valuable planner. I want to help you hone the skill and enhance your ability to create amazing plans that are highly valuable for you, your students, and your staff. Because you’re a leader. You get paid to be a leader. You are a thought leader, a visionary leader, a celebration leader, a momentum leader, a results leader. You create results as a leader.

First, you imagine them. Think about this. Anything you’ve ever done, it starts with an idea. You have a thought. “Whoa, maybe we should do a lemonade social. Let’s think about the value of that. Why would we want to put all this time, effort, energy, financial resources, blood, sweat, and tears into hosting a Lemonade Social for our students at the beginning of the year? What’s the value of it?” Then you start imagining, “Wow, that could be a really good thing. This is a value, this would be great, this would be easier, this would be better, this is good for kids, this is good.”

Then you’re like, “Wow, I’m starting to imagine how good it would feel to offer this. How teachers would feel knowing they’ve seen the faces of their kids. They’ve already met the parents. We’re going to calm the nerves before the first day of school.” Then you start feeling the outcome of that. Now you have a valuable plan because there’s value being generated. And then you decide we’re going to do this because of its value. And then the planning becomes fun. It becomes meaningful. There’s purpose behind it. You’re not just creating a meeting, an event, you’re creating an experience. You’re creating a memory.

So, valuable planning is about enjoying the creative planning process. It’s allowing the planning to be fun and delightful instead of ridden with stress and overwhelm and pressure and, you know, to be honest, sometimes it’s even apathy or resentment when you’re planning.

So, think about the things. Think about how you plan. How do you feel when you’re planning? What is your relationship with planning? And here’s what I’m going to leave you with. What if, instead of planning as though you were going to fail, meaning “I’m going to feel stress, doubt, fear, this isn’t going to work, we’re not going to hit the goal, why are we doing this?” Instead of planning from that energy, what if you planned as though you were guaranteed to succeed? If you were doing it for the fun of it, for the value of it, because you wanted to create an experience? How would planning feel differently if you knew that the time you’re investing in your planning is going to provide you a return on investment?

Not only that, the more you plan and pay attention to detail as a school leader in designing the experience that you want to have, that you want your students to have, your staff to have, your community to have, the more likely your plan would succeed. I want you to lead this year as though you can count on being successful and creating an enjoyable experience versus leading as though you can count on failing and missing the mark and dreading the process.

I don’t want you to lead as though planning is a chore because it’s your job to plan. I want you to take delight in planning and see it as one of the most valuable ways that you spend your time. We are going to be diving in to valuable planning in EPC. This is the time to sign up for EPC right now. The doors are closing in September. If you want to gain all of the bonus courses, I’m creating a course on this, How to Become a Valuable Planner. I’m gonna teach you this approach in a way that’s going to delight you, that’s going to feel better, that’s going to be fun, that’s going to create memories, valuable memories of highly positive experience for you, for them, for everyone.

That’s what EPC is about. We are up-leveling our game. Bonus courses are coming. They’re exclusive only to EPC members. If you want to be a part of EPC, if you want to be a part of this group where you’re going to learn and expand and grow your capacity to lead with passion, with love, with fun, with delight, with joy, with pleasure, and plan in a way that gets more done in less time, this is the day you make the decision. “I’m signing up for EPC, I’m joining, I’m getting all of this bonus material. I’m getting access to all of the Empowered Principle programming. This is my year. This is my time.”

I invite you in. The doors are open. Let’s go. I’ll see you inside of EPC. Take good care. Have a great week. Talk to you soon. Bye.

Thanks for listening to this episode of The Empowered Principal® Podcast. If you enjoyed this episode and want to learn more, please visit angelakellycoaching.com where you can sign up for weekly updates and learn more about the tools that will help you become an emotionally fit school leader.

 

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The Empowered Principal® Podcast Angela Kelly | Compare and Despair Triggers

Do you ever find yourself comparing your accomplishments to other school leaders and feeling insufficient? Whether you’re a veteran school leader or brand new in your role, the compare and despair phenomenon can hit you out of the blue. Rest assured, this is a very normal experience.

As a school leader, it’s easy to get caught up in what others are doing and feel like you’re not measuring up. But the truth is, their path is different from yours, and it’s important to focus on your own journey. If you’re struggling with compare and despair triggers, you’re in the right place because in this episode, I show you how your feelings of insufficiency are just thought errors, not reality.

Tune in this week to learn how to recognize your compare and despair triggers, and more importantly, how to reframe them. You’ll hear how you might be weaponizing other people’s accomplishments against yourself, how to take ownership of your wins, and how to lead from a place of sufficiency to not only change your leadership experience but also inspire those you lead.

 

The next round of The Empowered Principal® Collaborative starts Wednesday, September 4th 2024! This is the time to decide: do you want to lead your school for the rest of the year as you are right now, or take your leadership skills to the next level? Join us today to become a member of the only certified life and leadership coaching program for school leaders in the country by clicking here.

 

What You’ll Learn From this Episode:

  • Why it makes sense if you experience compare and despair triggers at various stages of your career.
  • How to recognize compare and despair triggers and reframe them.
  • Why using other people’s accomplishments to motivate yourself often backfires.
  • The importance of internally validating your own efforts and accomplishments.
  • How to leverage inspiration instead of insufficiency when you see others winning.
  • What happens when you’re in the fight-or-flight state of compare and despair.
  • How continuing to believe you’re insufficient becomes a self-fulfilling prophecy.

 

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Full Episode Transcript:

Hello empowered principals. Welcome to episode 346. 

Welcome to The Empowered Principal® Podcast, a not so typical educational resource that will teach you how to gain control of your career and get emotionally fit to lead your school and your life with joy by refining your most powerful tool, your mind. Here’s your host certified life coach Angela Kelly Robeck. 

Well hello, my empowered leaders. Happy Tuesday. Welcome to the podcast. Hey, y’all, I just want to do a shout out to all the brand new principals out there. Y’all are in for a treat. I’m so glad you’re listening to this podcast. if you know a friend or a colleague who is a brand new principal, please share this podcast with them. Because this podcast helps people navigate the mental and emotional demands of this job. We strive to create some balance and stability and some consistency and sustainability. So we are here in service and support.

If you are a brand new leader, please join us in the Empowered Principal® Collaborative. Doors are open throughout the month of August. We’re starting in September. We would love to see you there. I would love to support you, especially if you’re a first year leader. I have additional classes and trainings and coaching sessions just for my brand new first year leaders. So if you want to be a part of EPC, now is the time to join. We would love to support you. Okay. Happy first year, all of you new school leaders. 

This topic for today is pretty appropriate because I’m talking about compare and despair triggers, especially if you’re new, but it’s even when you’re a veteran. Compare and despair, it can hit you at any stage of your career. It comes out of the blue. It happens to me. It happens to my clients, whether they’re brand new and they feel really awkward or whether they’ve been doing something a while.

So I want to talk about that today, especially entering into a new year, meeting new people, having new staff members, or maybe you’re a brand new leader and you have new colleagues who are veterans, and you might feel very insufficient around them. That’s what we’re going to talk about today. All right.

So I’ve been thinking about compare and despair because it hit me recently and it hasn’t hit me for a while. I thought to myself, you know, it makes sense that compare and despair pops its ugly head up every now and then because there’s always somebody out in the world who’s different than you, who’s out there doing similar work, and your brain’s going to latch onto that and say, they’re doing it bigger, they’re doing it better, they’re doing it faster. They’re more amazing. They have more of a following, or they don’t work as long as I do. How are they getting all these results done? 

Like, if you think about it, there’s somebody in the world who’s technically always ahead of you in your mind, right? There’s somebody who’s always landed the school leadership job before you have. There’s people who have years’ experience, and you’re just starting out. Their school perhaps was recognized or received some kind award, and your school hasn’t received anything yet. Maybe they present to the school board with such ease, and they’re just so comfortable presenting in public and you feel like you’re going to choke on your words and pass out from fear, right? 

There’s all different kinds of ways that compare and despair can show up. When it came up for me, like within the last couple of weeks, it caught me off guard because I haven’t really felt that trigger come up for me in a while. I am a very confident coach. I feel very strongly. I have a very strong self-identity when it comes to my ability to coach my clients to results.

I feel very solid in the content creation. I work hard to create relevant, timely, innovative content that goes below the surface of just managing your school, and it gets into the experience of school leadership. I really love this podcast with all my heart. I am so proud of EPC and my one-on-one clients and the courses that I have created and all of the resources. So I feel really grounded as a business owner, as a CEO, as a coach. 

Because I have so much confidence and stability in who I am as a coach, I know that I’m always in demand. I know the demand is growing and I’m incredibly generous with my offerings of support. I give all of my time and service and energy to my clients, try to give them a five-star experience whenever possible. 

I give out lots of free content from the podcast, which is free. Every week you get new content to the webinars I offer, to the trainings, free masterclasses. There’s a lot available for people out in the public who are just learning about the world of the Empowered Principal®. I have a public Facebook group that is free for people to join, and they can come in, and they can participate in Summer of Fun. They can participate in challenges throughout the year. 

But big winners are the ones who join EPC because that’s where we go really deep. The podcast just covers the surface. The Facebook group goes a tiny bit deeper, but the EPC program, the paid program, is where you get the depth, the content, the richness, the transformations, the evolutions, the ahas, the wins, the big accomplishments and successes. That’s where it all happens, okay? So I’m very proud of my program and what I coach. 

I also spend some time coaching in multiple groups and organizations because I so deeply believe in this work, in the value of coaching. I feel like this is the most valuable service that I could possibly offer to education as an industry. There’s nobody doing exactly what I’m doing in the way that I’m doing it, and I want to help any school leader who is struggling or suffering.

Just to let you know, for those of you who are interested in EPC but you’re concerned about paying for EPC, there is a new option. I’ve added payment plans to lower the ticket cost to make EPC available for every single person on the planet who’s interested in joining. It’s financially accessible.

I’m offering insane bonuses to my one-on-one clients, insane packages and incentives for people who renew their coaching packages because I want to over-deliver. I want to wow people and I want to help them feel like they’ve won the lottery every single time they join an EPC program. 

So I’m really solid in my work. But, still, with all of that confidence and all of the content and all of the foundation I’ve created over the last seven years, things can still come out of nowhere and trigger me right back into a place where I’m all of a sudden doubting myself.

I start to question like, gosh, am I on the right path? Am I doing the right thing? Should I just fold up my business, close the doors and go back into school leadership? Because sometimes that just sounds more fun than building a business. It’s like oh, I’d rather just leave the school. I know how to do that. It’s so much fun. I love the people. But every time I think about that, I realize this is what I was called to do. This is what I meant to do. This is the service that’s needed in education. It would be such a shame to not have this service available for school leaders.

So when I got triggered this week, I saw some things on social media. It felt a little bit like perhaps somebody who may be following me might also be taking some of my content or recreating it under their own name in their own kind of packaging. It took me aback a little bit. I decided to step back, and I watched myself. I watched myself feel upset. 

Then I felt kind of worried and scared. Somebody’s taking over. Somebody’s doing it better than me. Somebody’s got this figured out. I felt myself go back into almost like an immaturity, an emotional infancy where I was just freaking out. I thought to myself whoa, time out here. I want to watch myself have this human experience of compare and despair, but I want to do it from a greater perspective.

So I let myself have the experience while I was also observing myself having the experience as though I was watching like somebody else go through the experience. It was like I had my coach hat on and client hat at the same time. 

So I was watching myself react, reflect, adjust, and respond proactively. This is what self-coaching does so powerfully. You’re able to catch yourself in real time and say like wow, I’m having a human experience here. I’m really upset, or I’m really frustrated, or I’m really scared, or I’m really doubting myself. I did this with the intention of sharing it with you in real time as it was happening to me so that I could help you if this ever happens to you, which if you’re a human, it’s going to probably happen at some point. 

So in the school leadership context, you are going to see school leaders who are either locally in your district or in neighboring districts or people online. Principals of Instagram, there’s a ton of principal groups on Facebook.

You might see a school leader who’s not only running a school, mind you, which is hard enough, but they’re out there. They’ve got a podcast, or they’re selling a principal planner, or they’re speaking at conferences, or they’re running some big platform, some Instagram platform for their school or for whatever, right? 

You’re thinking to yourself, holy cow, like I can barely get up, go to school, do my job, and then come home, be present for my family somewhat. These guys are doing it all. They’ve got kids. They’re getting their master’s degrees, or they’re presenting at conferences, or they’re writing books, or they’re creating products to sell, or they have a podcast going on. It can feel like there’s no way on the planet that you could ever keep up, and you spin out in insufficiency. 

Your local neighbors, right? Somebody’s getting a Spirit Award or some school’s getting acknowledged by the county or the state for their scores or their culture or whatever, right? There’s no loss of situations that are going to bring up feelings of insufficiency. There are plenty of triggers out there for you to look for if you’d like to sit and compare and despair all day, all week, all month, all year long. 

Especially if you’re not grounded as a confident person, your brain is constantly looking for evidence of insufficiency. You will find it on social media as fast as lightning. It is available 24/7, 365. 

So there’s this moment when you see the thing or hear about the thing and it triggers you. You know that pit in the stomach feeling? What happens is you’re there. Physically in body, you are still present in this conversation. Let’s say somebody tells you they saw this on social media or this person got an award or that thing happened or you’re looking at your computer. 

You’re still sitting there having that physical experience, but your brain, you go into your head. You start thinking about yourself. Why didn’t I do that? How is it possible for them to lead a school and do all these things? How do they have any energy for that? What’s wrong with me? Why am I not keeping up? Why am I not disciplined enough? I should probably plan better. I should probably do more. I need to step up.

It’s like oh, wow, we went from zero to 60 there without even pausing to consider the thing that they accomplished. Is that something I actually want? Did I actually set the intention to achieve that? Or was I busy over here working on something else? When we’re in this moment of trigger, it’s a form of fight or flight. We lose the ability to actually stay present in the moment, or we find it challenging to observe the trigger from a distance. 

That’s what I was able to do only because I’m so well-versed in coaching, and I teach my clients to do this, to be able to notice they’re having an emotional reaction and then observe the emotional reaction with some compassion and kindness and grace. 

But when you’re in it, when you’re caught in the cycle of insufficiency and you cannot get out, you feel very compelled to take immediate action. You want to do something, anything. You want to kick into some kind of action. You want to sit down and start planning, mapping out. You want to research how to set up a podcast or how to establish some kind of social media presence for your school. 

All of that action, though, isn’t being fueled from the energy of inspiration nor is any of that action even necessarily aligned to what you want or what you desire or what you value. It’s coming from the fuel of insufficiency and lack. If they did it, now I have to do it. I have to keep up. Doesn’t matter what they did. I have to do it to feel good about me. 

Compare and despair. You’re in insufficiency. I’m not good enough. I didn’t get recognized enough. I haven’t been validated enough. I’m not being enough, doing enough. What are people thinking about me? They’ve got something I didn’t. It’s an immaturity that comes up because there’s something unhealed in our minds that’s reminding us that we’re insufficient. 

So here’s what’s happening, right? Other people’s emotional states and actions and accomplishments are not a reflection of you. It feels like it when you’re comparing and despairing. You’re taking what they have done and then making it mean something about you when they’re two totally separate things. 

A principal on the other side of town who gets a Spirit Award or the Principal of the Year Award or whatever, that principal, her thoughts, feelings and actions and her results are completely separate from you, from your STEAR cycle, from your thoughts, your feelings, your actions, your outcomes. They were over there busy doing one set of actions. You’re doing another. That person’s actions, they’re not a reflection that you’re insufficient. You were busy doing other things. 

When you feel compare and despair, what’s happening is not the situation. It’s not their fault that they accomplished something. Sometimes our brain wants to blame them. Oh, they have it so easy. Oh, they’re at a school that’s really easy to lead or oh, they have a lot of parent support. Oh, they have more money. Our brain wants to blame and abdicate the efforts that they put in. 

But what’s really happening is you are being triggered. Your emotional energy is being generated because of the thoughts you have about yourself, by what you’re thinking about what that person accomplished. Somebody else’s accomplishments actually don’t trigger you. They’re separate from you. What triggers you are your insufficient thoughts about you based on something you’ve seen. That you’re comparing yourself to them. 

So when insufficiency is triggered within you by something or something outside of you, that is an invitation to explore your thoughts to turn inward. Not to go take a bunch of external action, but to reflect on wait a minute here what’s my self-identity? What are my opinions? What are my emotions? What’s coming up for me now and why? Because the simple truth is that it’s simply a thought error that’s been triggered. 

A thought error is just a thought that you believe to be true, but it isn’t true. It’s an error. Any thought that feels terrible to you, if you think a thought about yourself, I’m insufficient, I should do more, I didn’t do enough, I’m not disciplined enough, I can’t handle that, I’m not good enough. Those thoughts, if you believe them to be true, they feel terrible. That’s how you know that they’re thought errors. Because thoughts that are true feel good. 

Now I know you want to argue this. You want to say, but it is true that I’m not disciplined. It is true that I don’t know how to manage my time. It is true that I’m this, that. It’s only true because that is the self-identity you are choosing to wear at this point of your life. It’s the self-identity you’re choosing to surround yourself with, to put the cloak on of self-identity as a person who’s undisciplined, or not good enough, or insufficient in some way. The only reason a terrible thought feels true for you is because that’s the identity that you’re hanging on to.

When you get triggered by something externally, what’s happening is the trigger is there on purpose to capture your attention and invite you to explore a belief that doesn’t feel good for you nor is it serving you. Somewhere down the line, there is a thought that is igniting the emotion of insufficiency. 

Trust me, I am very intimate with insufficiency. I have felt it my whole life. I am working and evolving and growing my identity to dismiss insufficiency in any way that I can. I’m sharing tools in EPC on how to start to let go the grip of insufficiency. 

Now, I want to talk about using insufficiency to motivate yourself. A lot of times we think that if we follow other people who are doing amazing things and whom we admire for their accomplishments, that it’s going to motivate us and kick us into gear, kick our backsides and do the things that we say we want to do, but we’re not doing. 

Okay, I want you to play this out. How does it feel when you’re following somebody and you’re like oh, they did that. Oh, gosh, I got to do that. They did that. Oh, my God. They’re working out. Okay, I got to do that too. All right. Oh, my gosh. They repainted the staff lounge and did all the cute decorations. Oh, my gosh. How’d they have the time and energy to do that? How’d they get the funds for that? Now I got to do that. 

Oh, and then somebody over here on the other side of town. Oh, my gosh. They did these amazing gift baskets. They come up with the cutest themes. Oh, my gosh. They communicate the best to their teachers. It’s endless, you guys.

If you think that using other people’s accomplishments is going to motivate you, it tends to do the opposite. I’ve done this so many times, and here’s why it doesn’t work the way you think it should. When we’re negatively triggered, we are believing thoughts about ourselves that we are insufficient in some way, and it feels bad. We get upset with ourselves. We speak terribly to ourselves. 

We use other people’s accomplishments to confirm that we are insufficient. We use it as evidence against ourselves, and that’s not inspiring at all. So don’t kid yourself and say, Oh, well, I’m following them because they’re inspiring. But every time you see something, you’re like oh, now they’re doing that. Now I’ve got to do that. If it doesn’t feel good, you’re using the trigger as a weapon against yourself. Stop it. I’m teasing you. Easier said than done. I know. 

But notice it. It comes down to how it feels. When you’re in the negative energy of it, you’re not stopping to take into account that accomplishment. what you were accomplishing while they were out busy doing that, you were out busy accomplishing something else. 

You’re focusing on their accomplishment, but not your own. Why do they get credit, but you don’t? you’re going to say well, I didn’t really accomplish anything. I didn’t get that accomplishment. But what did you accomplish? What were you busy doing? Who cares about a stupid award? 

To be all honest, that’s external validation. That’s not what we’re chasing in the Empowered Principal® program. We’re validating ourselves. We’re proud of the work we do in the way we do it and what we accomplish. we’re not using people to weaponize against our own accomplishments.

Furthermore, we have no idea what inspired that person to go for that accomplishment. There may be some reason we have no idea. Or maybe they weren’t even trying, and they got the accomplishment, which makes you even more mad. Right? It’s because we want the external validation. Compare and despair is about seeking external validation because we’re not validating our own effort. We’re not feeling proud of who we are and what we’ve done and the work that we have accomplished.

We haven’t even stopped to think about like what’s really in that accomplishment for us? It might be very meaningful to that person, but it might not have as much meaning for you. Sometimes we only want it because they have it. 

Like little toddlers when they’re not interested in playing in a toy, but then their sibling picks it up. Now it’s the toy they have to have. There’s this big battle and a scream out match, and they’re pulling it back and forth one another. That’s what we’re doing in the adult sense on social media. Oh, I didn’t know I wanted that. But now I do because they have it. That’s the only reason. Because I want to look good. I want to feel good. I want to post a picture of me holding an award. 

Here’s the hardest part. The hardest part is taking ownership of our accomplishments, celebrating our accomplishments, taking ownership of the actions towards creating those accomplishments. Look, if you decide I really do want my school to win some XYZ award, it’s got to be an internal reason. It’s got to be something that’s internally validating. Otherwise, you’re just chasing the boobie prize. You’re chasing the false pleasure, the false win.

When you’re out there feeling envious, you’re less likely to even give that person who did get the accomplishment the credit for the work that they put into that accomplishment. That’s when you know it feels a little whiny or a little bit of like blame, like you’re blaming the set of circumstances or dismissing the amount of effort that was required on their part. 

Instead of owning what you have accomplished, acknowledge your work and maybe acknowledge like I’m going for that too, but I just haven’t figured out yet how to accomplish that thing. They figured it out on their terms. Now I’ve got to figure it out on mine. I’m going to own that. If somebody’s had a win in their lives, they’ve worked to figure it out. Sometimes that stings for us because I’m working to figure it out. Why haven’t I figured it out yet? 

But your path is going to look different as everybody else’s path. You’ve got to trust that your timing and your path, it’s all coming. If you don’t quit, then you won’t fail. You’ll figure it out unless you’re spending time comparing and despairing and collecting evidence of how insufficient you are as a principal. You can’t be insufficient as a principal. 

I suppose you can if you try hard enough because what happens is you will create a self-fulfilling prophecy. If you continue to believe you’re insufficient, you’re going to show up in insufficiency. You’re going to get overwhelmed. You’re going to play whack-a-mole. You’re going to overwork, overexert, overschedule. You’re going to miss deadlines. You’re going to miss important conversations. You’re going to not communicate something. You’re going to get in the weeds and get really messy. Eventually there will be outcomes to that insufficiency.

I invite you, I strongly encourage you to look for how you are sufficient and live and lead insufficiency. So if you notice yourself comparing, it comes down to how it feels. You can be triggered into inspiration, or you can be triggered into insufficiency. If you see somebody winning and you want that similar experience, you can leverage it as inspiration. 

What it sounds like is, wow, that’s amazing. If they can do that, so can I. I’m going to figure this out. That is fueling your actions with empowerment and inspiration. That is what I call comparing without despairing. 

So when you’re in a moment of compare and despair and you’re feeling triggered, just take a moment, take a breath, sit down and ask yourself why. Write it out. Look at the thoughts. Notice the thought errors, the untrue thoughts about yourself, about the other person, about the accomplishment. You’re giving it so much momentum. You’re giving that that accomplishment on a pedestal. Basically, you’re putting it up on a pedestal. 

Notice that. Notice where you’re being mean to yourself, where you’re slipping into insufficiency, where you’re collecting evidence of how insufficient you are. Here are all the ways. Notice where you’re blaming. Notice where you’re abdicating ownership and where you are more focused on the prize and the person than you are on the pride and accomplishment of yourself and working on building up your self-identity to be completely sufficient just as you are right now. 

This is deep work, but it’s the best work, in my opinion. It’s the work that transforms your life and the lives of those you lead because once you learn how to do this, then you can offer this to those you lead. Come on in. EPC, now’s the time. Let’s go. Talk to you next week. Take good care. Bye.

Thanks for listening to this episode of The Empowered Principal® Podcast. If you enjoyed this episode and want to learn more, please visit angelakellycoaching.com where you can sign up for weekly updates and learn more about the tools that will help you become an emotionally fit school leader. 

 

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The Empowered Principal® Podcast Angela Kelly | Evolving Your Identity

Are you ready to step into your full potential as a school leader? What is the identity that you want to develop for yourself this coming year?

Your identity is simply what you believe about yourself and what you’re capable of learning, doing, experiencing, handling, creating, and having. You can hold firm to your identity if it’s currently serving you well, but if you feel restless or stuck on repeat, it might be time for an identity shift. Today, you will learn how evolving your identity is the key to expanding your impact, productivity, and fulfillment as a principal.

Tune in this week to hear why intentionally redefining how you see yourself, what you believe you’re capable of, and who you want to become are essential for achieving your biggest goals and dreams, both professionally and personally. You will also learn a simple but transformative process for upgrading your identity so you can show up as your most empowered self.

 

The next round of The Empowered Principal® Collaborative starts Wednesday, September 4th 2024! This is the time to decide: do you want to lead your school for the rest of the year as you are right now, or take your leadership skills to the next level? Join us today to become a member of the only certified life and leadership coaching program for school leaders in the country by clicking here.

 

What You’ll Learn From this Episode:

  • Why your current self-identity may limit your success and hold you back from what you truly want.
  • How to discern between identities that serve you and those that don’t.
  • The importance of exploring what’s possible for you rather than staying in your comfort zone.
  • How to expand your identity in various areas of your life, from your role as a leader to your relationships and personal interests.
  • Why believing that change is possible is the essential first step to developing new skills and achieving transformation.
  • How joining a supportive community like The Empowered Principal Collaborative can help you evolve your identity and reach your full potential this school year.

 

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Hello empowered principals. Welcome to episode 345. 

Welcome to The Empowered Principal® Podcast, a not so typical educational resource that will teach you how to gain control of your career and get emotionally fit to lead your school and your life with joy by refining your most powerful tool, your mind. Here’s your host certified life coach Angela Kelly Robeck. 

Well, hello, hello, my empowered leaders. Happy Tuesday. I hope you’re doing well. Welcome to August. Here we go. A brand new school year is underway. You are probably back at it. Most of you are. I’m inviting you into The Empowered Principal® Collaborative. Let me tell you a little bit about it because it’s so valuable. It’s so valuable that I have a hard time articulating how valuable this is. 

So let me tell you a little bit about it. We’re launching right now. You can join. We start in September. I’m doing bonus workshops and trainings throughout the month of August. So you want to be in EPC to gain access, not just to a full year of coaching, but to all of the trainings and the classrooms and the modules that I’ve created, the workbooks I’ve created. You have on-demand resources available to you for the entire school year.

You get real live coaching once a week for an entire hour in a group of people who are empowered. They are so successful, so intelligent, so savvy. They have so many resources. This is a true mastermind. I do teaching. I also do mentoring, and I do coaching. 

There’s no problem that you can’t bring to the table in EPC. If you have a situation you’re faced with, and you’re not sure, or you want to talk through it, or your emotions are running high, this is the group that helps you process so you can come to a clean, aligned decision to keep yourself, your school, your staff, your students moving forward. 

So EPC, The Empowered Principal® Collaborative, this is the second round that I have been offering. It’s magical. I have refined so many of the processes. It’s going to ensure your success.

So just to give you a couple of things, when you start EPC, you’re going to take a self-assessment of where you’re at and where you’d like to be. We’re going to create your 90-day plan, your first three-month plan to get the first three months of the school year planned, prioritized, prepared, mapped out on your calendar. 

We’re going to ensure that all the meetings, the deadlines, the appointments, all of the projects and events that are happening at your school between now and the next three months, we are intentional with how we are going to approach handling those things and completing those things and ensuring the success of those to-do items on your list. Okay? We do that. 

Every 90 days, we come up. We assess the old three-month plan. We come up with a new three-month plan. That is how you get to the year. The school year is broken down into seasons. There’s a fall season, a winter season, a spring season, a summer season. I help you break down your work into four 90-day blocks of time to make it easy, doable, simple, very clear. Okay? 

Then, we coach on time mastery, balance mastery, planning mastery, relationship mastery, leadership mastery, and emotional regulation mastery. So, there is a plethora of topics in each of the six pillars of EPC. Those are the six pillars. We master time, balance, planning, relationships, leadership, and emotional regulation. All of that’s included. 

Communication is included in those topics, building your culture, everything to do around how you spend your minutes of the day, how you spend your time, how you spend your energy, where you spend your time and attention and focus, making sure you have balance throughout your work day, your work week, your work year, ensuring you’re getting to do the things you love. 

But really, this is about building up not just your skill set, but expanding your identity as a leader. Being the leader who is successful and balanced. You can have both. Being the leader who is highly impactful but not overworked. We look for the land of and. The empowered principals live in the land of and. They have both. 

Does that mean they never have bad days? Of course not. No matter what level you are in terms of your expertise as a school leader, you still will have hard days because you’re a human. They will be different kinds of hard days. In EPC, we teach you how to emotionally and mentally navigate demands, pressures, really crisis situations, really unfortunate happenings.

You are in the business of humans and lots of things happen when we’re in the business of humans. I teach you and the group supports you in how to navigate the ups and the downs and the twists and the turns of school leadership.

If ever you were going to join any kind of leadership, mentorship, coaching program, this is it. I believe we go below the surface. There are the surface things you need to do. Calendaring, master scheduling, teacher observations, hiring, firing. I teach all of that. I teach all of the doing parts and all of the planning parts and the management and all of that.

But we go below the surface to the core. This is about you designing the experience of school leadership that you want to have. It’s about giving you the power back into your own hands so that you are the one who’s designing the experience for you and for your school. You really have so much more power than you think you have. 

I just got off the phone with a new client who just joined EPC. She is trying so hard, and you all are trying so hard. But this woman has children at home and she’s working until 10:00 p.m. at night. The minute she puts her head down on the pillow, her brain’s thinking about all of the work that’s still there when she has to get up and go to work the next morning. 

For most of us, that is not the school leadership experience that we want. It’s not what we thought we signed up for. even if you did know it was going to be a lot of work, it doesn’t mean you want to be working your evenings away from your family, your children, your partner, your spouse. We want you to feel that you have some agency and control over your professional experience.

Because I’m a certified life and leadership coach, I help you blend and balance your life with your profession. You’re one human. There’s one human experience. You can’t separate professional development from personal development. It’s all development. It’s human development. I want to help you expand to experience the greatest experience that you can as a school leader. 

So if you’re interested in EPC, you can sign up one of two ways. You can pay in full. It’s $1,997 for the entire year. You get access to everything for 12 months. Or if you’re not able to pay in full, that’s fine because now this year I’ve added a payment plan option. You can do 10 monthly payments of $199.70 per month for the first 10 months. It’s a 12-month program. So the last two months you’re not even paying because you paid it off. 

I’m not even charging additional for the payment plan because I want it to be equal access. You can either pay in full and be done or you can make payments of $199.70 per month for the first 10 months of the 12-month program. Okay.

With that said, we’re going to dive in to your identity, and I’m going to talk about the essential mindset required for you to continually grow and evolve yourself. One of the things my master coach teaches me is that my potential will never be tapped because I will always be striving to grow and evolve and expand and develop and enhance myself as a human in my life until the very last day I’m on the planet. 

So I want to expand my growth as quickly as possible so that I can experience all that I want to experience as much as possible while I’m a human on the planet. I want this for you too. If you’re dissatisfied or unhappy about any aspect of your life, professionally, personally, whether it’s relationships or friendships or parenting or your spirituality connection with yourself and with a higher power of your understanding. 

If it is your finances, if it’s colleagues at work, or maybe it’s your physical health and your physical fitness that you’re not satisfied with. Perhaps it’s feeling unbalanced between work and home. Perhaps it is when you feel imposter syndrome or when you feel like you’re being a fraud or somebody’s going to find out that you’re actually not really that qualified or really not that good enough to be a school leader and we’re worried about being uncovered as insufficient in some way.

No matter what your thoughts and feelings are about yourself as a leader, what we’re going to do, and we’re going to go deep into this in EPC, is we’re going to talk about how to continually re-identify yourself, to evolve your identity, your self-identity, and just put it on repeat. What else can I do? What else can I grow? 

Not from the point of I’m not good enough, but from the curiosity and the excitement about what else? What else? What else? That is a different energy than I’m not good enough, so now I need to get to the gym. Or I’m not disciplined enough, so now I need to eat less. Or now I’m not capable enough, so I need to stay at work longer. 

Not in a punishing, self-derogatory, neglectful, almost, kind of way. It’s in this where I’m at right now, I’m being the best version of myself today as I stand right here right now, and what else? I’m curious. How much better can it get? How much more impact can I create? How much less can I work and get the same amount done? Is it possible that I can do observations in 30 minutes instead of 60? Is it possible that I can get emails done in 30 minutes versus two hours? Is it possible that I can check my email less often?

I’ve got people who are checking email twice a day. That’s it. 15 minutes in the morning, 15 minutes in the evening. They’re not spending hours and hours on the email. They’ve developed systems for the email. Some people do it three times a day. Beginning, middle, and end. That’s more comfortable for them. Totally great. Add it into your schedule. 

But what would it feel like to be a principal who wakes up knowing what you’re going to do in the morning, how you’re going to approach a day, loving your job, feeling energized, enjoying the people you work with, having a set of standards and boundaries that you live by that feels aligned for you, a set of standards where people are engaging with you at work, and you’re getting what you need to get done because you know how to delegate, you know how to manage your time, and you value having a full life, including your personal life, being a robust, exciting, and engaging life outside of work. 

I’ve noticed myself, I love what I do so much it’s easy to just lean on that for my pleasure, but I have to put limits around that and say yes, I know you love coaching. You study coaching, you coach yourself, you coach your clients, you’re into your business, and I want you to have this other experience outside of coaching, outside of being a CEO of a business and an entrepreneur. 

Learning about the business and the back side of the business where you’re learning and growing and evolving the business, and learning and evolving and growing as a coach. There has to be more to life than just my job as my identity. 

So, you currently have an identity as a school leader. I want you to think about your character traits, how you identify right now, because there are certain beliefs that you think about yourself. You have certain strengths, you have certain weaknesses, you have an identity of what you’re capable of, of what you believe you can and cannot do, what you can have, what you can’t have, what you can learn, what you can’t learn, what you think you can handle, and what you think you can’t handle. 

You have an identity of who you believe you are right now. Now, as you’re thinking about that, when we go out and we interact with other people out in the world and at school, we introduce ourselves and describe ourselves, and we engage with other people based on how we currently identify. 

You might say like well, I’m a new principal. I’m a brand new principal. I just don’t really know anything. I’m super awkward, super confused. I’m really overwhelmed. I don’t think I have what it takes to do this. You might identify that way. You might be a seasoned I know what I’m doing. I know where I’m going. I have this all mapped out. I’ve done this before. You might be in your empowerment and in this big energy space that’s calm but also confident. That’s assured but also curious.

Or you might be somewhere in the middle where you’re like even though I’m seasoned and still fumbling bumbling and I really don’t know what I’m doing, and that’s okay. Or you might be very upset that you’re seasoned and you’re still fumbling and bumbling because you’re a human on the planet, and you think by now you shouldn’t be. That’s a different energy. It’s a different identity. 

So we say things like, we’re young or we’re veteran or we’re experienced or we’re inexperienced or we’re good at this but we’re not good at that but I  know how to do this and I don’t know how to do that. Our brain goes to very all or none thinking, it’s this or this, that or that. We have evolved our self-identity. 

You’ve evolved it a million times, from the time you were born, from infancy, from not being able to talk and walk to being able to talk and walk, from being somebody who doesn’t go to school to somebody who does go to school, from being this kind of a student, maybe you were able to get your grades up, or maybe you had great grades and then you were like I want to just play, take a break from doing all these grades. 

You had identities as a student, you were elementary and then you were middle and then you were high school, then you were college, right? You had identities in your family, you had identities with your friends. They have evolved. 

But what I notice in the world is that we feel like once we become adults that we stop evolving. We stop evolving our identity. That’s not true. We’re still able to tap in, and I think actually at a much more rapid pace because we have adult skills and adult thinking and we have these tools, these self-coaching tools, to manage our thoughts in our brain and create awareness, to create intentional thoughts and beliefs about who we are and who we want to be and direct our momentum and energy and attention and focus in that way, right? 

So sometimes our self-identity grows out of challenging times. When you’re challenged the most is when you have a moment, it’s a moment where it’s, who do I want to be in this challenge? Who do I want to be in this moment where I did not even imagine that I could handle this and yet here I am?

I have coached so many school leaders that called me because they were facing something they couldn’t imagine that they would ever face. School shootings, lawsuits, just criminal activities with members of the district, all kinds of human wild things that happen in schools. No one thinks it’s going to be them until it’s them and then they’re in it and they freeze because their identity wasn’t I can handle anything that comes my way. 

It’s not to say that when something big that shakes your identity, that rattles it, when that comes along that you should be able to know how to figure it out on your own. Not at all. In fact, that’s when I say you leverage support the most so that you don’t have to carry the burden all alone. 

Now, your identity also is challenged on purpose throughout the course of your life. So you might have identified as a really good writer and then you got to college, and you had a really tough English teacher who gave you critical feedback and you got a C for the first time in English. You’re like what just happened? I’ve skated through high school. This person, they’re mean, right? It challenged us. We like, it jolts us. 

Or like you thought that you were a really fast runner and then you went to a cross country meet and got your buns kicked and came in next to last or something, right? You were like, whoa. It’s almost like an identity jolt, right? Where you get shocked. 

Or maybe you identified as a really bad driver and then somebody told you were amazing. Or it’s usually what it is, is like we think we’re good at something and then somebody mentions otherwise. They’re in the car. They’re like hm, you swerve a lot or you change lanes a lot or you don’t use your signal or you drive too fast or you drive too close to other people or who knows what they’re going to say. But you might be like no, I’m a totally excellent driver. Then somebody says hm, I don’t know about that. Right? 

But we receive throughout our lives all kinds of feedback and comments and opinions from other people. If that matters, if their feedback matters to us or their opinion catches our attention or their comment triggers us in some way and it kind of hooks us in, that has us questioning our identity and our thoughts about ourselves. We’re like wait a minute. Who am I actually? Am I this? Am I not? We start to doubt and question. That process is not a bad thing. I actually invite you to do it on the regular. Who am I? What do I believe about myself?

I like to think about it in terms of where am I limiting my own desires, my own wishes, the things that I want. Do I believe I’m capable of running an entire high school, being the lead principal? Am I capable of being a district level leader? 

Some of you listening, you’ve been in principalship for a while, but you can’t imagine going up to the district level. Why not? What’s the block? What are the thoughts? What is the identity that is constricting you from expanding into an identity where it’s possible for you? Where in your identity do you believe you can’t handle the next expansion? What is fearful about that expansion? Right? 

So notice when people trigger you or they have you questioning your identity, that’s not a bad thing. What I do invite you to do is to discern for yourself. If somebody tells you that you’re a terrible driver and you think about it and you take it in, it’s like oh, I see what they’re saying, but that doesn’t make me a bad driver. I’m still a good driver. I just drive fast. Or I just don’t always use my blinker. It doesn’t mean I’m a bad driver. That’s an opinion. 

You can hold firm to your identity if it serves you well, if it feels good. If you have an identity that feels bad, things like, I don’t know what I’m doing. I don’t think I can keep up. I can’t seem to meet deadlines, or I’m always running late, or I can never leave on time from work. That’s a big one. People come in and they’re like, I want to leave by 4:30 or I want to leave by 5:00. I’m not leaving until 7:00. I guess I’m just a person who can’t manage her time. See, the identity comes up. 

If the identity you’re attaching to right now does not feel good, that’s because it’s not true. So if you’re not feeling good about who you are, we want to start there. What about you is sufficient enough, is good enough? I find it so fascinating that we can be going along our merry way and somebody can make one comment, say one thing, and it can shake all of our positive identity. 

But on the flip side, when someone makes a comment that invites us in to a more positive identity because it’s questioning one of our limiting beliefs, we resist it. It’s like we’re holding on to the smaller identity because it feels safer. It’s our wubby. We’re like no, don’t take my blankie away. I want this identity. It feels comfortable. It feels safe. It’s what I know. But does it expand you? At what cost are you holding on to the old identity? 

Because we carry around all of these old identities without even questioning it. We just put them in the backpack, and we put it on and we go until somebody questions us or something jolts us and challenges us and shocks us into having to re-identify and re-question. We don’t really take the time to stop and contemplate what the identity is.

The way you do that is to ask yourself how am I feeling? What’s coming up for me? What do I think I’m good at? Just explore it. That’s what we do in EPC. Our job is to evolve ourself, our skill sets, and our mindset, because we’re really doing it anyway. We’re just either doing it subconsciously, or we’re doing it consciously with intention. 

We’re exploring it out of curiosity and delight and wonder and fun and just exploration and to push ourselves like I want to know what I’m capable of. Let me go explore that. How can I expand myself? There’s times for rest. I’m definitely a proponent of not always expanding. Not everything needs to be rough or hard or challenging or difficult. You can have moments of resting, coming up for air, but you’ll know when it’s time for an identity shift because you’ll feel a little bit restless or you’ll feel like you’re spinning, like you’re stuck and just on repeat. 

So we are always evolving our skill set and our mindset. It’s just a matter of whether we’re doing it with awareness and intention or not. We’re letting it just evolve on its own. It kind of just is sitting there in the background and maybe it gets poked once in a while. 

But the way that you expand your impact, your productivity, the more fun you’re having, the more time, when you expand what’s possible for yourself, that is when you expand your life, the experience that you’re creating. Because the more often you intentionally redefine your identity, the faster you’re able to reach goals. 

This is how I see it working. Think back to when you were a kid, and you didn’t know how to ride a bike without training wheels. Your self-identity as a three or four or five-year-old included identifying as a child who couldn’t ride a two-wheel bike. But you saw your older siblings and their friends out riding two-wheel bikes, and you were so badly wanted to ride a two-wheeler bike, but you didn’t know how. You’re like, I’m not capable of that. It’s not possible for me. I don’t know how. So even though you wanted to identify as a two-wheel rider, you didn’t identify that way.

But as of today, I’m going to guess that most of us at some point did learn how to go and ride a bike with two wheels. Today we can identify as a person who can ride a bike. So you had an identity shift, an identity expansion. 

How did that identity expand? You redefined yourself. Your identity evolved. You redefined who you were and what you were capable of doing. You expanded your skillset, which was the actual physical riding of the bike, but first you expanded your mindset. People will say like, what comes first, the chicken or the egg, the skillset or the mindset? Like, I think, this is what I would argue, that the mindset came first. You have to decide in your mind. I’m going to learn how to ride a bike. I’m going to learn how to be a two-wheeler biker. Right? 

You decide first and then you go out. That generates momentum. The decision and the commitment generates the momentum to then get on the bike and try and fall and try and fall and try and fall. You keep getting out there because you desired it so badly. The identity began when you decided that that desire to be a skilled two-wheel bike rider, that you wanted it so badly. Even though you lack the skill, you were committed to learning the skillset because your mind had decided this is what I want. This is who I’m going to become.

So your desire to identify as a bike rider outweighed the discomfort of getting up and getting the bike and going outside and having the training wheels on it and being embarrassed. Then having your sibling run with you in the back and hold it. Then you fall and scrape your knee, get all this, and then wobbly, wobbly, don’t know how to steer. Then you get going and you bump into the back of the garage wall or something. You get out there, and you do it. It’s worth the cost of admission. It’s worth the discomfort, the falls, the frustration. 

In fact, if you think about back then, you wanted to go out and ride. You would bug your older sibling, come out and help me with the bike. It was fun to go outdoors, to practice that bike, even though you weren’t proficient at it. You loved learning how. 

I remember this with driving the car when I was, I think in Iowa, we could get our permits at like 14, but my dad would take me in a parking lot. Just like, it was sheer excitement. It was exhilarating to learn how to drive, much more excited than I am about driving now. Now I’m like oh, waste of time, got to run errands, but I’m grateful to have my car. I’m grateful to be able to go and that I have the skill set. I take it for granted sometimes. But in the beginning when we’re new and we’re learning it and we desire it so bad, we’re so hungry for it. It’s so fun to learn. 

That’s how I want school leadership to feel for you. I don’t want you to feel overwhelmed thinking you have to learn it all at once. I want you to come into EPC and be like, this is going to be so fun. I want to learn these skills because it will feel so good to have them. I want to be able to take advantage of being an empowered principal and just being in that energy and in that identity because that will just be who I am and that will be my life. 

But right now, the majority of principals that I talk to are overworking, overexerting themselves, overextending. Their time management’s kind of out the window. Their self-identity feels lost because they only identify as an employee who’s working their tail off for a job that’s never done. 

Think about this. The same is true in teaching. It’s true in school leadership. It’s true with any identity that you want to create for yourself. You have the capacity to continually evolve your identity in every aspect of your life. You can expand your identity as a wife, a husband, a partner, a spouse. You have the capacity to evolve your identity as a parent, your identity as a sibling, your identity as an auntie or an uncle or a cousin or a niece or a nephew or a friend or a colleague.

You can expand your identity with your relationship with yourself and your spiritual understanding, your relationship with anyone, your colleagues at work, the people you lead. You can expand your identity in terms of your impact, your influence, your legacy. You can expand your identity when it comes to skill sets.

Maybe you want to learn how to play pickleball. That’s all the rage, right? I want to learn how to play pickleball. Let’s go play. How do we do it? Oh, we have to be new. We have to be awkward. We have to feel that we don’t know what we’re doing. We have to go out there and do it wrong and get this coaching and get the skills we need, but we go out there because it’s fun. The learning is fun. Identifying as a person who loves learning, that can be an identity, and that will take you very, very far.

So you have the capacity to go from a person who skips lunch as a principal and then wonders why they’re crashing at 2:00 or 3:00 into being someone who prioritizes lunch because it sustains your energy and focus throughout the day. You can go from identifying as a person who doesn’t do any movement. There’s no time for walking or hiking or running or working out into I’m going to prioritize a little bit of stretching or yoga or taking a morning walk. I value physical movement. 

You can shift into somebody who values that for yourself. You can go from thinking you’re not a funny person. You’re not impactful to the learning the skill of being humorous, to being funny, to having fun, to being a little lighter. You literally can identify as an impactful leader first and then go and learn the skills to become impactful. 

So for people who join EPC, they don’t join it because they’re proficient and empowered and they don’t need any help or they don’t want any coaching. They come in deciding I desire to learn the skill. I want help. I want support. I want to be the identity of an empowered principal. Do you know what empowered principals do? They join EPC. 

So I’m going to be that person. I’m going to be that person right now today. I’m not going to wait until next week, next month, next year. I’m going to decide this is the experience I want to create for myself. I want to be in a community that supports me, that guides me, that can coach me, that can mentor me, that can give me the tools and resources I need to live the life and have the school leadership experience that I want.

Redefining yourself is a matter of deciding who you want to be and then taking actions to obtain those skills that confirm for yourself that you are that person. So you identify your desires, identify the identity you want to have, and then commit to that identity. 

Even if you have to role play right now. Who would I be if I were this empowered version of me? If I were a financially stable person? I know finances are a big concern for a lot of people. I coach a lot on money. If I want to be in the identity of somebody who makes the money I want to make and is a wise spender and a wise saver and I spend and save according to my financial values and my financial goals, if I’m that person now, how do I make decisions? What do I invest in? Where do I invest my time and my money and my resources and my focus and attention? 

Money is just like time. Minutes are like dollars and dollars are like minutes. If you’re really good at time management, apply your time management to your money management. If you’re really good at money management but you need time management, budget minutes like you budget dollars. You’ll find it very fascinating. They’re very similar. They are two forms of currency that we use to leverage to create results and desired outcomes for ourselves. Okay? 

So the more often that you ponder your identity now and the identity you want next, not from a place of insufficiency. That’s the secret. You have to be good with where you’re at now and just explore, not because you’re desperately trying to get out of the space you’re in right now but because you’re just curious to know what else is possible.

I would like to be a principal who leaves by a certain time so that I can go home and get a walk-in or be with my kids or spend time with my partner or go to the gym or meet up with friends. I want to be that person who has a robust life outside of my job and I’m creating all the results that I want at school. I want to be that person. Do I think it’s possible? Maybe yes, maybe no. 

The only difference between having it and not having it is believing that it’s possible. Because when you believe it’s possible then you put systems and structures and planning into place. You map out your time differently and your finances differently in order to be the person who has both. Okay? 

So what is the identity that you want to develop for yourself this coming year? Because your identity is simply what you believe about yourself, what you believe you’re capable of learning, doing, experiencing, handling, creating, having. What is the identity you want to develop for yourself? What is one aspect of your identity that you would like to enhance? What do you want to be skilled at that you don’t feel skilled in right now? 

This is the conversation that we’re going to be having on the first day of EPC, which begins Wednesday, September 4th. We’re going to use a tool to determine your current identity and then select an area of identity expansion. What’s super fun about this is that expanding your identity, it doesn’t have to take months or years. It can happen very quickly when you’re focused on it. It doesn’t have to be hard. It doesn’t have to be tedious. We want it to be fun and light. That’s what makes it worth doing. 

Just like getting out there and learning to ride the bike or learning how to drive, and you want it so badly that the learning process is equally as fun as having the skillset. Learning, the eagerness, the hunger to learn how to do it, that’s part of the fun. 

Then once you’re out riding your bike, you’re just going for it. You feel so free and independent. Then eventually you get a little bit older and you’re like, that’s not a cool form of transportation. Now I want to learn how to drive a moped. Now I want to learn how to drive a car. Right? We evolve even our identity as a person who moves around in space and time.

So when you join EPC, you’re going to receive this tool that I designed called the Wheel of Work that helps you articulate your current identity and map out the next identity expansion. Then from there, I will teach you the foundations of an empowered principal identity, which is time mastery, planning mastery, balance mastery, leadership mastery, relationship mastery, and emotional regulation mastery. Those include conversations, how to communicate, how to converse with people, how to set up and have conversations around culture. 

Culture is just what people feel and think about themselves as a collective. We’re going to talk about influence and impact and legacy. It’s the full package in EPC. This is the time to join. I can’t wait to meet you. This is going to be an epic year. Bring your colleagues. Let’s expand. Let’s have fun. Let’s go. I will see you guys in September. When you sign up in August, you’re going to have access to the bonus classes. So come on in. Let’s go. I’ll see you guys soon. Love you all. Have a great week. Bye.

Thanks for listening to this episode of The Empowered Principal® Podcast. If you enjoyed this episode and want to learn more, please visit angelakellycoaching.com where you can sign up for weekly updates and learn more about the tools that will help you become an emotionally fit school leader. 

 

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As principals and administrators, it’s easy to get caught up in the day-to-day demands coming at us from all directions. We’re managing initiatives from the district, supporting our staff and students, and engaging with parents and the community – it can feel like we’re being pulled in a million directions at once.

But in the midst of all the chaos and overwhelm, how can we step into our true power as leaders? How can we take full ownership of our experience and impact? In this episode, I share my insights on radical empowerment – what it means, why it matters, and how to embody it as a school leader. Get ready for a perspective shift that will transform how you lead.

Tune in to discover how to balance being the boss with compassion, navigate difficult emotions, and see the potential in everyone on your campus. It’s time to stop seeking external validation and step into your most empowered self. Let’s go!

 

The doors to the next cohort of The Empowered Principal® Collaborative are open! This is the time to decide: do you want to lead your school for the rest of the year as you are right now, or take your leadership skills to the next level? Join us today to become a member of the only certified life and leadership coaching program for school leaders in the country by clicking here.

 

What You’ll Learn From this Episode:

  • Why taking radical ownership is the key to empowerment as a leader.
  • How to balance being in boss mode with compassion and grace.
  • The importance of allowing yourself to be human and make mistakes.
  • Why you can’t take responsibility for other people’s results and emotional experiences.
  • How to see the power and potential in your staff and students.
  • Strategies to manage your own emotions while holding space for others.

 

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Hello empowered principals. Welcome to episode 344. 

Welcome to The Empowered Principal® Podcast, a not so typical educational resource that will teach you how to gain control of your career and get emotionally fit to lead your school and your life with joy by refining your most powerful tool, your mind. Here’s your host certified life coach Angela Kelly Robeck. 

Well, hello, my empowered principals. Happy Tuesday. How are y’all doing today? Welcome to the podcast. If you’re new, a very special welcome. If you’re new to school leadership, congratulations, kudos to you. Proud of you for your hard work. I want you to be proud of you for the hard work, and the journey has just begun. This really can be an amazing and fun experience. 

Yes, you have stepped into a new role. You are going to have to expand and evolve yourself. You’re going to be new. There will be challenges. There’s going to be some really difficult situations, but also there is amazingness and wins and celebration that come with school leadership. It’s all good. You’re in safe hands. Come on over to the EPC program. You’re going to be so supported. 

Today I want to address an aspect of empowerment and coaching that I realized I haven’t been as explicit about recently because I’ve been so focused on providing guidance on all of this self-love and compassion and worth and ease and flow and fun all summer long. That is a very important component. 

I think it’s underrepresented in school leadership and in all of the learnings and writings and conversations we’re having around school leadership, which is why I like to focus on it to give you the balance of yes, you need to develop your knowledge based on all of the topics, but you also need to be a human. You are a human as a school leader having a human experience. I want you to have the best experience possible. 

Most school leaders that I know, they push themselves to the edge professionally, mentally, physically, right? You’re out there working 10, 12, 14, 16 hour days. You work until you drop from fatigue. A lot of people who hire me, working around the clock. They are getting up and they’re going in bright and early when the sun rises, and they’re staying well after dark. 

They are exhausted because then they go home and then they fulfill their parental duties or their partnership duties or their family duties, friends, whatever. They’re so busy leading their school and leading their lives that they’re fatigued. They push until the fuel tank is empty. 

So I spend a great deal of time helping driven school leaders who love their work create perspective and balance physically, mentally, emotionally, and help them balance not just the professional life, the professional demands, but their personal life. 

I’m a certified life and leadership coach. I help coach you in leadership, but also in life because it’s all one big package. You’re one human having one experience in the game of life that you’ve chosen to play a school leadership. So I’m going to teach you the skillset for that and coach you on how to live a life you love. It’s no fun to be a school leader.

If you’re fatigued all the time, if you’re stressed all the time, if you’re overwhelmed all the time, that was the experience I had. For the six years, I was a site principal and for the year I spent up at the district office, I watched my colleagues. I watched myself be stressed, fatigued, pretend to be happy, want leadership development and not receive it.

One of my buddies, Tyler, he got hired to replace me at my first school when I got moved to another school because that principal had been promoted. So there was the shuffling around. Tyler and I became close friends, and he and I would have extensive conversations about craving leadership development, wanting to expand our leadership skills and knowledge, and really wanting to dive into what it looks and feels like to become and empowered, exceptional leader.

It was something we both wanted, but what ended up happening was a lot of stress, a lot of overwhelm, a lot of confusion, a lot of frustration, a lot of kind of whack-a-mole approach to school leadership. So I thought that it was just me. I thought I was the problem. I thought I wasn’t cut out for school leadership. 

He went on to another district, and I think is now a director at a different school district and is doing phenomenally. I decided to branch off from education to become a coach for school leaders because I felt this sweet spot of the site leader. 

It’s the ultimate middle manager experience because you’re right in the middle where you’re managing from the top down, from all of the demands from your district and your bosses up at the district level, all those administrators. They’re telling you what to do and how to do it and when to do it and why to do it. Roll this out, roll that initiative out. 

You’re managing all of that energy and then you’re managing all the energy of your staff, your teachers, your students, your families, the communities, the school board. Whatever systems or whatever structure you have in your particular district, you’re managing all of that energy. It’s all coming your way. You’re right in the middle. 

It’s like district top down, county, fed, state level. You’ve got the parents and community coming at you sideways and then you’ve got all this like from the bottom up, the energy of all the students, your support staff, your office staff, your community resource officers, your counselors, your nurses. You’ve got special education. You’ve got general education teachers, all of it. There didn’t seem to be a place for that.

So there is a component of this program, of The Empowered Principal® program,  that is what makes balance possible. It really struck me the other day when I saw several posts on social media from school leaders who were basically asking other people to think and make decisions for them. 

So a lot of times in these principal groups, I will see posts like what should I do in this case? Blah, blah, blah, blah, blah. Here’s the case. Here’s the situation. What should I do? Or what books are you reading this summer? What PD should I provide for my staff? What interview questions do you use? Who should I hire? Who’s inspirational? Who’ve you used? 

First I want to say, I’m not condemning this practice at all. I think it’s a way to connect. I think it’s a way to collaborate, to ask these questions. I highly recommend asking questions. So I want to say there’s nothing wrong with asking these questions. I definitely recommend asking questions when in doubt, especially when you need specific information and guidance. When you need it. 

If you have a legal issue, please ask for legal advice or legal guidance. Do you have policy questions? Ask somebody who knows. Do you have a question about responding to a certain behavior or a policy or procedure that is related to behavior management and behavior responses and consequences? Ask. Questions pertaining to special education, particularly when it comes to law, ask. 

There are times and places for you to ask specific information that is going to help you decide what actions you need to take to progress forward. Then there are questions that are asked that do not give you really specific information. The answers that you receive may or may not even pertain to you or your school or your district. 

Now I understand that oftentimes people will ask questions on social media, like I said earlier, simply to generate connection and conversation. That’s totally cool. But it also made me wonder what people who ask those questions, what they are thinking. Why they’re asking the questions and what they do with the information. 

Because basically what they’re doing when they’re creating this connection conversation is they’re asking people to take time out from their fun and then pleasure and their rest or from their work and their focus on what they’re doing to slow down and say hey, let me take time to recommend this book or this product or this platform or this speaker or this program, whatever it is they’re asked for. What do they do with that information? Then what happens? 

So where does the personal responsibility and ownership come into play? Where does a principal take radical ownership of their empowerment? Is it ever appropriate to ask questions and get this feedback? Or is there a time and a place where we want to ask us to answer the question? 

Is it appropriate to accept what other people say and just go with the flow? Or do we decide for ourselves what books we’re going to read based on our own desires? What next steps we need to take, what programs we should invest in, what speaker we should hire, what professional development to prepare, what staff culture needs from us. I want you to consider the concept of radical empowerment. 

Where before you ask other people for hundreds of input, hundreds of data points of input. If you ask somebody, what book should I read this summer? You’re going to get hundreds of responses. It doesn’t mean you should read all 300 books. Now you have more information to think about. You have a bigger decision to make.

Versus what do I want to read this summer? What’s the one next thing I want to learn about? Do I want to just read for absolute pleasure? Do I need a mind candy kind of a book, or do I need some growth book? Do I want to take a program over the summer? Do I feel like compelled to learn and grow my skills, or do I want to go to the beach and just decompress? What do I want? What do I need? What does my school? Answer the question.

I feel like with social media and access to internet, it’s so easy to just divert the question out to the people and let our brain off the hook to not have to answer the question. But at the end of the day, it actually becomes harder to make the decision because we’ve asked for all of this input. What do we do with all that input? 

There are social media groups out there with tens of thousands of people in them. You’re going to get hundreds and hundreds of responses. What do you do with all that data? How do you know you’re making the right decision? How do you know that they know your school well enough to even make a recommendation for you.

To feel truly empowered, we need to take radical ownership. That is the very definition of empowerment. To embody personal power, personal knowledge, personal understanding, to tap into our own wisdom, our own strength, our own knowingness. To follow our internal compass, our guide, to really dig in. That is the work. 

When people say people do the work, the inner work, that’s what they’re talking about. They’re talking about exploring, having a conversation with their own internal compass. What do I value? What feels in alignment for me? What feels like integrity for me? How do I identify as a school leader?

 Who am I? What do I think of myself? Do I love who I am? Do I love what I’m learning? Do I feel I’m growing? What do I think my staff needs from me? What does my school culture need to evolve and expand? What do my students need? What would the community love? 

In my opinion, your opinion matters. You matter. Your thoughts matter. Your feelings matter. It all matters. You cannot be in empowerment as a school leader without taking ownership of that empowerment. You can’t take responsibility for some of your life and let the other stuff go. You’ve got to take responsibility for all of it. This is why the Summer of Fun Challenge is so much fun, but it’s also work. It requires you to take responsibility for all of it. 

To say hey, job, I love you, and I’m going to take time off. I’m going to take ownership and take control back of my time, my planning, my calendar, fill my own bucket. I’m going to take radical responsibility, radical ownership, radical empowerment of my life and my career. 

The way that you create balance, the way you develop a three month plan and stick to it, the way you build relationships, the way you learn how to communicate, the way you learn to become a visionary school leader with massive influence and impact and a legacy is to step into radical empowerment. 

Radical empowerment is when you take full ownership of your experience as a leader. It’s being emotionally mature and understanding how to manage your own emotions and hold space for other people’s emotions. It’s being able to separate your thoughts and feelings from another person’s expression of their thoughts and feelings. 

You have to be able to know that when a person is expressing emotion that you do not have the same experience. It’s separate. Your thoughts and feelings are separate from theirs, but we get entangled. We forget that. We have to be reminded. We have to create awareness around that and separate it. It’s dropping the need for validation from others. 

Look, we grow up as little kids seeking validation from our parents and our caretakers and our religious leaders and our political leaders, our grandparents, our aunties, our uncles, our friend’s parents, all the adults, the teachers in our life. We look for validation. As the adults, we tell kids, yes, it is your job to seek our external validation. When we want to grant you validation, we reward you and we celebrate you. If you don’t earn our validation, we punish you. We give you consequences until you continue to seek that out. 

Our job as adults is to drop and uncouple the need for validation from others, to learn how to validate ourselves, to understand that there are people who will validate us, but there are people who won’t. We have to process the emotion that comes with that. This is really hard stuff. It’s about owning our mistakes and acknowledging them, doing what it takes to repair and make it right. The pain of owning a mistake, acknowledging it, speaking up and saying hey, this is my mistake. I am sorry. I didn’t realize, mean to. 

You know that feeling, that remorseful feeling, you feel it’s so painful when you’ve made a mistake. We have to process those feelings. We have to acknowledge our mistakes, but also not beat ourselves up. There is a very delicate walk that has to occur. We own it. We feel it. We process it. We make it right. We take the action. We’re courageous in our action, but we also don’t make it our identity. We don’t make it mean something is wrong with us or broken inside of us.

Processing the feelings that come up when you know you have overlooked something or misspoke or miscommunicated or failed to hit the target or you’ve handled something in a way you’re not proud of. Those are really hard feelings. It’s being able to allow yourself the space and permission to feel those terrible feelings all the way through and balance them with self-love and compassion and kindness for yourself. 

We’re not trying to abdicate or create excuses when we make mistakes, but we do want to give ourselves the human permission to be human and give ourselves the grace and space of being human. That’s what it’s about.

So there’s this walk, this fine little dance that we do with radical ownership is about owning our part, our 50%, staying in our lane while also not taking on the ownership of others, not getting in their lanes and telling them who to be and how to act and how to think and how to feel and what job they should do and how they should do their job and what they shouldn’t do and what they shouldn’t think and what they shouldn’t say. 

It’s being able to hold other people accountable for the results that they have created for themselves while also having compassion for them having created those results. It’s like a teacher that you are going to let go and then you feel bad that you let them go, but they created that result for themselves. 

So as leaders, we tend to overextend our responsibility because we assume that we have the power over other people’s lives. That we damage their careers if we fire them, if we don’t bring them back. We feel responsible for what they’re thinking, how they’re feeling, how they behave. We take responsibility for their results. You cannot take responsibility for another person’s results. You didn’t create those results. It’s not your STEER cycle. 

It’s not your set of beliefs and thoughts and feelings and emotional energy and decisions and actions. You didn’t do any of that. So how could you have created it? But yet we take ownership of the results and the outcomes that other people have created and we try to fix it and change it and make them feel a certain way. There’s no way. You can’t do that. 

So here’s an example. When you decided this past spring to let someone go and not extend an offer to them to return this coming year, you did not do this to them. They created this result for themselves. A person who gets fired created that experience for themselves. Their thoughts about themselves, their ability to teach, thoughts about their students and families and colleagues, thoughts about the district, the curriculum, all of their thoughts impact their emotional state of being, their emotional energy, the fuel that they use to make decisions and actions. 

That is what impacts their approach to teaching and being an employee. The result of that might have been being released from their position. That outcome is a product of them not wanting the job. Because staff members who do want the job that they currently have, they value it. They show up for it. They work for it. They want it. They show up as though they actually want the job. They produce results. 

People who are not aligned to the position are going to subconsciously sabotage themselves. They show up late. They aren’t prepared. They call in sick. They have excuses. They blame other people. They drop the ball. They miss deadlines. They’re not engaged in the job. They don’t want it. 

Of course, I base this on the premise that if you’re letting a person go because they aren’t meeting the standards of the position they’re serving, that you are doing that out of integrity. So if you’re listening to this podcast, I’m pretty sure you’re under the assumption that you’re a highly ethical school leader who strives to be an exemplary employer. 

So a person can be fired by an employer that didn’t support them or give them the resources, training, and skill development they needed or simply just didn’t like them. That happens. But for the empowered principal out there who’s aligned to the decision, who lets somebody go and feels clean about the rationale behind the decision may still take on the emotional experience of the employee. 

This shows up in a couple of different ways. One, the principal ruminates on what else they could have done or said to support this person. This is where radical empowerment comes into play. If there was something more you could have done, you can own that and learn from it and move forward. 

But if you review all that you did to provide training and support and onboarding for the year, if you did all of that, please allow yourself to feel aligned and complete with the responsibilities and allow them to feel the discomfort of not having fulfilled their responsibilities. Two lanes. Okay? 

In EPC, I will teach you how to take radical ownership so you can experience radical empowerment. This is the balance between being in boss energy and being in loving, compassionate energy. It’s learning the delicacy of where and when to apply different energies throughout the day and throughout the school year, depending on the outcome you’re trying to achieve. 

This is the balance. It’s the balance between taking ownership for yourself and having radical self-compassion and grace. It’s knowing when to dive into curiosity instead of conflict when someone says something that ruffles your feathers. It’s feeling confident even though you don’t have all the answers or know all of the things. It’s genuinely caring about the individuals on your campus.

But as I said before, not taking responsibility for their STEAR cycles, which is just their thoughts and emotions and actions, their behaviors. Their beliefs, emotions, and behaviors. Those are not in your control. It’s having the compassion for others without allowing them to take advantage of you. It’s the courage to speak up and also to know when speaking up isn’t appropriate or will cause harm. 

It’s being convicted to your work, but allowing yourself to rest, recover, and play because you trust that everything you’re doing is working and is on track and will unfold in the time it needs to unfold. It’s having an evolved sense of self-efficacy and identifying as a leader who makes an impact, but not using your positional authority as power over others, but using that positional authority through the lens of seeing other people in their own empowerment.

Your staff doesn’t need you to fix them or save them or change them. They have just as much potential to be exceptional as we leaders do. We want to feel empowered and to take full ownership. We want them to feel empowered, to take full ownership, to think on their own, to problem solve on their own, to try new things, to feel a sense of agency and control over their careers. 

We’re not a higher power just because we’re a leader. We don’t have control over other people’s careers or emotional reactions. That’s not our sphere of control. That’s not our lane. Our goal as empowered principals is to see the power that’s in everyone, in staff, in students, in colleagues, in families. 

So if there was ever a time for you to join EPC, now is the time. I have up-leveled this content. I’m going to be teaching and coaching. I’m offering bonus workshops throughout the year. You’re going to have access to all of my online content, including past masterclasses and webinars and all of the mastery series workbooks I’ve created. 

I’m working on The Empowered Principal® community through the SKOOL platform, S-K-O-O-L where all of the content is going to be available for the participants in EPC. It’s basically like a library with the solutions and guidance on every topic I have ever coached on related to school leadership and to a balanced life. 

So in just one rotation around the sun, you are going to transform your experience of school leadership and the experience of your staff and students. You will receive 12 months of weekly coaching, bonus workshops, a monthly 30 minute one-on-one session, and access to all of the empowered principal programming for only $1,997. The best part is that you can pay in full and be done with it, or you can sign up for 10 monthly payments of $199.70.

EPC is revolutionary and beyond its price and value. I’m so proud of this program. I’m proud of the container,  and I am proud to be a coach for school leaders. You have all you need to step into radical empowerment. I can’t wait to see you in EPC. I’ll talk to you guys next week. Have an amazing week. Take good care. Bye. 

Thanks for listening to this episode of The Empowered Principal® Podcast. If you enjoyed this episode and want to learn more, please visit angelakellycoaching.com where you can sign up for weekly updates and learn more about the tools that will help you become an emotionally fit school leader.

 

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The Empowered Principal® Podcast Angela Kelly | Leadership Development

How many of you can say you were fully trained, mentored, and supported as you were being onboarded as a school principal, all while being given the grace and space to be new and unsure of yourself? I’m willing to bet most of you would say you weren’t.

The school leader’s job description often requires being an expert in it all while doing everything at once. Whether you’re making the shift from good to great or great to exceptional, you are not alone if you feel like you don’t know what you’re doing. That’s why it’s my mission to make leadership development a mainstream practice in every school community, and I show you how I’m doing this in today’s episode.

Tune in this week to learn why we desperately need leadership development for all school principals and the common patterns and experiences I’ve witnessed among brand-new leaders. I share how The Empowered Principal Collaborative is the container you need if you’re ready to stop feeling in over your head and cultivate the confidence necessary to be the leader your school needs.

 

The doors to the next cohort of The Empowered Principal® Collaborative are open! This is the time to decide: do you want to lead your school for the rest of the year as you are right now, or take your leadership skills to the next level? Join us today to become a member of the only certified life and leadership coaching program for school leaders in the country by clicking here.

 

What You’ll Learn From this Episode:

  • My experience of making the transition from teaching to administration.
  • The commonalities all school leaders experience as they step into their new roles.
  • Why I created The Empowered Principal Collaborative.
  • What is required of you as a brand-new school leader.
  • How focus and constraint help you keep your overwhelm in check.

 

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Hello empowered principals. Welcome to episode 343. 

Welcome to The Empowered Principal® Podcast, a not so typical educational resource that will teach you how to gain control of your career and get emotionally fit to lead your school and your life with joy by refining your most powerful tool, your mind. Here’s your host certified life coach Angela Kelly Robeck. 

Well, hello, hello, hello, my lovely empowered principals. How are you today? Happy Tuesday. Welcome to the podcast. Hey, you guys, if you’re new to the podcast, come say hi. Join the Facebook group and say hi, or drop me an email and say hello. You’re new to the podcast. Follow me on social media. Come on Instagram, Angela Kelly Coaching. You can find me on Facebook personally and professionally. Come on over and mingle. I want to get to know you. 

You could also leave a review. That helps me. I look through the reviews. If you leave a review for the podcast, I try to shout you out personally here on the podcast. So, I love meeting new people. I love meeting new leaders or aspiring leaders. You all inspire me so, so very much. 

Here we are in July. We’re ramping back up as school leaders, and we’re thinking about next year. We’re preparing. We’re planning. We are getting master calendars scheduled away, making sure everybody’s hired and in the right spot, making sure the schools are cleaned and ready for teachers to come back into those classrooms. You are thinking three months ahead of your teachers, and July, in your mind, you’re already back to school. 

So, I want to talk about you, not your school, not your vision, not your teachers, not your students, not your district admins. I want to talk about you going from being a new leader to a good leader to a great leader to an exceptional principal. 

First of all, I’m going to invite you very quickly into the Summer of Fun Challenge because we still have a couple weeks left. It’s so easy. If you’re on Facebook, all you have to do is search for The Empowered Principal®  Facebook group. You come into the group. If you are a school leader or you’re an aspiring school leader, you’re welcome to join the group. I do a little bit of an intake form because I don’t want robots coming in and ruining our space or spammers and all of that or people soliciting you. I don’t want that. This is a safe, clean space.

So, if you are an actual school leader, you’re an aspiring school leader, answer the three questions, come on into the group, and all you have to do is share photos, pics, posts of your summer fun that you’re having. Just share it in the group, and you can also cheerlead other people on. Every time you either post or comment on somebody else’s, your name is entered multiple times into a weekly drawing. For every single post and every single comment, you get one entry into the drawing for the week. 

It is the easiest way to manifest some significant cash into your life and also to check out what’s going on in the world of the Empowered Principal® programs and EPC. Because there is a $50 gift card from Amazon, which I love me some Amazon. It saves me so much time.

More importantly, the real power, the real money that you’re winning is 90% off of the EPC program for one full year of coaching. It’s normally $1,997. The winner, the weekly winner of SOF, will receive 90% off. So you are getting a full year of coaching for only $197. I think that is insane. It’s just enough to have some skin in the game, but you are going to gain so much. It’s insane. This is an epic program. 

I’m going to talk more about it in a minute, but what I want you to know is that you’re basically going to win $1,850 because you’re getting the $50 Amazon card, but you’re basically saving $1,800 in the Empowered Principal® program. You can’t lose. 

You can come in for a year, check out EPC. If it’s amazing, you can stay. If it’s not your cup of tea, I understand. I’m not everybody’s cup of tea. But for those of you who are interested, this is the perfect way to sign up and be eligible to receive 90% off your entrance fee. 

So I want to let you know that I’ve done one round of EPC and after that round, I’ve really reflected and enhanced the experience for everybody in the program. Because I want you to come into this program trusting and believing that you’re going to receive the support that you need. We’re going to celebrate your wins.

We’re going to track your progress in a way that inspires you, not in a negative way. It’s for fun. We’re doing all of this to celebrate and win and be like oh my gosh, I hadn’t realized how much I’ve grown in this area. So I’ve created some really simple ways to track and celebrate your progress. 

But what I’m going to be doing more in EPC than I did last year was teach. I’m going to teach you, mentor you, teach you the skills that you need to be an empowered principal so you know and you learn how to create the exact results that you want for yourself and your school. Okay? 

All right, let’s dive in. I want you to think about the experience that you have had in the past as you transitioned from teaching to administration, or the experience that you anticipate having as you transition from teaching to administration. I will share my experience with you and then I want you to feel free to share yours in the Facebook group, or you can share with me on social media because the stories of transitioning into leadership, they’re astounding to me, but they’re very consistent and there’s a lot of similarity and there’s a pattern, some commonalities in which we all experience. Okay? 

I was tapped on the shoulder as a kindergarten teacher. You should be a teacher leader. You’ve got great energy, great charisma. Parents love you. You get amazing results with your kids. Your classroom management’s on point. You’re doing all of the initiatives in the classroom. You’re a shining example. 

I didn’t want to go into school leadership, but my superintendent at the time was very charming. He was very charismatic himself, and I really, really followed him. I believed in him as a leader. I trusted him, he was, had his eye on the ball. He knew what he wanted, and he knew how to sell people on themselves. So I really believed in myself because he believed in me, and he sold me on me. 

So I went ahead, and I already had my master’s in education. I went ahead and got my credential in administration, but I really didn’t want to go into administration. So I was holding on to it for a while. I became an instructional, well, first I was a reading specialist. After I was in kindergarten, became an instructional coach. I did that for a year, and that was the year that I started to transition my thinking. I started to visualize myself as a potential leader. 

I was working with one of my best friends, and she was the principal at the time. I was the instructional coach, and that was the closest I’d ever been to a leadership position. So I was watching her do the job. I was listening to her process how she was doing the job, listening to all the highs, the lows, the wins, the losses, the good, bad, and ugly. But there was a moment, I can remember it, where I was standing. I can remember what I was wearing.

I remember thinking to myself I might be able to do this. She kept saying, “Oh, for sure. If I can do it, you can do it.” Everybody tells you that, but you’re like that doesn’t sound as reassuring as you might think it sounds. If I can do it, anybody can do it. It’s like yeah, but you already did it, and I haven’t done it. So there’s still this gap between where I’m at and where I would like to go. There doesn’t appear to be a bridge between here and there. I feel like if I take the first next step, I’m going to fall all the way down into the canyon and never return.

So I watched her, I listened, I really started tuning in. But what I did was I kept envisioning myself as a leader. I kept believing that it was possible for me to learn how to be a leader, for me to grow into being a leader, for me to handle it emotionally, mentally, just intellectually, skill based wise. I went from zero belief in myself to like 10% belief to maybe 25% belief. 

Then I got to a point where I was right around the 50% mark. I was like I’m pretty sure I could do this. I might fail. But what I do know is that I’m strong, I’m bold, I will figure it out. I’m confident in that I will figure it out. I’m not confident in my leadership skills, but I’m confident that I will do my best to figure it out. 

When I thought that thought, that was when I tipped over into being ready to apply, which is exactly what happened. So the spring came, positions started opening, I was asked to apply. I was so scared. Gosh, applying for leadership positions in front of people I’ve worked with for 15 years, it felt scarier than talking to strangers for some reason.

Because it felt like I couldn’t fake it until I made it. I couldn’t enhance. I couldn’t say something that wasn’t true. Not that I would ever do that. But you know how when you’re in an interview, like you’re trying to put forward your best foot, and you want to make yourself sound as enticing as possible? But these are people who knew me super well. So there was no fudging it. 

I was so nervous. I applied for an AP position at a middle school because I thought it would be easier to start out as an AP than to take on a full school by myself. I didn’t get that position. My people had to call me and give me the news that I, they thanked me for the interview, but I didn’t make it to the second round. I was devastated. I cried on the couch after school when I found out. 

I mean, it was a few days later, but I remember thinking like why did they put me through this? That was just so unnecessary. But after the tears, I was like okay, what did I learn in that interview? What worked? What didn’t? What would I say or do differently next time? 

My friend who was the principal when I was her instructional coach and I was applying said, “Just tell them what you know. Speak from your heart. You’re an educator at heart. You know what you’re doing. You’ve got this. But speak to you. Be you in that interview. Don’t try to tell them what you think they want to hear. Tell them who you are and what you know and how you’re going to bring you to the table.”

I applied for an elementary position at a brand new school. They were opening a brand new school at a brand new site with all the construction happening, and I got hired for that position. The superintendent who had encouraged me to come to the surface had an amazing leadership development program within our district, which is one of the reasons I got tapped on the shoulder for because I had participated in that two-year leadership development training program. 

Which I think was like beyond his years of wisdom and vision at the time. I didn’t know of any other school who was offering like a leadership development to develop leaders from within the district to retain the district and to have leaders who taught in the district who had already some clout and some understanding and some relationship and connections and just a deep understanding of the community, of the district, and the operations of our particular district. So it was very avant-garde to me at the time.

I went through that program. I ended up landing this position, but then that superintendent left and another superintendent stepped in. I was very scared because I didn’t have my person. This new person was coming up. I knew this person. He was an internal hire, but his style was very different. What ended up happening was we are so happy you’re here, Angela. We’re so grateful you’re taking on this brand new school as a brand new principal. Like, way to go. That’s very brave of you. Here are your keys. Here’s your office. Bye. Have a nice life. Go figure out life. 

So as you can imagine, I tried to fake it. I tried to pretend I was a leader. I tried to talk like a leader and walk like a leader and dress like a leader. That definitely did help. It boosted my confidence to a point. 

But the truth was, I didn’t have the skills to be a leader, especially to open a brand new school, to create community, to create a collaborative environment, to create a culture from nothing to something, to develop the school site council and to develop the ELAC program and to develop all of it. The PLC foundation, all of it was brand new. Not to mention, I was also doing construction management. For those of you who’ve ever had construction on your campus, you can relate to this. 

I was in over my head. I was assigned a mentor that was required to take me through these modules that I had to go through, but that program wasn’t exactly what I needed. Fortunately, my coach at the time, my mentor, she had the skill set to actually coach me and guide me. Otherwise, I’m pretty confident I would have resigned from the position and gone back to teaching or instructional coaching within the first two years of the job. I’m almost positive of that because it was so hard. But I had her. She kept me going. 

All of this to say, I figured it out the hard way, learning by doing. I felt like somebody had thrown me into a dryer, and I was just bouncing around trying to figure out life. It was learning by fire hose. You can learn that way, by the way. You can do that. It’s very painful, but you can do it, which is what I did. 

So here’s the thing I’ve noticed about school leadership. I have yet to meet a leader in my professional world or now as a coach. I coach people all across the country. I have yet to meet a leader who can refute that there is a leadership development program in the sense that when they hire you, they say, “Hi, welcome to the team. We are so happy to have hired you. You’re such a great match for us. I can’t wait to get to know you better and to work with you. Here’s your campus, here’s your office, and here are your keys.” Now that’s where most of the onboarding stops. 

But imagine, imagine a world where they say, “And we’re going to fully onboard and train you. We’re going to teach you and provide you with all the skills you need to navigate this job. We’re going to teach you how to people manage, how to time manage, how to maintain a balanced lifestyle, how to effectively plan and map out your calendar for the short and long term, how to handle parents, how to navigate students, how to emotionally manage other people and yourself so that you can stay grounded as you work through difficult situations.

“We’re going to teach you how to student manage, manage behaviors, manage IEPs, facilitate staff meetings, develop effective professional development meetings. We’re going to teach you all of this. We’re going to teach you how to be an instructional leader while also balancing the work of being an operations manager of your school.”

Because that’s what the job description is. Please do everything all at once. Be an expert at it all. That’s the job description. Can you imagine if this type of training was included in your new position? 

I wish I could do a raise of hands. How many of the listeners of this podcast have had that experience where you’ve been fully onboarded, fully supported, fully trained, fully mentored, fully coached, and you were given permission and grace and space to be new and awkward and clumsy and not know what you’re doing, to not know the answers, to gradually work up into the position, to get it right, to learn deeply. 

I don’t know, if we did a show of hands, how many people have had that experience, that kind of mentorship. Where someone says hey, here is the real truth about this job. The real truth is this. There’s always going to be too much to do and not enough time. There are always going to be conflicting priorities and demands coming at you from all directions. 

You’re going to be pulled in many directions. You’re going to feel overwhelmed almost all of the time. There’s always going to be pressure to do more, to do it better. But you know what? That’s okay. We’re going to support you in handling that. 

It feels like a dream come true. It feels like the Disneyland of school leadership, which is what I’m trying to create over here. No one offered that to me. They said, thank you so much. We needed you to fill this position. You have fulfilled a need of ours. Here are your keys. Go enjoy your life with a smile on your face. Be the face of the district. Please don’t ask us any questions because we’re too busy figuring life out for ourselves. Go do you. You need to know how to do this. Bye.

It’s like oh, okay. Wow. Let me evolve my self-concept in about two days. That is why I created EPC, the Empowered Principal® Collaborative. I needed to fill a gap. There was a void. Look, teachers, they have all kinds of resources, instructional coaches. They have grade level support. They have PLCs. They get mentors, buddy teachers, right? But we, we get the job, and then we’re expected to do the job.

You might get sent to a conference. Oh, hey, go learn how to improve school culture, or hey, go improve your practice in diversity, equity, and inclusion. Go to a weekend workshop and come back and then have that fixed. How are you supposed to do that? How do you integrate a conference into who you are, into your identity, into your practice as a school leader? 

I want you to think about the business of education. The business of education is to continue to learn and to develop and to grow. When you’re a brand new leader, there is an entirely new skill set that you’re going to have to learn. You’re going to have to decide which skill you’re going to focus on because there’s too many. You have to break it down into chunks. 

You learn a particular skill this year or this quarter or this semester. Build up your muscles one skill at a time. There’s just too many to learn at once. It’s going to require you to constrain and focus your priorities to certain skills.

You’ll also be learning by doing. There’s no way not to do that. So you’re still going to drink it from the fire hose. You’re still going to have things you don’t know. You’re not going to be able to just not handle things you don’t know how to do. 

You will grow multiple facets of your leadership repertoire, but you want to grow as quickly as possible the skill sets that require you to build the foundation of leadership that you want. Focus and constraint is the fastest way to do that. It’s how you keep your overwhelm in check. When you try to learn all of the skill sets at once, you’re only going to expand your overwhelm. 

Hey, I also want to say this. If you’re a new leader, you’re not going to feel confident if you’re in a new position. Even if you’re a leader who’s been in a different position, maybe you went from AP to principal, or you went from principal to district level admin, you’re not going to feel confident. You can’t. You can’t have the identity of a skilled school leader when you’ve never done the job before. 

You’re going to feel a certain amount of uncertainty and awkwardness and just unsure about yourself because most people aren’t getting trained. You’re going to have to learn by doing in order to figure it out. That’s normal. The goal isn’t to avoid looking or feeling new. There is no faking it until you make it when you have no idea what you’re doing.

The goal is in your finesse. It’s how you handle being new. It’s how you handle the feelings of uncertainty and unknowing and doubt when people question you or expect you to know, and they ask you and they put you on the hot seat and you don’t know. It’s not that you don’t know or the goal isn’t to know. The goal is what do I do, how do I handle, who do I be, how do I show up when I don’t know, when I am new. 

So whatever stage you are in the educational leadership experience, I want you to know it’s okay to feel like you don’t know what’s going on. If you’re aspiring, you’re not going to know how to get that job. If you’re brand new, you’re not going to know how to be good. If you’re feeling good about yourself in some areas, you’re not going to know how to make yourself great.

If you’re feeling great and you want to up-level and you want to expand and evolve yourself to exceptional, that’s going to require a stretch. There are gaps in learning. There are gaps in who you are now and where you want to be and who you want to become. That is a continuum of school leadership development that never ends. 

You want to feel good about yourself as a leader. You want to make a bigger and more profound impact as a leader. To expand your identity as an empowered principal, an empowered leader, an exceptional leader, it requires you to expand your skill set as a leader. We need leadership development. It’s a requirement for us to grow.

This is why so many people drop out of the position because they don’t have the leadership development that they yearn for, that they crave, that they want. The best of the best leaders will leave if there’s no leadership development because they’re in the position to grow, to evolve, to expand themselves, to learn. We don’t just drop learning at the door when we step into leadership. But for some reason, that’s how the current system is set up. 

As I said before, teachers have systems built into place. They have mentors and buddy teachers and grade-level collaborations and PLCs and instructional coaches to help them with whatever questions they have and guide them in their professional development journey. You create professional development experiences for your teachers.

But how many districts do you believe are offering PD days that focus specifically on leadership development in addition to teacher development? There might be some, but it is not a mainstream practice. I want to make, it is my mission to make leadership development a mainstream practice in every school community. 

If you want to become a school leader, EPC is where you learn the skills and surround yourself in the energy of fellow empowered school leaders. So if you’re new to school leadership and you don’t know where to start, EPC is where you learn to prioritize and focus your attention and your energy. 

If you feel like you’re a pretty good principal, maybe you’ve been doing this a couple of years, you’ve got some tools under your belt, but you’re working yourself to the bone to try and get it all done. I know many of you are doing this. The EPC is going to teach you how to be accomplished and balanced, to get the same amount done in less time, to add fun to your calendar, to not overwork, overexert, overschedule. 

If you’re feeling good about yourself as a principal but you want to up-level, EPC is going to teach you how to step into that next version of yourself and to evolve your self-concept. Even if you’re feeling exceptional and you want to make an even bigger impact, EPC is going to show you how to expand your legacy as a principal in your current position or how to expand and evolve into a higher level position where you create even more impact.

This program covers it all. The Empowered Principal® Collaborative is a comprehensive container. I have studied this for the last eight years. I cover everything, and I also offer individualized coaching and support. I’ve created the very container that I dreamt of having for myself. This is it. 

By you participating, by you being in this community, you contribute and you expand and enhance the leadership development of this program. You enhance the quality of leadership development by participating and adding the wisdom, the knowledge, the skills, the insights that you’ve learned. 

I’m not the guru here. I am the person who’s developed the container to hold these beautiful and deep and rich conversations about evolving our identity as school leaders, empowering ourselves, empowering our staff and students, enhancing the school leadership experience so we can enhance the teaching experience so we can enhance the student experience and the family experience. 

We want to turn the narrative around. Right now, education has a very negative narrative. Teachers are unhappy, students are unhappy, parents are unhappy, communities are unhappy, school leaders are unhappy. We want to enhance the experience. We want to look at the journey of a student, of a teacher, of a support staff, of a principal, of a parent, and ask ourselves, how do we enhance this experience to make it the best experience possible? 

So this year, for EPC, one of the things I’ve added to make it more accessible and easier for every principal who wants to participate is I’ve set up a monthly payment plan option to make it even more accessible for all levels of leadership. So you could either pay in full and just be done and have it for the full year. If that’s not an option for you, you can break the $1,997 into 10 monthly payments of $199.70. There’s no additional fee if you decide to break it up into monthly payments. Not a problem. It’s never been easier to join. 

This is your year. Come on in. You can be the mentor and the mentee because this is a mastermind experience where we all share. I teach, but I also coach. You also coach. You also teach. This is a mastermind experience. Come on into EPC. There’s never been a better time. It’s upleveled. It’s more magical than ever before. With you being here, not even the sky is the limit. So come on into EPC. I can’t wait to meet you. Love you all. You’re amazing. Go have an empowered week, and I’ll talk to you next week. Take great care. Bye.

Thanks for listening to this episode of The Empowered Principal® Podcast. If you enjoyed this episode and want to learn more, please visit angelakellycoaching.com where you can sign up for weekly updates and learn more about the tools that will help you become an emotionally fit school leader. 

 

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The Empowered Principal® Podcast Angela Kelly | The Value of Alignment (Back to Basics)

What do you value as a school principal? How do you create your leadership values? And how do you tether and ground yourself in them, especially during the inevitably hard times school leadership will throw your way?

Honesty is key here. There is no one-size-fits-all approach to leadership values. That’s why, in this episode, I’m diving deep into how you can define what truly matters to you as a leader… but it doesn’t stop there. Consistently acting in accordance with the values you set out is the other half of the equation, and I’m showing you how to do that every step of the way.

Join me this week as I tackle a foundational element of school leadership: aligning yourself with your core values. You’ll learn the power of knowing you’re leading with alignment and authenticity, a framework for identifying the values that guide you as a leader, and practical tips for integrating those values into everything you do as a school leader. 

 

 

The doors to the next cohort of The Empowered Principal® Collaborative are open! This is the time to decide: do you want to lead your school for the rest of the year as you are right now, or take your leadership skills to the next level? Join us today to become a member of the only certified life and leadership coaching program for school leaders in the country by clicking here.

 

What You’ll Learn From this Episode:

  • What being an aligned school principal entails. 
  • The profound impact of value alignment.
  • Why building the skill of alignment will serve you well.
  • The pitfalls of misalignment. 
  • Why intentionality matters.
  • How to integrate your values into your everyday leadership practices.

 

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Hello empowered principals. Welcome to episode 342. 

Welcome to The Empowered Principal® Podcast, a not so typical educational resource that will teach you how to gain control of your career and get emotionally fit to lead your school and your life with joy by refining your most powerful tool, your mind. Here’s your host certified life coach Angela Kelly Robeck. 

Well, hello, my empowered principals. Happy Tuesday and welcome to the podcast. This episode is a back-to-basics where we highlight some of the most popular or impactful episodes of The Empowered Principal® Podcast because hey, we’ve got about 400 episodes going on here at The Empowered Principal® Podcast. If you caught on midway or later, there’s a couple hundred episodes you may not have heard.

So we like to highlight and remind you there is so much content available for you as a leader, and this episode is on the value of alignment. Being an aligned principal is all about creating awareness of what you value and why you value it because that is what grounds you and tethers you in the difficult times of school leadership. 

So really consider and contemplate what you value and aligning to that value, creating your leadership values, and as you’re going into this upcoming school year, this skill will serve you so well. Welcome to the Value of Alignment. Enjoy the show. 

Today I’m going to talk about the value of alignment. So one of the first things I teach my clients when they sign up for the Empowered Principal® program is to align themselves to their leadership values. What do I mean by that? Alignment is deciding for yourself what you personally value as a leader. Professionally and personally. 

Alignment’s really about being honest with yourself and telling yourself the truth of what you value. What you want to experience in your life, what you want to live by, the values you want to live by, and the truth of what you really want for your life. What you want to experience professionally, what you want to experience personally. Putting those values down onto paper and then taking a look and noticing which of those values drives your leadership style. 

Alignment’s really about being truthful with yourself about what you believe. I want to highlight that when I say alignment, some people call it integrity. Some people call it their truth. Some people call it their values. I just call it when you feel aligned, you know it. You know what I’m talking about. That feeling of, “This feels true for me. This feels aligned. I feel in integrity. This feels right. It feels good. It feels connected to what I believe is true.”

I want to point out that there is no defined set of leadership values that you should adopt or that somebody should write a book about, and you follow all 12 values or whatever. That’s not what this is about. This has to come from within. Every human on the planet has a set of values that leads their life. Your leadership values. What drives the way you show up in your life, how you show up at school, how you make decisions, how you decide what actions to take or what not to take, and why you do that.

There is something driving all of that, and those are the things that you believe should be influencing the way that you work and live. I want you to know though that a value is truly just an opinion, right. The truth of what you believe, and I want you to notice that truth is purely an opinion of what we think is true for us.

So for example, we believe that two plus two is four. We teach this to kids. We say that that is true. We agree with others. When you hear somebody else saying that, you agree with that. You agree with other people who also believe that two plus two is four. When you hear two plus two is four, your brain feels like yes. That is truth. It’s absolute. It’s certain. I don’t question it. I don’t judge it. I don’t think negatively about it. It just is. That’s what I’m talking about in terms of value. When you have a value that feels true to you, it feels like it makes sense. It’s reasonable. It feels like alignment. 

So in the case of two plus two is four, most people in the world. You could take a poll and ask them. Is two plus two is four?  Do you believe two plus two is four? They would say yes. The majority of people believe that two plus two is four. So there’s not a lot of argument out there. This is what I call one of those universal truths that the majority of people around you would agree with you.

There are other truths, most of them actually, might feel much less universal to you. So for example, as a leader, you might believe that data drives quality instruction. This might be a truth for you. You might believe it to your core. It feels true for you. You have evidence to prove that it’s true to yourself and to other people. It feels very aligned for you to use data to make instructional decisions. 

So if you are a data driven person and you value using data to make decisions about your leadership, if that feels true for you and it feels very aligned, notice how it impacts you as a leader. If this is your truth and you’re honest with yourself, and you are very decidedly so, that data is how we make decisions at this school, then you want to be honest with the people you work with. You want to let them know that your value is data driven instruction. 

The reason you need to share this value, this truth of yours, with other people is because they need to understand that this is the value by which you are leading. They need to know, “I value data driven instruction. It feels very true for me. It feels very honest. It feels like I get results when I do this way, when I lead this way, when I teach this way. Therefore the way that I will lead this school is through data driven instruction.” Okay?

The people who are following your lead need to know what your value is so that they can follow along. That they understand. They might not agree. They might not like it, but they know. They understand because you are very clear with your alignment to your value.

Furthermore, it’s important for people who are following your lead to know because it impacts the way that you lead, the way you show up. It impacts who you hire, why you hire them, the professional development that you choose for your staff. how you plan your staff meetings, how you spend your time on campus during the week, how you measure your success, how you measure teacher improvement and growth, how you measure students, how you measure success as a school. All of your decisions and actions will go through the filter of that value of data driven instruction.

Now, that could be your truth. If that resonates with you, I want you to own it and be truthful about it. Then share that value with the people you work with and that you lead. Other leaders, on the other hand. I’m not saying these are exclusive of one another. You could value both of these. I’m just using a couple of examples to help you see what I mean by understanding what your leadership values are and then aligning yourself to them. Which means being truthful and honest to guide your leadership.

Other leaders might think that connection and relationships are the top priority. They believe that connection and relationships are what feels most true for them. That that’s the top value that they believe in. They think that that is what create quality instruction and success for students. That connection needs to come first in order to impact instructional data. 

So if that’s a leadership value for you, you also need to be true with yourself about who you are, what you believe in, what your value is. Then communicate that to those who are following your lead. They need to know this leader is a relationship based person. She’s going to spend time getting to know me, getting to know students. She’s going to expect of me that I deeply know my kids. That I understand what’s going on at home. That I’m connected with parents. That we’re interconnected as a team.

So the teachers who are following your lead really need to understand what your values are, but they can’t know if you don’t know. So you need to take time to write down what do I value? Why do I value it? Do I love the reason why I value this? Does it feel aligned and true for me? 

Now that sounds very simple, and it is very simple. It doesn’t take long for you to write down what you value, why, and then prioritize it and decide what filter you’re going to use as a school leader. Which top priority of value you’re going to lead through and lead by. But what happens as humans, all of us little humans running around on this planet. The reason that we’re not always aligned are, there’s a few reasons we’re not always aligned. 

Number one, time. We think we don’t have the time. So we don’t slow down enough to ask ourselves what do we value? What feels true for us? What drives our decisions and actions? Why did we decide what we decide? What were we thinking at that time? I don’t mean that snarky. I mean truly what were we thinking at the moment we made this decision. What do we prioritize? What do we value? 

How you spend your time tells you what you value. How you spend your money, it tells you what you value. Time and money are an exchange of value. When you pay for something, that is an exchange of money for something you value. When you spend your time on something, that is an exchange of your time for something you value. Something you value doing, something you value spending time on solving a problem, spending time with people. Whatever it is. 

Your time and your money are two very important assets along with your brain power. Those three assets, they get exchanged for what you value, what you believe in. So it’s really important, this first step of aligning to what you personally and professionally value. So take the time to do that. That’s one of the reasons we don’t stay aligned.

Another reason is that this one’s kind of tricky because the truth behind understand our values is that telling ourselves the truth and fully owning 100% of our truth doesn’t always feel positive to us. It will resonate with you. So it doesn’t always feel good, but it will resonate as truth.

Have you ever had that happen? Where you made a mistake, or you said something?  Maybe you said something to your partner that wasn’t kind, and it was harsh. They say, “You really hurt my feelings. Or I didn’t like the way you said that. Or I don’t appreciate that.” The truth of that situation is I said something unkind. I said words that I didn’t mean to hurt, but I said them. You feel badly that that’s the truth of what happened, but you also resonate with the truth. 

When you say I hear you, and I appreciate you being honest with me. I want to say my truth is that I did do that and that I am sorry. I apologize. You feel badly, but it also feels true. So that’s what I mean by sometimes telling ourselves the truth doesn’t always feel good, but it will resonate as true. 

So another example of this. I think about this with school leaders a lot. It’s we like to believe that there are many, many things outside of our control as a school leader. Our time is out of our control. The things we have to spend our time on, the things we work on, the things we don’t get. Having full control of our career and the results that we create for ourselves professionally and personally. 

We don’t want to tell ourselves the truth that we actually do have full control. Because what we make that mean, if we were to say like I have 100% full control over my life and my career and the results that I create, that truth doesn’t feel good.  

That’s because when we do believe that we have full control and we don’t yet have the results that we want, we tend to make that mean that something’s gone wrong or that something’s wrong with us. We are doing it wrong. We don’t understand something. We haven’t followed the process correctly. We’re not smart enough. We’re not good enough. We’re not capable enough. All of that. 

Which is why when we don’t take full ownership over the control over our time, the control over our money, the control over our profession, the control over our relationships. When we don’t own that, that’s not true, but we resist the truth because it doesn’t feel good to know that sometimes as humans we fail. Sometimes as humans, we don’t quite measure up to our own expectations, and that can feel disappointing and discouraging. Failure feels pretty yucky in the moment, right? 

So the truth is we do have much more control than we think. We don’t have control over external circumstances. But you do have control over how you think about them, how you choose to feel about them, and how you choose to act on them or approach them in a way that can serve you and your school or not. 

So we do need to tell ourselves the truth and just sit with it. We don’t have to do anything about it. So when you sit with it and say you know what? I don’t know what I’m doing. I really need some help. I’m scared. I’m confused. I don’t know how to do this technology thing, or I don’t understand the school budget.

Just the truth of acknowledging and admitting to ourselves we’re not perfect. We don’t know everything. We feel like a mess. We really would like some help, but we’re afraid to ask because we don’t want to look like we’re stupid or we don’t get it. All the mean things we say to ourselves inside of our minds.

I want you to know when you say those truths of who you are and what is true for you in the moment, that honesty feels like relief. It feels so much better just to say the truth than to pretend that the truth is something different than what it is. 

So when you say I don’t have control over my career. A lot of people will reach out to me like they’ve just finished their first year, and they’re like, “Oh this is not what I thought it was. I’m miserable, and now I’m stuck. I just got into school leadership. There’s no way I can quit now. I just got started.” They’re miserable. 

But I want to offer you that you actually don’t have to stay in the job. You really can go back to teaching after a year and say this isn’t for me. You can go to another district. You could try for a different leadership position. You could try to move up to the district office. You could leave education entirely. You really do have control. 

The reason we don’t like to take control of that ownership is because we don’t like the choices available. We want to be in the school leadership role, and we want to like it. But when the truth is that we’re in it and we don’t like it, and that misalignment is happening. Like I want to be a school leader and I want to like it, but the truth is I just don’t like it. Or I’m unhappy right now. Or the struggle is real. 

We do have a decision. We can decide that we’re going to figure out how to like it. We’re going to give it another year or two or three to figure it out. Or we’re going to say look. I’m going to give this two years, my full time and attention. If I grow to love it and I find a way to love it, I’ll stay. If not, I’m going to give myself the truth. I’m going to tell myself the truth, and I’m going to find a job that aligns to who I am and what I love and what my truth is.

Because guys, life is too short to be in a job you’re miserable in. There is nothing you have to prove to yourself or anybody else about sticking out a school leadership position that you do not feel aligned to. Okay. Enough on that. There’s so much deeper that you can go into this truth, but I want you to lean into what feels true for you. So take the time and then tell yourself the truth even if it doesn’t feel good in the moment.

Finally, the third reason that we don’t stay in alignment or we don’t get into alignment is the art of people pleasing, right? This is probably the top reason we don’t stay in our leadership alignment. We live out of alignment most of the time. Or I should say we live out of alignment anytime that we do or say something because of what we think other people will think or how we believe it will make them feel. 

So anytime we say yes to something when we mean no. Anytime we agree with somebody when we really internally don’t agree. When we make decisions with doubt based on what we think other people are going to think or feel versus using our internal compass. Our internal compass knows exactly what it wants. So deciding from doubt versus deciding internally from certainty. Another time we people please is when we either take or don’t take certain actions because we are spinning and thinking about what other people value versus using our own value as the filter. 

So what is the value of alignment? Saying the word value a lot today, but the word of the month is creating value. The reason that this word so resonates with me this month is because value is what we do as humans. We offer our service of school leadership to provide value to students, to staff, to our district. We are contributing value to the world. 

I want to teach you how to raise your ability to offer more value, to contribute more without doing more. Your value comes from your mindset, not through your actions. Your actions are a result of what you think about yourself, the world, other people, education. 

So when we can clean up and up level the way that you think about yourself as a leader, the way you think about your teachers and their capabilities. What you believe about students, what you think about parents, what you think about your district and your bosses, what you think about education as the institution. All of that is how you raise your value as a school leader, which then comes back to you in terms of financial growth and getting more done in less time. All of the results you want to create, you make them with your brain. 

Okay. So the value of alignment. Number one, it provides a filter to run your decisions through. When you have a decision to make, if you have listed your values and you have prioritized them, you can use those leadership values to help you guide your decision making process. 

Most school leaders get into the position and feel overwhelmed by the number of decisions they have to make. They get into decision fatigue. They feel overwhelmed by the complexity of the decisions that they have to make because there are so many competing factors, competing ideas, competing results that you’re trying to create. That can feel overwhelming and shut your brain down. 

But when you have a filter, like a criteria system through which you filter your decisions, decision making becomes very simple and clear when you use your lens of the value to run your decisions through. This is how leaders who are very empowered and very in tune with who they are and who they lead and why they’re doing what they’re doing. That’s how they’re able to make decisions very swiftly, very confidently, and very certainly. 

They don’t ask around. They don’t use other people’s value as a lens. They know what they personally want and why through that lens, and they make decisions that feel aligned and true for themselves.

The only way school leadership will ever feel good to you is when you’re making decisions based on your own set of values. Not your spouse’s values. Not your boss’s values. Not your teacher’s values. Your values. It’s really important to know what they are so that you can use them to ground you and tether you. So that’s number two. 

When you know your values, number one you have a decision. Two, that filter will tether you in conflict and disagreement. When you have made a decision that other people disagree with. When you have made that decision in alignment with yourself, you can allow space for other people to be upset or disagree or be angry or talk behind your back or throw a tantrum. You can stay tethered through that storm. 

Because you feel like I understand. They have their opinion. They have a different set of values. They are not in agreement with that, and that’s okay. Because I am. I have my own back. I trust myself. I’m aligned to this value. It feels very grounding for me, and it tethers you through that storm.

Finally, having a set of leadership values and aligning to them provides you such a clear focus and a priority system in your leadership for the short term and the long term. You really want to build your career from this place of alignment so that you can have a focus. 

You’re not going to be able to fix everything at school, but you can fix one thing. You can use one lens to make decisions to help your students, to help your staff members. You want you to know that, and you want them to know that so everybody’s on the same page. Even when they don’t agree, people will respect you when they know what that value is that’s driving your leadership style, your leadership actions, your leadership decisions. Okay. I love you guys so much. Have an amazing June week. First week of June. I will talk with you all next week. Take good care of yourselves. See you next week. Bye. 

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The Empowered Principal® Podcast Angela Kelly | Intentional PD Planning

While I hope you’re resting and enjoying your summer, this time of year also involves lots of planning for school leaders. You’re probably planning out your vision for the next school year, as well as goals and topics you’re going to focus on, which might include your next Professional Development (PD) day.

Whether your PD day happens at the end of July, August, or even in September, I encourage you to start thinking about it right now. Many of you are expected to facilitate PD days for your teachers, but it can often feel like you’re being told what to do and how to do it by your district, which can be stressful. You want to lead a PD day that you believe in, and I’m showing you how.

Join me today to learn my process for intentional PD planning. You’ll hear why you have more agency than you might currently think when it comes to creating the PD experience you want your teachers to have, and my top tips for curating the most effective, efficient, and productive Professional Development day possible. 

 

The doors to the next cohort of The Empowered Principal® Collaborative are open! This is the time to decide: do you want to lead your school for the rest of the year as you are right now, or take your leadership skills to the next level? Join us today to become a member of the only certified life and leadership coaching program for school leaders in the country by clicking here.

 

What You’ll Learn From this Episode:

  • Why you must check in with yourself and question the agendas that are being passed down to you.
  • How you have more agency than you might realize when it comes to the PD experience.
  • Why outlining the intention behind your Professional Development days matters.
  • How to leverage PD days for long-lasting outcomes that benefit your school community. 

 

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Hello empowered principals. Welcome to episode 341. 

Welcome to The Empowered Principal® Podcast, a not so typical educational resource that will teach you how to gain control of your career and get emotionally fit to lead your school and your life with joy by refining your most powerful tool, your mind. Here’s your host certified life coach Angela Kelly Robeck. 

Well hello, my Empowered Leaders. Happy Tuesday and welcome to July. So you were probably off last week. I hope you were out having fun, celebrating Independence Day. Maybe you were traveling or maybe you were working. I hope you were out having fun. That’s the name of the game. Have a little bit of fun, get some rest, rejuvenation, relaxation in over your summer. 

I hope you are playing in the Summer of Fun Challenge with us in the Facebook group. People are winning prizes. They’re winning spots in the EPC program for 90% off of the regular price. The regular price is $1,997. You can pay in full, or you can do 10 monthly installments of $199.70, and you can get 12 full months of coaching. So come on in. We’re having a blast and I hope you are enjoying your summer. 

Now, this topic is going to help you plan your professional development days that are coming up, whether they’re in the end of July or into August or maybe even September. But I want you thinking about this now. 

I actually coached a client on this topic back in May. She was doing an end of the year professional development training. It was basically like a training that the district had created, and she was given an agenda. She was given a PowerPoint, and she was told here are the things you have to talk about. This is what you have to teach. 

So it made me think of all of you. When you get an agenda for professional development handed down from the district, you may or may not feel exactly aligned with that agenda or with the content or with the time. Like in this case, she was told 90 minutes on this, 45 minutes for that, an hour for this and whatever. So she felt a little off with that, and we had to coach on it. 

So I want to talk about this because as you’re coming back to school for the new year and you’re planning, you’re planning your professional development. Many of you are going to be expected to facilitate professional development days for your teachers. You want them to be effective. You want them to be efficient, and you want them to have a desired outcome. 

You want them to be productive, to create a result, to create an outcome, whether that’s a plan, whether that’s actual work that gets hammered out during that day, whether it’s information and content that teachers need to know. You want to be able to facilitate and administer a professional development that you believe in, that aligns for you. It can feel like you’re being told what to do and how to do it. That can feel a little bit stressful. 

So with this time of season right here, you are doing a lot of planning. You’re planning out your vision for the school year, your site plan for the year, the goals you want to have, the topics you’re going to focus on. So I think this is a really good time to have this conversation. 

Now, when it comes to professional development, you need to keep in mind, at the end of the day, you’re investing time and energy. You are also being given the currency of your teacher’s undivided attention, right? This is a gift. You’re getting their time, their attention, their energy. We want to leverage professional development days as opportunities to inspire people into progressive action. We want to empower them, to motivate them, to inspire them, to ignite them in a way that provides long-lasting outcomes for that investment of time and energy and attention.

If you have professional development agendas being handed down to you, you can find a way, I call it the land of and, where you can find a way to take that agenda and make it your own. So the first thing you’re going to want to ask yourself is okay, what are my thoughts and opinions around this agenda item? 

This is typically what happens. We are told the agenda, we’re given the agenda, we’re given the PowerPoint, and we’re like ugh. This is so dry. This is so boring, or this isn’t what I want to talk about, or I don’t like the way they did this or said this, or I don’t think it’s going to take me that long. Or wait, this is going to take me a lot longer than that. We have our own reaction to the professional development content and materials that we’ve been given. 

Check in with yourself on that. Don’t just be disgruntled and then go into your PD day. Because if you’re not happy with the PD, it is not going to land with your teachers. It’s going to fall flat. You’re not going to be happy. They’re not going to enjoy it. It will not be productive. You will have wasted an opportunity. They’re giving you their time and attention and energy. You want it to be productive for you, for them, for the greater good. Okay? 

So when you think about the district giving you this content, sit with yourself for a minute and ask yourself what is the intention behind this PD? What does the district want as an outcome for this professional development day? What’s the intended outcome here from their perspective? Then ask yourself from your perspective, what’s the outcome for the teachers? Ultimately, what is the outcome for students? So think about the outcome of the professional development day from the lens of the district and yourself and your teachers and students. Okay? 

What comes up for you when you’re thinking about the professional development. When you’re looking at it from all these lenses, you’re going to start to see there are commonalities. We do actually want the same thing. Believe it or not, we are all on the same team. Teachers want to have a great year. They want their students to have a great year. They want there to be progress. They want to feel good about themselves as teachers. 

You want them to feel good as teachers because when they feel good about themselves, they teach better. When they teach better, students learn better. When kids feel good about themselves as students, they learn. When teachers feel good about themselves as teachers, they teach. When you feel good about yourself as a leader, you’re a better leader.

It matters how people feel about themselves, about the work they do, and about the people they’re working with. That’s the belief triad. You have to believe in yourself, believe in others, and believe in the work, in the process. Okay? 

So the intention behind the outcomes matter. You want to understand what is the intended outcome here? What am I trying to do? What am I trying to communicate? What should people know or understand or be able to do? What work, what productivity or actual tangible outcomes are we creating here? Or is it more of a mindset, or is it more information sharing? Is it an understanding that we’re trying to communicate? What is the goal? Okay? 

Think about what’s coming up for you and how you would deliver this content. What is a way that you can use this agenda but deliver it in a way that feels most aligned for you, most productive for you, and kind of curate it to the needs of your site, of your staff. You know your staff. You know what they need. You know what they don’t need. You know how to communicate with them. You know what lands for them and what doesn’t. You know the style that they prefer.

You can, and you actually have so much more agency to create the professional development experience because that’s what this is. You’re providing an experience for your teachers with an intended outcome, and you do have more agency than you realize. You can decide here’s the energy I want in this room. 

Here’s the style I want to facilitate this meeting in. I want teachers engaged and active and working and co-facilitating and discussing and time for thinking, time for planning, time for dreaming, time for imagining how good things can be this year. Talking about what is working just as often as we’re complaining about what’s not. Taking one problem and digging in deep versus trying to cover 10 miles wide worth of problems that we’re not going to be able to get to all of them. 

But this has to be customized and individualized for you so that the PD makes a difference, has an impact, and you want to take into consideration your teachers. 

So I have seen this on, I think I’ve talked about this before on the podcast, but it’s relevant to this topic. I see so many people on Facebook saying, “Hey, I have to fill a PD day. What should I do? What do you guys do? Who do you hire? What book should we read?”

I want to offer this. There is a difference between asking other people who don’t know your school and don’t know your staff and don’t know what the needs are and don’t know where you need to grow or what discussions need to be had where we need to expand ourselves, where we need to push ourselves, where we excel. Nobody out on the internet knows your school and your needs better than you. 

I invite you before you go out and ask 2,000 people’s opinion or 10,000 people’s opinion or bazillion people’s opinion about what your staff should do. I would invite you to ask yourself, what do I believe my staff needs? What do I believe I need? What do I believe my school needs? What’s the one next thing that we need?

I’ve also noticed this. When I was a principal, it was here, read this book. Here’s a great article. Here’s a resource. Okay, thanks. I would read it, and I would be inspired for five minutes, 10 minutes a day. Or I’d read the book, and it would land for me. But I didn’t oftentimes take that book and truly integrate it into my identity as a leader.

The same is true for professional development. It’s like here’s some information. Here’s a one-day course. They hear it. They feel inspired. They’re excited. They get some work done, or there’s great conversation, or maybe we problem solve a little bit. But there isn’t an integration unless the integration into the identity of the teachers is intentional, is a part of the process. 

So any kind of professional development you have, whether it’s a book or a resource or a program or a curriculum, there’s a new math curriculum, and we’re going to cover that. The reason those PDs tend to fall flat is because one, it’s just a one-way street where you’re like, here we’re walking through the book and here’s that, and there’s some questions. But until teachers get into the curriculum, they can’t integrate their expertise as a teacher of that curriculum until they’ve done it, until they get their hands into it. 

If you have initiatives that are rolling out from top down, which tends to happen. The district says this is what we’re going to do. This is what we’re going to focus on. You’ve got to go tell your people all the things. This is how we’re going to do teacher observations. This is how we’re going to do data assessments or data conversations or PLCs. You’re held accountable to rolling that out. You want to ensure that you’re not just talking at them as a one-way street. 

How can we make this integrative? How do they integrate the understanding of the purpose of teacher observations or the purpose of the PLCs or what’s in it for them when it comes to PLCs? How do we integrate PLCs into a teacher’s identity? I am a teacher who understands, who understands PLCs, understands the process, understands the value of them, the significance of them.

I get value from them. I contribute, and I receive. I find PLCs valuable. It’s an integral part of my identity as a teacher. That is different than giving them a handout on what PLCs are or read this book about PLCs or here’s an article on PLCs and here’s why they’re important. 

Do you see the difference? So as you’re planning this summer, and I know why we don’t do this. We don’t do this because it requires our brain to grind a little bit. We have to go dig deep. We have to think deeper. When we’re thinking about intention, the intention means the benefit, the short-term benefits, the long-term benefits. But what we’re trying to do is change the identity of our staff. We’re trying to evolve their identity, to expand them, to inspire them, to transform them, to enhance their identity as a teacher.

So they feel more capable, more confident, more certain, more assured, more skilled in themselves. They trust themselves. They believe in themselves. They can identify as a teacher who knows what they’re doing, who knows what to do when they get stuck, who knows where to go to get help when they get stuck, who feels confident in handling anything that comes their way and knows where to go when they don’t know how to handle what comes their way. That’s what we want. 

So as you’re planning PD, number one, I’m going to be hosting some planning sessions in August. You want to join EPC to be able to be a part of those bonus planning sessions. I’m going to be holding them in August because I want you to be able to either plan professional development that is productive and successful with intention, or you can map out your vision for the year and your top priorities. We’re going to be doing both of those kinds of workshops.

So come on into EPC so that you can learn how to plan effective PD. You can map out your staff meetings. You can map out your vision for the year. You can map out your top priorities and get in alignment with where your district is. 

I teach a process on how to align to your district’s initiatives so they feel good for you and how to present them to your teachers and help your teachers get in alignment so that we can see all on the same team. We actually do want the same things. We want to feel good about ourselves. We want to feel good about our students and the work that they’re doing. We want to feel good about the process and the approach that we’re taking with our school. Okay? 

So if this resonates with you, if it feels like something you want to participate in, please join EPC. The link to join is in the notes. You can either pay in full. I’ll put a link for pay in full. Or if you prefer, you can do the monthly payment plan. They work out to the exact same dollar amount. So there’s no penalty for paying monthly. You pay in 10 months, $199.70, and get you the $1,997 for the 12 months of coaching. 

So come on in. We’re getting started in August. I can’t wait to see you there. Have a wonderful week. Have fun planning, have fun celebrating, enjoy your summer, and come on into the Summer of Fun Challenge. We’ll see you guys soon. Take good care. Bye. 

Thanks for listening to this episode of The Empowered Principal® Podcast. If you enjoyed this episode and want to learn more, please visit angelakellycoaching.com where you can sign up for weekly updates and learn more about the tools that will help you become an emotionally fit school leader. 

 

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The Empowered Principal® Podcast Angela Kelly | Having Courage as a First-Year Leader with Wendy Cohen (Back to Basics)

In this Back to Basics episode, you’re hearing an interview with one of my clients that is so well-loved by The Empowered Principal podcast audience. Wendy Cohen has coached with me for several years, and in this conversation, you’re hearing her journey from classroom teacher to first-year school principal.

There are so many thoughts and emotions that happen as a first-year principal, and if, like Wendy, you’re looking for someone who really understands what you’re experiencing, this is a must-listen episode. While this is an incredibly magical time, this pivot in your career from teaching to administration also brings specific challenges that you must navigate, and I know this episode is going to inspire you, whether you’re a brand-new or aspiring leader.

Join us on this episode as Wendy shares her journey to becoming a school leader at 30 years old, and how our work together has not only transformed her career but her personal life too. We’re exploring the hesitations she had about coaching together, some of the biggest professional and personal growth she’s experienced, and how she made becoming an empowered principal an inevitability.

 

The doors to the next cohort of The Empowered Principal® Collaborative are open! This is the time to decide: do you want to lead your school for the rest of the year as you are right now, or take your leadership skills to the next level? Join us today to become a member of the only certified life and leadership coaching program for school leaders in the country by clicking here.

 

What You’ll Learn From this Episode:

  • Wendy’s journey from classroom to principal.
  • Some of the worries Wendy had about becoming a school principal.
  • The biggest lessons Wendy learned from her first year as a school leader.
  • How mindset and coaching tools have helped Wendy as a brand-new school leader.
  • What allowed Wendy to take control of her results.
  • The measurable impact Wendy has had on her school community as a result of our work together.
  • How Wendy created her ideal work-life balance.

 

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Full Episode Transcript:

Hello empowered principals. Welcome to episode 340. 

Welcome to The Empowered Principal® Podcast, a not so typical educational resource that will teach you how to gain control of your career and get emotionally fit to lead your school and your life with joy by refining your most powerful tool, your mind. Here’s your host certified life coach Angela Kelly Robeck. 

All right, my empowered leaders, this is a Back to Basic episode where we are taking one of our popular podcast episodes. This one is an interview with a client of mine who has worked with me for the last four years. This was an interview that happened in her very first year of school leadership, and the reason it is so well-loved by The Empowered Principal® audience is because it really taps into the feelings and emotions and thoughts that happen when you are a first-year principal. It’s such a magical year. It’s also such a pivotal year in your career when you transition from teaching into administration. 

So Wendy is one of my clients. She’s been with me since the beginning. She’s coached with me for several years. She is an outstanding principal, and she started at the ripe age of, I believe she was 28.

She has now been in the position for four years. She is a master at her craft, and I love this episode because it inspires brand new or aspiring leaders to let you know that it is possible for you to be an empowered principal. So enjoy the show.

Angela: I am so happy to share with you the story of one of my clients. Her name is Wendy Cohen, and she and I have been working together for almost a year during her first full year of school leadership. Wendy has been an A+ top notch client. She shows up to the calls. She does all the work. She really does apply the coaching and the tools that I share with her to her work, her leadership work, and her life. 

She is here today to tell her story about her experience with school leadership, her experience with coaching, what she’s learned about leadership and life and coaching. All of the great things. I am so honored to have her. Welcome Wendy. 

Wendy: Thank you so much. What an exciting introduction. I feel so special to be here and so grateful. So thank you. 

Angela: Aw, you are so special to be here. I’m so happy to have you. I’m so excited for this. I have to let you know for the listeners that I always ask my clients. When I think they’re ready to share their story, I ask them, invite them to be on the show. Some people are like, “Absolutely not. I’m too scared.” Other people are like, “I’m in.” 

What I love about Wendy is she did her contemplating and thought about it and really felt compelled to share this story with you. I’m just so honored that she’s here today. Wendy let’s just dive right in. Why don’t you tell the listeners your leadership journey? 

Wendy: Yeah. It sounds good. So this is my first full year in a school leadership position. I taught internationally for a couple of years, and then was in the classroom for five years in an elementary school. I’m in New York City, so urban environment. I taught in a bilingual classroom. I was the Spanish component of the bilingual program. Then I transitioned to an out of classroom position as a technology integration specialist. 

About three-quarters of the way through that role as a tech integration specialist is when I became an assistant principal, which happened to be like two weeks before the COVID shutdown in March of 2020. So I was in my new role for all of three weeks before closing and doing everything remotely, including building relationships with all the teachers and students and families as well as transitioning everyone to remote pretty much overnight. 

So we planned all summer to reopen, and then had a successful in-person year from September until now in June. So now I’m in just the last couple weeks of the school year and wrapping up my first full year in an assistant principalship here. 

Angela: Yes. All at the ripe age of 30. I want to add this because Wendy is my youngest client. She turned 30 during the course of our coaching work together. She has been just obviously you can tell a phenomenal educator. Always seeking to learn. Always growing. Trying new things. Being in different places, new experiences. So when she and I started working together, I was just mesmerized with her story and all that she’s accomplished in her short amount of time in education. So Wendy, how many years in total have you been in education?

Wendy: I’ve been in the Department of Education in New York City for seven years. But between my experience abroad and teaching before that, I would say more like ten years. I was in a head start. I did a Fulbright program. All of that was before I took my first full time classroom teaching position.

Angela:  Yes. 

Wendy: So about ten years I’d say.

Angela: Yeah. So you have a breadth of experience to bring to your leadership position. 

Wendy: So it’s funny that you bring my age up because I know that we’re going to talk a little bit about how I ended up in this coaching with you.

Angela: Yes.  

Wendy: The age thing, I think, was one of the biggest hurdles and one of the biggest challenges that I was coming in with because I really felt a little bit of a lack of confidence because of that. I think I just felt like well, I could easily spend another ten years in the classroom and then go into the school leadership, and I would still be learning new and different things every day. 

But, as you’re saying, when you have this skill set and you feel ready and the opportunity presents itself, it did feel like the right move. That was something that yeah. In our early coaching sessions, I think I was very concerned with well what is my staff going to think of me? Are they going to respect me as an instructional leader?

Angela:  Right. Will they listen to me? 

Wendy: Yeah. So I feel I’ve come a long way with that over the course of the years as, you know, I am definitely one of the younger members of the staff in my building, and I happen to be the assistant principal. 

Angela: Yes, yes. That is one of the reasons that brought you, us, together I should say because I remember you saying, “I’m only 29 years old. I’m in this new position.” A lot of your concern was revolving around your thought. The belief that because of my age, people won’t listen, respect, trust me, all of the things. We’ve worked through that.

So tell the listeners just on this one little note here. Wendy and I have been coaching, it’s been just about a year. I think we’re at like the 11 month mark. So after 11 months and going through COVID and going through a year of AP and a year of coaching, what is your thought now about your age and your leadership? 

Wendy: I do think that I’ve come so far. I would say that I’m starting to see where it’s a strength and an asset instead of something that could potentially alienate me from my staff or make me different from my staff. You know all the things that you say about young teachers, the same things apply. They come in with new ideas. It’s a lot of fresh energy. They see things in a different way. They can relate to the students and the families in a different way. I think I’ve seen all of those things to be true as I keep moving through this role.

Specifically to this year. I mean so much of what I offered for my staff and early on especially is that I do have a great comfort and fluency with technology. So I think I thought well, what do I know? I’m new. I’m just going to defer to the principal. I’m going to defer to the other assistant principal. They’ve been doing this so much longer. In reality, I was the one who held a lot of the expertise that was needed here. 

I think it’s just one example, the technology thing, in like a menu of leadership skills that are required. I think that one example made me realize hey, my voice actually does add a lot of value. No one cares how old I am as long as I know how to help them, and I can support them. Then no one’s really thinking about that. 

They just want to know how do I add this post on Google classroom and share the link with my kids. If I can support them and help them with that, it was a really nice reframe for me to see how valuable I was as a staff member regardless of age and regardless of experience because I bring in a special expertise. 

Angela: Absolutely. So there’s two things I have to say. So first of all, in the month of June. So this podcast will drop in June. It’s now, what, we’re recording June 2nd. So this will be within the next week or two. But I want to talk about value. Because value and our belief in the value of ourselves, what we have to offer, the value in our teachers and students, community. The value in ourselves, the value in them, and then the value in the program that we’re offering. The belief in those, that belief triad, is what creates results. 

So when you believe that you as a leader have value to offer regardless of any circumstance. Your age, years of experience, where you’ve taught, what grade level you taught. I remember thinking I can’t lead a school. I’ve only taught primary, like kindergarten and first grade. Fifth grade teachers are going to give me the hard time. Fifth grade is just big kindergarteners, right? It’s the same. I have so much to offer.

So my point being this month is all about value. What Wendy is saying about like understanding her value as a leader and taking out all those circumstances and just shining and being the example of what that value is. It really is the difference between leaders who create results and leaders who feel like the results are out of their control. 

Wendy: Yeah. I love how you said that because there’s so many things we have hard data for, right. Like this achievement and that achievement and this retention, attendance, and everything else. I think getting caught up in some of those measures and not recognizing some of the other things that you bring to the table. 

Like I am someone who cares a lot about social emotional learning. I’m rolling out a social emotional learning program because that’s one of my core values. It’s something that I bring to the school as something new and that I am adding. You’re not going to necessarily see that on the state exam reports, or you’re not going to necessarily see that on the attendance reports or anything like that. 

But I do think that when I pull back a little bit and I say what have I done this year? It’s so much easier for me now to think of all the things I have done. I think actually one of the exercises you gave me towards the end of the 2020 calendar year was actually write down some of the things that you’ve done that you should feel proud of. I think I said, “Holy cow. I did add a lot of value.” 

Maybe I don’t see it on the compliance report or maybe I don’t see it in my email inbox. But when I step back and think about all of the things that I have done over the last year, I realize I did add a huge contribution and add huge value to the building in this new role. 

Angela: Yes. So number one. If you’re an aspiring school leader but you feel like you’re too young or too inexperienced, I want you to write down all of the things that you do know that you have contributed, that you have already accomplished and use that as a springboard into believing into this next level and this next version of yourself. 

Whether you want to go from classroom to instructional coach or instructional coach up to a position of any kind of leadership, you already have skill sets and knowledge that you can take with you. So that’s a really important step to take when you’re moving forward in your career as a school leader.

I love it so much. I just could talk about this all day long. Okay. So I want to take the listeners back to the beginning because there are a lot of listeners out there who number one don’t understand what life coaching even is. Or they think it’s kind of woo-woo. Or they don’t understand it’s value or how it helps and supports us to create the results we want for ourselves. So can I kind of rewind you back to the beginning of your coaching sessions? 

Wendy: Yeah. 

Angela: Tell the listeners where you were then. Who were you then? What were your thoughts? What were your fears? What did you want to accomplish that you didn’t think was possible? What brought you to coaching? 

Wendy: Yeah. I’m so honored also to be as a guest on your podcast. Because listening to some of those episodes with your coaching clients was one of those things that helped push me to be like, “Oh my gosh. How can I not do it?” Like this is going to have such a huge impact.

So at this time last year, which is pretty much when we started off, I had been working with an LMSW who was like I had like a weekly therapy kind of check in. It was definitely helpful, but I think I was looking for someone who really understood what the job of a school building leader entails and the amount of responsibility and the relationships and the day in and day out. So I was looking for someone who really understood what I was experiencing.

Then I was also thinking like I need someone outside of my organization because I just want like anonymous. I want to be truly vulnerable. I really want someone who can just call me out on it if I need it, to just make me be really honest with myself too. After hearing some of the conversations that you had with other guests and other coaching clients, I was like, “Okay. Angela’s going to keep it real with me. She’s going to really push me.” 

Angela: Yep. 

Wendy: So I know I already talked a little bit about some of the confidence struggles that I was having just as far as if I had to make a tough decision, or I needed to be a little bit decisive about something or handle a situation. I think I was spending so much time second guessing myself and questioning if I was doing the right thing and getting in my own way about it. 

I think I wanted support with not abandoning myself in those moments and then thinking, “Well what is he going to think of it? What is she going to think of it? How am I to come across? What’s the perception of the other person?” So much so. From working with you, one of the things that I realized was I was getting so caught up in the emotions and the feelings that I didn’t even know if they were my emotions or someone else’s. 

Angela: Yeah. 

Wendy: You know? I will talk more about the STEAR cycle and how that’s been such a helpful tool for me. But to be able to separate like, “Hold on. How do I actually feel about this situation? How does the other person or the other party in this scenario feel about it? How do I feel about how they’re reacting to it? Am I still okay with my choice in spite or whatever the action’s going to be?” 

Knowing that there were tools to help me with that confidence. And that the coaching was going to help build me up to be able to really own my decisions and know that whatever was thrown at me I was going to be able to handle. So that confidence and that just trusting in myself, I think, were two of the huge things that I was looking for and wasn’t really finding in other types of coaching and therapy.

I’m a self-help enthusiast. I definitely read a lot of the books, a lot of the podcasts. Done the courses and all the things. Sometimes it’s just hard to see your own areas of weakness. Like I don’t like the term blind spots, but just having an outside perspective to be able to say, “Hey, do you notice that you’re doing this?”

I think I was just really looking for someone that who was going to be able to tailor the conversations more to my role as a building leader. Then also some of the things that I might not even be realizing that I was doing and the patterns and thinking that I was not even aware of until someone just mentioned it and I said, “Oh, you’re right. I am doing that thing again.”

Angela: Right. Because a lot of what we’ve talked about over the course of the year, and this is why the program is a full year. Because I could offer six weeks, eight weeks, 12 weeks. But to really understand ourselves and our own patterns you need that time to be able to apply this work in different situations and see how the brain has created patterns for itself. That it responds the same way at work as it does at home as it does with friends as it does with family. It feels different to us, but in reality, there is a pattern to it all.

Wendy: Yeah. I had so many of those lightbulb moments. Of course, you know, you now have coached with me on family stuff, on relationship stuff in my personal life, on work stuff. It amazes me every time where I’m like, “Oh. It’s that same thought that I had about this other scenario. Now it’s coming up here.” 

Angela: Yes. 

Wendy: Connecting the dots of, “Oh I see. It’s not just this one situation. It’s actually something that’s coming up in multiple areas of my life.” Applying it to my personal relationship with my partner or with my own family and my sisters and brothers, my parents, to my boss, to my colleagues, and the teachers I work with. Realizing hold on, it’s just my thoughts, and I actually have control over my thoughts that create my feelings about this. It’s not so different, right? It’s not just isolated to school leadership. 

Angela: Right. Exactly. So giving ourselves this, I call it the luxury. Like a luxurious amount of time to see those patterns to know. Like one of the things that I think is beautiful about this coaching package in particular is that the full year gives you the comfort of knowing, “I have an entire year with somebody who’s in my corner, who is my advocate for my dreams, who is going to help me through the day to day stuff, but also the big picture stuff. And we have plenty of time for all of that to happen and also allowing life to happen.” 

So like when things do come up like you’ve got an emergency meeting. The other day you had some big chaos happening in your parking lot, right. Like there was like something where you couldn’t come. That was, I think, the first call you ever missed. The year just allows for that flexibility for us to reschedule and adjust and to really deeply apply the work in a way that you can say to your brain like, “Look. I’ve got all year to do this. It’s my first year of school leadership, and I’ve got somebody who’s just here for me.”

Like I don’t know anybody you work with, anything about your school. We can talk about all of that, but we can bring it down to just what it means for you and how we want you to experience the relationship and to experience that moment or that situation. So that’s what’s so beautiful about the beauty of that full year of working together. 

Wendy: I, of course, was like I have to cancel a session. I, of course, was disappointed, but the flexibility is so appreciated. Because in this role, you don’t know when you’re going to have a 911 call, or a parent banging down the door who’s upset about something. 

I would say that early one of my hesitations was do I really have time to commit to a 45 minute/hour long call every week? Where I have a hundred and one things on my list that I can convince myself are more important. I think in committing to the work was also just, again, going back to the word value. Valuing my own growth and my own time. Saying that I’m going to choose to make this a priority for my own professional growth, but also as like a form of self-care, right? 

Angela: Yes. 

Wendy: Like you can be staring at a computer screen for 10 hours a day. If that’s the one period of 45 minutes where you step away and go for a walk and talk to Angela on the phone. It built in this time for myself that by choosing to move forward with coaching and invest in the process, I also had to choose to value myself enough to know that I was worth investing in. 

I had to talk myself into it. I was like oh my gosh. The time cost, the financial investment. I could just continue working with my therapist who I’m working with. Who, yes, is adding value, but this is something that’s going to take me further in the long term, I think, than some of the other things I was doing and thinking. Again really just helped me understand how I needed to not be pouring out of an empty cup, right. I needed to make sure that I was pouring into myself to be able to come here and serve every day. 

Angela: Right. So we have three assets. I love that you said this because we have three assets. We have our time, we have our money, and we have our brain. Those three assets, they’re the most powerful assets that we have full control over. We have full agency over our mind, over how we spend our money, and how we spend our time. We don’t believe that those are true, but they are truly assets that we do own and can take full responsibility for. 

So what happens is we have to decide that we are worth it. Our brain, mindset is worth it in order to invest those other resources of time and money. Because it does take time. Actually now my offer is now 30 minute calls because one, I’ve gotten so good at coaching I can get people to the heart of the matter really fast. 

Two, it just eliminates the argument. Because if your brain isn’t willing to invest 30 minutes a week in yourself, for you to be able to say, “Here’s how I’m thinking. Here’s how I’m feeling. Here’s what’s working. Here’s what’s not. This is where I’m feeling stuck.” You get 30 minutes of somebody else caring for you and listening to you. 

I can pretty much guarantee if you’re not willing to give yourself 30 minutes, you’re not willing to give yourself self-care. You’re not willing to invest in your professional growth, in any of it. You are your top asset. If you can’t invest 30 minutes in you as a leader, then that’s the reason you need coaching. Wouldn’t you say that Wendy? 

Wendy: Absolutely. I mean I think last year I was either in burnout or on the verge of burnout. One of the reasons that I said I really need to learn this lesson now as a new leader is I think I had a story that it was selfish that I didn’t answer emails at 10:00 at night. When really the best thing I could do for myself was to create that boundary and create that space, right. Taking 30 minutes/45 minutes/an hour for myself once a week, there’s nothing selfish about it. Because the purpose is so that I am my best self to show up and serve every day. 

I think something else that you helped me understand early was the return on investment of doing this work now at a young age. I would love to be blessed to be a mom one day. I don’t have a family of my own yet. But in my first year of school leadership, if I can’t learn how to find one hour once a week, how am I going to be able to create boundaries and figure out a way to balance the demands of work and a family life? How am I ever going to work towards that I have for myself if I can’t even find an hour once a week now to invest in myself, right? 

So I look forward to reaping the rewards of this and the fruits of it years and years and years into the future. Now that I am going through the process now and finishing out my first year, the way that I spend my time and the way I view my time has shifted so much. Like I do feel I’m more fresh the next day when I go home and I don’t open my laptop because I gave myself the time.  

Angela: Yes. 

Wendy: You know? I might not have known that otherwise. 

Angela: Right. So a lot of what we work on in The Empowered Principal® program is time. We talk about our beliefs around time and the scarcity around time. In education, we’re always saying we need more time. We don’t have enough time. We have a lot of conversations around time. 

Can you tell them more specifically some of the things you’ve worked on with time and how you feel more abundant with your time? How you feel you have more control and agency over how you spend your day, your evenings, your weekends, all of it. 

Wendy: Yeah. I think before starting coaching with you and even in the beginning stages, I was leaving work, I mean dismissal or my day ended at 3:00. I was leaving work at 5:00 or 5:30. Going home, shoveling a quick dinner, reopening the computer, doing another hour or two of work. Sometimes to the point where you’re falling asleep on the computer, or you open it the next day and you’re like, “What was I working on last night?” 

If you’re someone who works late into the night, you’ll know what I’m talking about. I think I was coming in depleted the next day, and then saying, “How come I’m not fresh and ready to serve again?” In understanding that I needed to give myself time to unplug and recharge, I was going to come in and be more effective with my time because I wasn’t going to be run ragged and burnt out and exhausted. I was actually going to be able to get stuff done when I showed up at work the next day. 

So now, I would say, not that I don’t ever stay late after school. I am quite frequently here until 4:00, 5:00, but when I leave, I leave. When I go home for the night, I’m not reopening my computer. I have emails on my phone, but I don’t always read them. I certainly don’t answer them in the evening hours or the weekends with very few exceptions. 

I mean there’s emergencies and things that happen. Especially in the times of COVID where you’re dealing with positive cases and there’s some follow up, and it’s time sensitive and this and this. I think I’ve put so much pressure that if that person didn’t get a response to their email today that I was going to be written off as the worst AP that ever walked the halls, right? 

I think now I’m like, “Is it so important that I answer this right now? That it can’t wait another 12 hours until the morning when I get to work. Is this going to be okay if I go for a walk after dinner instead of back on my computer?” Nothing terrible happened. There was no disaster. 

I think I had to just have like a week of experimentation with it to almost prove to myself like, “Hey, everything will go fine if you don’t answer that email. It can wait until the morning. It might seem like so urgent and so important right now, but actually nothing bad is going to happen if you take the night for yourself, pour into yourself, recharge, and come back and answer it the next day. 99.9% of the time that has worked so far. 

Angela: Right. What’s so good about that is you had to train yourself to trust that everything will be fine. Work’s going to be there in the morning, right? That not only will it still be sitting there waiting for you. Sometimes the person gets it resolved on their own. Sometimes it’s not as big of a deal as they first thought it was. Sometimes you have to deal with it. Then the 1% where okay, maybe I could have answered it, we coached through that part too, right. 

Nobody’s perfect, and nobody will get it just right. There’s no perfect email answering time. There’s no perfect way to approach any email system. There’s going to be glitches in any system that you set up for yourself when it comes to email.

What we’ve talked about is like, I just had a client the other day who’s like, “I hate emails.” We’re still working on emails. But the thing with emails is whatever system you decide to implement, you have to give it that play and experimentation and practice for it to work. It takes time to create a system that works for you. If you just go in and decide like this is what it’s going to be. I’m going to shut down at 5:30. I’m not going to open again until 7:30. It’s going to be okay. You get into a belief system where that is running true for you in your leadership life. Yeah?

Wendy: I do think that that was one of the biggest hurdles was my hang up or the story that I was telling myself about if I don’t have a good response time on my emails, then I’m going to be viewed as unsupportive or not responsive. Not being a problem solver or not being available. I had a whole story about how I’m new, and I have to make this impression that I’m going to be there when someone needs something.

In reality, it was just causing me so much additional stress and anxiety and burnout that I wasn’t able to do all of those things that I wanted to do. It was like, again, just getting in my own way of being able to perform and being able to serve with this thought that doing it the other way was going to be sending some kind of message when in reality it was not helping anyone, myself or the staff members I was trying to support. 

Angela: Exactly. So tell the listeners what are your current thoughts? Like a year into coaching, what are your current thoughts about the time you’ve invested, the money you’ve invested, and then the energy I would call it that you’ve invested in making these adjustments? Like playing around with your schedule, playing around with your email, the relationships that you’ve been working through through the course of the year in terms of building relationships with your staff, with your principal, your assistant principal. 

Talk to the listeners about that. Because people know where you were because that’s where they’re at right now, and they can’t imagine what it feels like on the other side. Like they want that so badly. Can you talk with them about how you bridge that gap? The thoughts that you think right now that you couldn’t imagine believing back then. 

Wendy: Yeah, yeah. There’s so many good ones. One of the big takeaways that, I see this shift in myself because it comes up all the time is that kind of type A perfectionist shame spiral that happens when things don’t go well or you’re not immediately successful at something the first time. Or when you have to take some feedback that maybe is constructive or like cool feedback. 

I would say a year ago, I would get a piece of feedback that was like, “This could be done a different way. Or next time try this.” Or something like that. I would immediately go in that space in my head of, “I’m not going to make it through my first year. Taking this job was a mistake. I’m not suited for this.” Some of the imposter syndrome stuff. 

I think working with you over the last year and unpacking the thoughts of, “Okay, well why? Why does it feel like this piece of feedback is so difficult or so challenging?” And realizing that it’s just my thoughts and my feelings, actually. I have total control over it, right?

So understanding that now that I have more tools to identify like I’m feeling this way because of this conversation. This is the expectation that I had for myself, and this is why I’m feeling this disappointment or this dissonance now. I think I can identify so much better where I’m allowing other people’s thoughts and feelings to kind of sneak in. 

I was getting caught up a lot in, “Well, he or she must think this if they’re giving me this piece of feedback. Now I’m questioning everything and my whole reality.” Instead it’s like do I like myself? Do I like how I showed up? Did I do my best with the information I had at that time? Can I be at peace with the things that I did even if there’s still room to improve?

There’s like this space between loving myself and accepting myself just as I am and also being a work in progress and always striving for continuous improvement. I think I was so far on the end of the spectrum where I was like, “Nothing is ever good enough.” It has to be right the first time. It has to be perfect. I can’t have any constructive notes. 

Now I’m so much more of like giving myself grace. Allowing myself space to be new. Learning some of the ropes and remembering that it’s going to take some time to figure out some of these things, and not going into the whole shame spiral of, “Oh my gosh. I didn’t get it the first time. There must be something wrong with me.” 

Angela: Right. 

Wendy: No, you’re just new. Give yourself a minute, give yourself some grace. Don’t read so far into everything where you’re coming crashing down in reality. It’s actually going to be okay.

Angela: Exactly. You know one of the things that prevents us from doing something we want to do or saying something we want to say is because of a feeling that we are trying to avoid. I’m curious. This is such a great question. I’m curious to know like what feelings were you avoiding that you are willing to feel? I’m not saying they feel good. But I’m saying what are you more willing to feel now than you were in the beginning? 

Wendy: Yeah. The processing emotions and just being present with emotions, I think that was our first six months of coaching. 

Angela: Yeah. 

Wendy: Was, “Hey, I think you’re feeling some feelings. Let’s calm down a second.” I think that now I’m more willing to show up courageously to something that I know is going to be a little bit uncomfortable instead of trying to avoid the discomfort only to end up in a different kind of discomfort later on. Some of the times it goes from like a small conflict or a small problem to a much larger thing because I wasn’t courageous enough to just show up and address it the first time.

So where before I was maybe insecure or feeling shame or feeling uncertain about something and maybe wasn’t willing to admit like, “Hey, I need help. Or hey, I don’t know something.” Instead of being like I’m going to figure everything out on my own, and I’m just not going to say anything about this. Or there’s an elephant in the room, and I’m just not going to address it because it will just magically just fix itself. 

I think now I’m like hey, I can show up courageously and address this because I know that in the long run this is going to avoid a bigger headache later on and is going to require the same amount of sitting in discomfort. It’s either I do it now or I do it later. Or I do it in this one way now where it’s maybe not such a big thing and then avoid later on it turning into some kind of bigger conflict or bigger concern. 

Angela: Right. I love that so much because we think that if we do or don’t do something that we can avoid discomfort, being unhappy. I also love that you said courage. Like the feeling you’re willing to feel is courage. Because I think people think courage feels good. But if you really think about courage, true courage is really, really scary. Like if you’re in the space of courage, you’re feeling fear, but you’re taking action anyway. 

Wendy: Yeah. They can’t see me on the podcast, but I’m shaking my head that no. Courage does not feel warm and fuzzy at all. It feels terrifying a lot of the time. One of the other things I wanted to say that relates to that is just a willingness to be vulnerable more now in a way that early on I think I was so concerned about coming out of my shell a little bit. I’m the assistant principal that has like a little altar with crystals and all of that in my office. I’m a little bit of like a nature lover and a little bit of a quirky kind of off the beaten path person. 

I think at first, I was like let me be buttoned up. Let me be really serious. Let me try and be taken seriously by other people. I think that vulnerability of, “I think this is a cute activity. I don’t know what the staff is going to think of it, but we’re just going to do it anyway and see what they think.” 

One of the things that you had me coach on was if you’re having fun and you love it, then other people probably will too. Also if they don’t, it doesn’t matter because you’re still having fun and you love it. So I think it was like a Valentine’s Day activity that I was like, “I don’t know. Is anyone going to even participate? Are they going to think it’s cheesy?” I had to say to myself I think it’s cute. I think it’s a nice thing. I want to do it. We’re going to do it. Guess what? The staff loved it. It was a smashing hit.

So I just had to take that courageous vulnerable moment of saying, “I’m not sure how this is going to go, but I’m going to commit. I’m going to just roll with it because I like it. I think it’s fun. This is who I am.” In being more myself in those moments, I think I’ve been even more warmly welcomed and received by my staff because it’s nice to see like a little bit of a human side. 

It’s nice to see that people are humans. They’re not just an assistant principal, but actually I have a family. I have feelings. I have my own struggles. I have my own techniques that I use for copings. If that’s the essential oil diffuser in my office or one of my other kind of woo-woo hippie things, I think people appreciate that. No one has written me off as like the crunchy hippie assistant principal. They just think that I’m really approachable and value social emotional learning, which is something that I hope that they would think about me. 

So overcoming that and kind of like coming out as like more of myself, I think, has taken a lot of courage and a lot of vulnerability. But I don’t think I would have the type of relationships that I’ve built over the past year. Mind you, half of it being over a Zoom screen building relationships as a new leader.

I don’t think I would be where I am if I didn’t just say, “I’m going to throw away my cool card and throw away this idea that I should be this buttoned up kind of stern administrator. I’m going to have fun with it. I’m going to be myself.” I think my relationships have benefited so much from that attitude going into it.

Angela: I love, love, love that. This leads me to my next question is what in your eyes, and I love this because everybody answers it differently. What in your eyes is the long term results of this? Yes, we’ve coached for one year together. Maybe we coach for another year together. Whatever our relationship coaching wise is, I’m talking about for you, the benefit that extends through, it’s kind of the compound effect of coaching. Where do you see the long term effect happening for you as a leader but also in your personal journey? 

Wendy: Yeah. I can’t overstate enough how transferrable I think all of the coaching work we have done is. I mentioned to you that I have a mentor who I work with through my union and through the Department of Education. 

Of course, there’s so many helpful things about that. Like online systems that I need to use, and this platform, and you enter it on this portal, whatever it is. I think in five years when they roll out a new portal or when we get a new superintendent and the expectations change, I’m going to have to relearn a lot of those things all over again. That’s not something that I’m going to take with me on my journey. 

I think some of the skills in this coaching have been transformative in a way that it’s like you can’t unlearn them. Like I now have to call myself out if I’m avoiding processing an emotion. Like oh, it’s that thing again. It happens to be with my parents or my sibling around what are we doing for Father’s Day. Or it happens to be with my boss or with my principal. Or it happens to be around my teachers who I’m working with. I think once you see those patterns playing out, you notice them come up everywhere. You have the awareness to self-coach through them, right?

So I don’t know in five years if I work in a different job, or I work in a different district, or I have a different building leader. Or if I one day become a principal one day, I think that some of these skills are, you know, it’s not surface like the online portal where you’re entering the data. It’s this deep work that no matter where you are or what the scenario is, it just builds that trust in yourself that no matter what it is, I know that I’m in control of it because these are my thoughts and my feelings. I can coach myself through it. 

Whether that’s my car is broken down on the side of the road and now I have to be a problem solver, or I’m now in a job interview and I have to speak to what my strengths are, whatever it is. Just that believe in myself that I have the capacity to manage my own emotions and deal with whatever it is that comes up. It’s all about relationships not only with other people, but with myself, right. Like in this moment, how’s my self-talk? In this moment, what is the thought that is creating this feeling that I’m having? That works in any scenario. 

It works in any situation personal, professional. I think that I have seen it again and again come up. Oh, I didn’t even know it could apply in this circumstance, but here we are again. The same pattern of either avoiding emotions or going through the shame spiral or whatever it is that has come up that I’ve identified as something I’m working on. I see it more and more now that I’m aware of it, and now I have more opportunities to self-coach myself through it as the year progresses. So it’s so transferable and has been transformative on all levels. 

Angela: It compounds exponentially because when you become a parent, you feel time crunched, and you think I don’t have the time. You can apply these tools to find and create time and decide on your priorities. Coach yourself through letting go of some of those things you used to do that now with having a baby you no longer do or you are willing to let go of, right? 

It impacts you financially because when you understand how to manage yourself and build relationships and manage your time, you become more valuable to your district, right? Which you become more attractive as an employee, and then you’re more wanted as an employee. People will say like, “Hey, I want you to move up to a principalship. Hey, I want you at a district level. Hey, I want you running as a superintendent because they see your value.” 

Your value is created through the belief that you have about yourself and other people and what you have to offer. Those three belief systems when in combination, when you work on that in all the aspects of your life, it knows no limits. 

Wendy: I look forward to it’s almost like stretching out that muscle in different ways. Like you’re saying right now it’s working great for not answering emails after 5:00 p.m., but maybe in a future time I’m going to say, “Hey, why don’t I become an adjunct professor at a university?” 

If it’s something that I have as a professional goal, I can find the time for it. I don’t have to talk myself out of it because I don’t think that I’m capable of managing it or I don’t have the time. Or whatever the scenario is. I mean I just feel like so many possibilities have opened up just by having the belief in myself that if it’s important enough to me that I can make it happen. 

Angela: Yes. Yep. Absolutely. I am thrilled. I love sharing Wendy’s story most of all because she is so young. I cannot wait to see the impact that she is going to create in the world as a result of her ability to manage her mind so well. Because if you can manage your mind, you can manage time, money, relationships, resources, challenges, 911 calls. You name it. You can manage it. 

It just has been such a pleasure working with you. I’m so honored to be your coach. I have really valued our time together and your energy and your willingness to dive into something that really is a brand new service to the world, to the field of education, to school leaders. It’s been really fun to play with you through this year, and coach you through COVID, coach you through so many amazing experiences that you’ve had. 

Is there any last words, tips, thoughts, experiences that you’d like to share with the listeners to help people who were in your shoes a year ago and help them know that they have support available to them? They don’t have to go through school leadership alone. That there is something out there that can help them enjoy the process of leadership so much more. 

Wendy: Yeah. Well, first I just have to say thank you. Because I don’t know how I would have gotten through this first year in the role if I didn’t have that hour carved out for myself and that shoulder kind of to lean on in those moments that were really challenging. I will just say that I’ve had mentors in the past. I’ve had coaches in the past. I’ve been through lots of trainings and professional development. 

If you have concerns about is this going to push me to the next level or is this going to really help or is it going to be specific to me. I will just say that every single session when I showed up, I got exactly what I needed and left that session feeling a thousand pounds lighter, really heard and listened to, and challenged in a way that felt helpful and productive even though it wasn’t always easy. I think it’s like the medicine doesn’t always taste good going down, but it is exactly what you needed. 

I think on those days when I just needed to really hear from someone who could see from an outside point of view, you offered me that and so much more. That’s not something that I had in other mentorship programs or other coaching opportunities where it was kind of, “Here’s the generic script. Here’s the generic curriculum. This is the modules that we’re going to go through in this exact order.”

Whereas in this coaching it was in the moment live. It was what’s on your mind today? What’s coming up? Just felt so authentic and so applicable in the moment that I just, again, I don’t know how I would have made it through this first year and still be standing in one piece in the light of COVID and being brand new and everything without having someone who I can go to and be really vulnerable, really open, and have that anonymity as like a nice outside point of view.  

Angela: Yes, yeah. Oh thank you.

Wendy: So I really can’t thank you enough and can’t recommend enough the coaching. I think every school leader should have something like this. Not a mentoring program where you learn how to do the online compliance program, but a real coaching program that is tailored to your needs. I think every school leader should have that. I am so, so grateful to have had the opportunity to work with you truly. 

Angela: Aw thank you. I will say too like those mentoring programs for those specific hard skills that you need to learn, like you want all of it. I would say like go for that so you can learn those technical skills, but this work is more about navigating those emotional and mental demands and building the resiliency it takes to be a school leader. To allow yourself to not be liked, to have people talk behind your back, to have to make decisions people don’t agree with, to have to stand in your truth even when it feels awkward or hard. 

I think that really speaks to the work that you’ve done, Wendy, because I coach, but you go out there and apply the work and have to stand in that practice of applying the coaching to your specific situation. So I mean, yeah. Absolutely.  

Wendy: I’ll just share one quick other final thought. The sessions, like the time in between them, sometimes the lightbulb moments and the realizations come when you least expect them. Like that time of integration. I had the one moment that I shared with you where I just heard this one specific song. And the message in the song just pushed me to realize just like everything clicked in that moment of this is why I’m doing this, and this is why it’s so worth it even though it’s sometimes uncomfortable. 

I was not expecting that in the middle of the night when I was trying to fall asleep, and that’s when the wisdom came through. I think if we hadn’t had the session prior or the session following on the books, that might never have kind of crept in. So I think the time to integrate and process over the course of the year, it is worth every moment spent and every penny invested. Absolutely. 

Angela: Oh awesome. Awesome. All right my friend. What an honor to have you on the podcast. I have been waiting on this day for so long. Here it’s come true. To hear your journey from the beginning to the end, it’s so phenomenal. I do hope as long as we coach together or not that we stay in touch, and we will. 

I will love to bring you on in the podcast in the future so that people can hear how you have continued to evolve yourself, your leadership skills, and truly how this work impacts and evolves education at large. How it involves bringing staff along, bringing students along, bringing families along, and actually alters the experience in a positive way for everybody involved. It really can have that profound of an impact. 

To see you at 30 years old applying this work at such a deep level, I can only fathom the brilliant things you are going to contribute to students and staff and families for the next years to come. So. 

Wendy: Thank you. I believe in that ripple effect and can’t wait to report back and would love to be a guest again. Would be fabulous. 

Angela: Great, awesome. Thank you so much for your time today. It was so good to see you. We will be coaching together very soon. 

Wendy: Sounds great. Thank you again. 

Angela: All right. Thanks. Bye. 

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